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The Soul Burns Brighter Than The Sun by Wow_thisiswheremylifeis
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)
22 Jan 2024
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Dean’s sitting at the kitchen table with Sam when his phone rings. Jody’s name flashes across the screen and he considers not picking up. It’s not like Dean doesn’t want to talk to Jody, it's just that he can’t bear talking to anyone these days.
“Hi, Jody,” Sam says.
“Howdy, boys.” She asks them to take over a case. Something about werewolves. Dean doubts they will, Sam hasn’t let him pick up a gun in months, not since their last hunt.
Jody’s voice cuts through the phone. “Alright, if you boys don’t wanna take the case, I’ll see if Castiel will, but I think he’s helping Claire in Colorado–”
Dean doesn’t hear a damn thing after that, and by the looks of it, Sam doesn’t either. For the first time in days, Dean opens his mouth and speaks. “Cas is alive?”
Jody’s voice is quiet on the other end. “He didn’t tell you?”
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- Part 1 of The Soul Burns
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27 Jan 2026
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Getting used to Heaven is something of a marvel. It ain't perfect, and Dean thinks he'd hate it if it was, which is probably why it isn't.
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"You don't understand," Dean whispers, exhaling shakily. "I know you don't, because even I don't. The instant you were gone, I wanted you back. Cas, I wanted you back. I wanted—I wanted—"
Cas stares at him, searching his face. After a moment, his own face falls slack, eyes widening just so. "Oh," he breathes out.
Dean wants to be furious that Cas has figured it out before he has—whatever it is—but he's not even that surprised. Cas knows him too well, always has, even more than Dean knows himself. He's been kicking Dean in the goddamn teeth with how deeply he understands him, even about the things Dean doesn't, ever since they first met. You don't think you deserve to be saved, that's what Cas had said. All bundled up in impossibilities and power, this being that looked at Dean Winchester and knew every single inch of him, as if he had a right to each part.
"What?" Dean grits out.
"I love you, too."
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09 Oct 2025
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“Colin!” Penelope shouts, her face lighting up with a smile that had to be a million or two watts, rivaling the brightness of the sun.
“Pen,” he says, feeling some kind of weight drop from his shoulders, replaced by her when she jumps on him. Her arms wind around his neck and instinctively, he catches her, one hand on the back of her thigh and the other pressed against her lower back.
“Fuck, I missed you,” she breathes.
It’s exactly the homecoming he’d wished for. His heart takes off in his chest. She smells like vanilla and lavender, and her whole body is warm and wrapped around him, and he wonders if maybe they could stay like this for the rest of their lives, because God, he’s missed her, too.
With his face buried in her neck, Colin murmurs, “Yeah, me, too.” Neither of them really let go, and he doesn’t want to read into it that much because—he doesn’t even know. Because he’s scared, maybe. Probably. Because he doesn't understand it and doesn’t want to. Because for all his exploration of caves and canyons, he isn’t sure he’s ready for whatever he’d find the second he reads the text of their friendship and discovers something hidden between the lines.
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08 Mar 2025
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let's keep it secret (and a little bit scandalous) by zireaels
Fandoms: Bridgerton (TV), Bridgerton Series - Julia Quinn
02 Feb 2025
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Colin was doing this just as a favor to his mother. He would be a good son and he would get to make a pretty girl feel welcomed. His mother would be happy, and he would have the satisfaction of being of use to someone.
Except said girl has been driving him crazy and starring in every single one of his increasingly debauched dreams for the last weeks.
Or: 40-year-old Colin Bridgerton has to spend some uninterrupted alone time with 20-year-old Penelope Featherington.
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Bookmarked by blondancer34
06 Mar 2025
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She found herself craving the taste of him. Ever since they had discovered just how close and connected they felt when he came inside her, they almost always finished that way. And she loved it, like really loved it. Especially when she would go about her day with his cum dripping out of her while she was on the tube or at work or having drinks with a friend, and nobody knew about the mess hidden between her legs.
Now, she remembered that she missed the way his release felt on her tongue, the texture of it, so viscous and thick and satisfying. She longed for the salty, musky flavor of him to flood her tastebuds. She was so desperate for him to feed it to her, she would lick it off a spoon if he’d let her.
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Penelope becomes increasingly needy for Colin’s cum.
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16 Dec 2024