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    A problem is something you can fix. Ilya disappears after the cottage and Shane’s determined to find out why. He’s only loved one person in his life -- can he open his heart to another?

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    07 Feb 2026

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    this fic scratched an itch i've had for so long. perfection imho

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    Ten minutes passed, and Ilya, who normally could drift off easily, only felt more and more wired. He definitely didn't want sex while the other person was feeling bad. The thought made him nauseous. But he found himself still yearning for the release that came with being with Hollander. If not the physical release, the emotional and mental one. Behind his eyelids, all he could see was those damn freckles.

    Ilya gnawed on his lip and decided to toe a line they haven't crossed yet. Ironically, this was one that usually came way before every other line they've already crossed. He picked back up his phone.

     

    Lily: You are sleeping for a few hours in the hotel.

    Jane: Yeah? And?

    Lily: Does it matter if you are sleeping in your room, or in mine?

     

    or; shane and ilya sleep together, literally; ilya pines, and pines, and pines.

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    08 Feb 2026

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    He grinned and picked up the small notepad with the hotel’s insignia on it. Shane had doodled a butt - that looked more like the number 3 than an ass - and a stick figure with its leg kicking out at it. Underneath the butt he scribbled “Boston.” There was a king’s crown floating above the stick figure’s head that said “Montreal.”

    Ilya shook his head and huffed a laugh. He crumpled the piece of paper and tossed it in the garbage. Made the shot, too.

    He had the notepad between his fingers, ready to toss it back down, but the next page caught his eye. There was a doodle on that one, too.

    A plain heart. Drawn in the same pen, waiting for Ilya to discover it.

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    a hockey injury makes ilya curious

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    05 Feb 2026

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    It’s funny, if he doesn’t think about what it entails, that only three months after seeing Ilya play with those kids in the pool, Shane finds out he’s pregnant with Ilya’s baby.

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    03 Feb 2026

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    Ilya’s lips purse, and he gets that look on his face that means he’s about to say something terrible.

    “You are waiting for me to give you chocolate?” he asks, one of his eyebrows even more arched than usual. There it is.

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    In which the Boston Raiders are playing the Montreal Metros on February 15th, and it's totally normal for Shane to spend Valentine's Day with his very casual situationship.

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    02 Feb 2026