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    “Drink.”

    No drink if you want. No give it a try, dandelion wine is the best. There was no room left for Flins to say no. And frankly, Flins didn’t want to say no anyway.

    Flins took a natural sip from the glass; not too much, and not too little. Just enough for his throat to bobble and to draw Varka’s attention to it.

    For the first time, he was close enough to what he wanted to hear. Varka might finally shape his movements, his choices, and Flins wanted it. He wanted to surrender his choices to Varka’s hands. He wanted it badly.

    Varka was a very accommodating person. Always watching, always adjusting, so no one had to feel uncomfortable. Whether for the Knights or for his friends, he never changed.

    Flins believed it was a beautiful thing. Humans were fragile and needed that coddling. But he was not human. He needed Varka to stop asking him what he wanted and to start giving him orders.

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    17 Jan 2026

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    this fic was like a gold mine. we LOVE u varflins

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    A week passes and Phainon still doesn’t know what possessed her to say that. If we had a baby. And she certainly doesn’t bring it up again. Because what would she even say?

    “Hey, Mydei, I thought about getting you pregnant while I was masturbating and I came so hard I think I blacked out.”

    “Hey, Mydei, do you ever think about how good of a mom you’d be? Because I do.”

    “Hey, Mydei, do you think we could rebuild Aedes Elysiae so our kids can see where I grew up?”

    She has to press her hands to her eyes to stop from crying. This is too much, she’s taken this too far. And yet, she can’t help it. Her daydreams are now filled with visions of small children that look just like Mydei – but maybe with her own smile, or eyes – running through the wheat fields of her hometown.

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    In the middle of rebuilding after the war, a woman asks Mydei if she is holding Phainon’s baby. Now the two of them can’t stop thinking about it.

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    Sylvain’s gaze flicks over to a simple sheet of paper, pinned on top of all the rest, covering up a train schedule (save money, ride metro) and an advertisement for the University’s healthcare center (free condoms!), shining bright in its monotone simplicity, bold black letters stamped on shitty printer paper:

     Art Model Wanted.

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    12 May 2025

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    "“Let’s set a goal,” he says, definite, like a death sentence. “10.000 tokens for the dildo only. 20.000 for the full experience, fake cum and all. Single bids only.”
    That’s a lot, Sylvain knows. 20.000 tokens are 1.000$, and even 500$ is too much for most if not all people on his livestream.
    Luckily, Sylvain is not most people."

    What better way to commemorate his barely-dead shithead of a father, Sylvain thinks, than to spend 0.01% of his inheritance money on the prettiest sex worker he has ever seen?

    Written for Sylvix Week 2019 - Day 3: modern au

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    the metaphorical bar for dating, that is.

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    12 May 2025