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"Ilya had loved him through his worst moments. Ilya had helped him find a therapist when he’d collapsed on the floor of their hotel bathroom after losing a particularly brutal game, scratching at his chest. Ilya had held him, even when Shane yelled at him because there was panic crawling under his skin and he felt as though it might claw its way out. Ilya had told him it was okay; that it didn’t make him a bad player to resent the spotlight sometimes, that it didn’t make him a bad teammate to hate the team when they were too loud and too drunk and too physical, that it didn’t make him a bad person to need space to breathe. Ilya saved him.
And look what you give him in return. You’re a shitty husband, Shane Hollander.
You don’t deserve his last name."
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content warnings: discussion of mental health, depiction of a panic attack, depiction of invasive medical procedure, depiction of violence (generally non-graphic), use of hate speech, depiction of a hate crime
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10 Feb 2026
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Mamushka by OrchidScript
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
18 Jan 2026
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Ilya Rozanov was not foremost in Yuna Hollander’s affections at the start. But, eventually, he has come around.
(i.e. Yuna and Ilya take their time to warming up to one another but, as the virtue goes, patience is a virtue.)
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08 Feb 2026
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What Might Have Been by Scorp112
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
27 Jan 2026
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What happens if Scott Hunter never pulls Kip Grady onto the ice after winning the Cup in 2017?
No kiss.
No courage.
No Shane and Ilya.One moment can change everything.
This is the story of what happens instead.
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Bookmarked by beekeep
25 Jan 2026
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Based on The Long Game by Rachel Reid, in an alternate universe where the Ottawa Centaurs’ plane crashes.
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I do not condone misconduct with any of my AO3 publications.Bookmarked by beekeep
23 Jan 2026
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as alive as you need me to be by Kkharrin
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
05 Feb 2026
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‘Not long, solnyshko. We’ll be at the cottage soon.’
Ilya Rozanov is a married man, very much in love, the winner of the Stanley Cup, near perfect at almost everything he sets his mind to, but, when an accident leaves him needing to ask for help from those he loves, he realises this might be the one thing he needs some practice with.
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22 Jan 2026

