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    “Drink.”

    No drink if you want. No give it a try, dandelion wine is the best. There was no room left for Flins to say no. And frankly, Flins didn’t want to say no anyway.

    Flins took a natural sip from the glass; not too much, and not too little. Just enough for his throat to bobble and to draw Varka’s attention to it.

    For the first time, he was close enough to what he wanted to hear. Varka might finally shape his movements, his choices, and Flins wanted it. He wanted to surrender his choices to Varka’s hands. He wanted it badly.

    Varka liked to accommodate everyone by watching and adjusting himself, so no one felt uncomfortable. Whether for the Knights or for his friends, he never changed.

    Flins believed it was a beautiful thing. Humans were fragile and needed that coddling. But he was not human. He needed Varka to stop asking him what he wanted and to start giving him orders.

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    17 Jan 2026

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    this fic was like a gold mine. we LOVE u varflins

  2. Public Bookmark 85

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    A week passes and Phainon still doesn’t know what possessed her to say that. If we had a baby. And she certainly doesn’t bring it up again. Because what would she even say?

    “Hey, Mydei, I thought about getting you pregnant while I was masturbating and I came so hard I think I blacked out.”

    “Hey, Mydei, do you ever think about how good of a mom you’d be? Because I do.”

    “Hey, Mydei, do you think we could rebuild Aedes Elysiae so our kids can see where I grew up?”

    She has to press her hands to her eyes to stop from crying. This is too much, she’s taken this too far. And yet, she can’t help it. Her daydreams are now filled with visions of small children that look just like Mydei – but maybe with her own smile, or eyes – running through the wheat fields of her hometown.

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    In the middle of rebuilding after the war, a woman asks Mydei if she is holding Phainon’s baby. Now the two of them can’t stop thinking about it.

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    02 Sep 2025

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    Sylvain’s gaze flicks over to a simple sheet of paper, pinned on top of all the rest, covering up a train schedule (save money, ride metro) and an advertisement for the University’s healthcare center (free condoms!), shining bright in its monotone simplicity, bold black letters stamped on shitty printer paper:

     Art Model Wanted.

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    12 May 2025

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    "“Let’s set a goal,” he says, definite, like a death sentence. “10.000 tokens for the dildo only. 20.000 for the full experience, fake cum and all. Single bids only.”
    That’s a lot, Sylvain knows. 20.000 tokens are 1.000$, and even 500$ is too much for most if not all people on his livestream.
    Luckily, Sylvain is not most people."

    What better way to commemorate his barely-dead shithead of a father, Sylvain thinks, than to spend 0.01% of his inheritance money on the prettiest sex worker he has ever seen?

    Written for Sylvix Week 2019 - Day 3: modern au

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    12 May 2025

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    the metaphorical bar for dating, that is.

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    12 May 2025

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    SakuAtsu BDSM AU featuring Experienced Dom Sakusa and Kink Newbie Atsumu. Post-time skip & loosely canon compliant.

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    17 Nov 2021

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    A lesson in love is a lesson in swimming. Except for Suguru, it's getting dropped into the deep end with the tide licking at his neck, no kickboard or life preserver keeping him afloat.

    (Or: This is how Satoru finds the ocean.)

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    28 Oct 2021

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    Sylvain and Felix are college roommates who fall in love quietly under city lights.

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    04 Mar 2021

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    Felix hasn’t seen Sylvain in eleven months, not that he’s counting, but he’d still recognize him anywhere. He always did take up all the air in any room. Now he’s doing it even outdoors. Felix can’t breathe.

    He counts to five. He remembers how to inhale and exhale. He abandons his bags and stalks over so that his shadow falls over Sylvain, folding his arms over his chest.

    “You don’t go to this school,” Felix says accusingly, by way of hello.

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    Sylvain and Felix fake date at Christmas. It goes about as predictably as you’d expect.

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    18 Jan 2021

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    Mystery Work

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    This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!

    09 Feb 2020

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    He wants to be overwhelmed by Bruno, to drown in his presence - to give and take everything at a slow, steady pace.

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    28 Oct 2019

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    Pretty much just a long-overdue ode to Chuuya's hands....

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    Dazai has regrettably come to the conclusion that he holds a certain, unfortunate degree of appreciation for Chuuya’s hands.

    It’s something he’s been lamentably forced to realise only after a healthy dose of persistent denial to finding anything attractive when it comes to that short, loudmouthed hat collector. Not that he’d ever admit to it aloud, there’s no reason for Chuuya to think that Dazai has some kind of personal attachment to him after all. It’s not as if Dazai needs him around, quite the opposite really; in the end they are nothing more than begrudging partners, fierce rivals and ocassional stress relief. Still, even he can admit (if only to himself and after much stubborn refusal to the contrary) that Chuuya’s hands are capable of things both terrible and beautiful to behold.

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    17 Dec 2018

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    As the crown prince's personal bodyguard, Chuuya always maintained a distance of five steps from his charge. Closing that distance wasn't something he would ever consider. Of course, the prince had a different view on the matter.

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    02 Dec 2018

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    After the euphoria of sharing a kiss with Chuuya, Dazai is painfully brought back to reality. Chuuya is still a knight, still his bodyguard. And Dazai is still the crown prince.

    Sequel to Five Steps.

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    02 Dec 2018

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    As a priest, Dazai isn't unused to the occasional late night visitor, but during his time with the church, he has never had a visitor quite like Chuuya.

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    01 Dec 2018

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    19 Nov 2018

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    The ups and downs of a college “relationship”.

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    11 Oct 2016

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    Kihyun isn't a bad person but having Wonho as a cellmate might make him so.

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    05 Sep 2016

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    part of the oath that minhyuk took was to protect the clan, to keep his friends safe.

    somehow, he can't even do that.

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    04 Sep 2016

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    Jungkook is the heir to a mob empire, the most notorious in the whole of Seoul. Taehyung is a rookie sent in to infiltrate by his select team and bring the empire crumbling down.

    "You knew the game and played it, it kills to know that you have been defeated."

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    01 Jun 2016

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