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The Soul Burns Brighter Than The Sun by Wow_thisiswheremylifeis
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)
22 Jan 2024
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Dean’s sitting at the kitchen table with Sam when his phone rings. Jody’s name flashes across the screen and he considers not picking up. It’s not like Dean doesn’t want to talk to Jody, it's just that he can’t bear talking to anyone these days.
“Hi, Jody,” Sam says.
“Howdy, boys.” She asks them to take over a case. Something about werewolves. Dean doubts they will, Sam hasn’t let him pick up a gun in months, not since their last hunt.
Jody’s voice cuts through the phone. “Alright, if you boys don’t wanna take the case, I’ll see if Castiel will, but I think he’s helping Claire in Colorado–”
Dean doesn’t hear a damn thing after that, and by the looks of it, Sam doesn’t either. For the first time in days, Dean opens his mouth and speaks. “Cas is alive?”
Jody’s voice is quiet on the other end. “He didn’t tell you?”
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- Part 1 of The Soul Burns
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- 284,680
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- 24/24
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Bookmarked by blondancer34
27 Jan 2026
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Getting used to Heaven is something of a marvel. It ain't perfect, and Dean thinks he'd hate it if it was, which is probably why it isn't.
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"You don't understand," Dean whispers, exhaling shakily. "I know you don't, because even I don't. The instant you were gone, I wanted you back. Cas, I wanted you back. I wanted—I wanted—"
Cas stares at him, searching his face. After a moment, his own face falls slack, eyes widening just so. "Oh," he breathes out.
Dean wants to be furious that Cas has figured it out before he has—whatever it is—but he's not even that surprised. Cas knows him too well, always has, even more than Dean knows himself. He's been kicking Dean in the goddamn teeth with how deeply he understands him, even about the things Dean doesn't, ever since they first met. You don't think you deserve to be saved, that's what Cas had said. All bundled up in impossibilities and power, this being that looked at Dean Winchester and knew every single inch of him, as if he had a right to each part.
"What?" Dean grits out.
"I love you, too."
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Bookmarked by blondancer34
09 Oct 2025
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“Colin!” Penelope shouts, her face lighting up with a smile that had to be a million or two watts, rivaling the brightness of the sun.
“Pen,” he says, feeling some kind of weight drop from his shoulders, replaced by her when she jumps on him. Her arms wind around his neck and instinctively, he catches her, one hand on the back of her thigh and the other pressed against her lower back.
“Fuck, I missed you,” she breathes.
It’s exactly the homecoming he’d wished for. His heart takes off in his chest. She smells like vanilla and lavender, and her whole body is warm and wrapped around him, and he wonders if maybe they could stay like this for the rest of their lives, because God, he’s missed her, too.
With his face buried in her neck, Colin murmurs, “Yeah, me, too.” Neither of them really let go, and he doesn’t want to read into it that much because—he doesn’t even know. Because he’s scared, maybe. Probably. Because he doesn't understand it and doesn’t want to. Because for all his exploration of caves and canyons, he isn’t sure he’s ready for whatever he’d find the second he reads the text of their friendship and discovers something hidden between the lines.
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08 Mar 2025
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let's keep it secret (and a little bit scandalous) by zireaels
Fandoms: Bridgerton (TV), Bridgerton Series - Julia Quinn
02 Feb 2025
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Colin was doing this just as a favor to his mother. He would be a good son and he would get to make a pretty girl feel welcomed. His mother would be happy, and he would have the satisfaction of being of use to someone.
Except said girl has been driving him crazy and starring in every single one of his increasingly debauched dreams for the last weeks.
Or: 40-year-old Colin Bridgerton has to spend some uninterrupted alone time with 20-year-old Penelope Featherington.
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- 10/10
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Bookmarked by blondancer34
06 Mar 2025
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She found herself craving the taste of him. Ever since they had discovered just how close and connected they felt when he came inside her, they almost always finished that way. And she loved it, like really loved it. Especially when she would go about her day with his cum dripping out of her while she was on the tube or at work or having drinks with a friend, and nobody knew about the mess hidden between her legs.
Now, she remembered that she missed the way his release felt on her tongue, the texture of it, so viscous and thick and satisfying. She longed for the salty, musky flavor of him to flood her tastebuds. She was so desperate for him to feed it to her, she would lick it off a spoon if he’d let her.
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Penelope becomes increasingly needy for Colin’s cum.
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16 Dec 2024
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since you asked so nicely... by LightLeadingMe
Fandoms: Bridgerton (TV), Bridgerton Series - Julia Quinn
04 Dec 2024
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"What are you doing?”
Colin's tongue was sticking out between his lips, his eyes focused. “It's hot.”
Penelope raised one eyebrow. “I know that. Why are you taking off my shirt?”
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08 Dec 2024
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All the Mamas, all the pretty young ladies who had their sights set on the most charming of Bridgertons, had to watch as Penelope Featherington was kissed ardently, scandalously, by perhaps one of the most sought-after bachelors in Mayfair.
The kiss was a declaration – one said assuredly, fervently, loudly. The spectacle so public and so proud, as if Colin had stood aloft and screamed it into the sky.
It would serve her well, she thought, to reward such behaviour.
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- Part 14 of Polin Kinktober 2023
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06 Oct 2024
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Forfeit by Sea_Dragonfly for disariya
Fandoms: Bridgerton (TV), Bridgerton Series - Julia Quinn
17 Feb 2024
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Penelope felt her cheeks heat. “A forfeit is usually a- a-”
“A kiss?” he offered.
Penelope nearly dropped her cue stick. If it were possible, her skin would catch aflame.
Colin rounded the billiards table, strolling as if he were wandering the paths of Hyde Park. “Or perhaps a piece of clothing?”
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Bookmarked by blondancer34
29 Sep 2024
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“Why don’t you let me help you?” he says. “I never have a clue what the fuck is going on in my life. Who better to help you lose control than your chaotic bestie?”
Penelope stares at him.
“What… what were you thinking?” she asks, her voice hoarser than it was a moment before.
“Telling you beforehand rather defeats the purpose of the exercise, doesn’t it?” Colin’s left hand leaves the steering wheel, and he squeezes her knee for a moment. Penelope’s breath catches in her throat. “Don’t worry, Pen. Leave it with me.”
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Penelope needs to learn to give up control. Colin thinks he has the perfect solution
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Bookmarked by blondancer34
29 Sep 2024
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Penelope had her full attention on the film, eyes unwavering, until she felt Colin's hand begin to drift.
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25 Sep 2024
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Colin and Penelope were just friends.
At least mostly, they were just friends. Completely and perfectly friendly and one hundred percent normal about ninety percent of the time. Even when he was couch surfing at her flat between jobs abroad, everything was okay.
They were just friends.
Well, for six days of the week anyway.
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- Part 13 of Polin Kinktober 2023
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- English
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- 3,968
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- 1/1
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- 27
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24 Sep 2024
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pipe dreams by DollyPop for shipperdetous
Fandoms: Bridgerton Series - Julia Quinn, Bridgerton (TV)
11 Dec 2022
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When her mum married Violet Bridgerton, Penelope knew she was getting a few step-brothers as part of the package. Little did she know, and much to her surprised delight, she was getting a Daddy, too.
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The Polin Step-Siblings Smut Fic that no one (but Aux) asked for.
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22 Sep 2024
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Eloise snorts: “Pen hasn’t had a date in, like, a year.”
“Eloise!” she snaps.
She is going to die. She is going to die, and then she is going to come back as a ghost and haunt Eloise for the rest of her life.
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Penelope Featherington is going through a dry spell, and Colin Bridgerton offers to help her out. The same Colin Bridgerton who has secretly been in love with Pen for the past four years. What could go wrong?
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31 Aug 2024
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Dr Bridgerton; or With his educated eyes, and his hand between my thighs by queenofthecon
Fandoms: Bridgerton (TV)
19 May 2024
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There lay in Penelope a sickness, or so she had been told.
A very specific kind that only this physician, as he called himself, could potentially be willing to alleviate for her, if there were any hope at all. At least that was what the flyer had said.
A gentleman by the name of Mr Bridgerton had developed a technique of stimulatory effect to relieve the sufferings of women. Of sharp tongues and short tempers gone in a few months or less, within three sessions with his special apparatus.
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- Part 11 of Polin Kinktober 2023
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- English
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- 14/14
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31 Aug 2024
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full and lovely and large by LightLeadingMe for FeedingDucks
Fandoms: Bridgerton (TV), Bridgerton Series - Julia Quinn
04 Apr 2024
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It was a sunny afternoon in February and the friends had just arrived back from lunch together, wanting to spend more time with each other before they headed over to his mother’s house for a family dinner.
He didn’t know why the memory of her flashing her breasts at him suddenly came to mind, but once he replayed it over in his head, it was all he could think about.
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27 Aug 2024
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A Worthy Suitor, Indeed by LightLeadingMe
Fandoms: Bridgerton (TV), Bridgerton Series - Julia Quinn
03 Jul 2023
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"When I agreed to help you find suitors, I never thought we'd end up here."
She reached down and clamped her hand over his mouth, rolling her hips over his harder. "Shh, you'll wake my mama."
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Friends With Benefits: Regency Style
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26 Aug 2024
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What Makes a Bridgerton by hippiechick7897
Fandoms: Bridgerton (TV), Bridgerton Series - Julia Quinn
20 Apr 2024
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While in the midst of his travels, Colin comes a major realization about his feelings for Penelope and immediately returns to Aubrey Hall where she is staying for the summer.
He finds her in an unexpected state where she makes an equally unexpected announcement that he’ll have to process.
On top of that piece of news, he learns that Penelope is very upset with him for something that he could not regret more.
If he wants this to work out as he had hoped then he has some serious wooing to do.
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- 18/18
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05 Aug 2024
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Model Behaviour by Katie_500, Stillpink for Newts_Peach
Fandoms: Bridgerton Series - Julia Quinn, Bridgerton (TV)
30 Jul 2022
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The summer air at Aubrey Hall is warm and sweet. With Penelope and Colin in close proximity, their romance blossoms along with the roses in the garden.
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- English
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- 9/9
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03 Aug 2024
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Dance Card by Katie_500, Stillpink for Newts_Peach
Fandoms: Bridgerton (TV), Bridgerton Series - Julia Quinn
17 Mar 2023
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Penelope never expected to spend her first season with the Bridgertons.
And Colin never expected that the young debutant would capture his heart, one dance at a time.
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- English
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- 36,712
- Chapters:
- 10/10
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- 1
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- 969
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Bookmarked by blondancer34
02 Aug 2024
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"Touch yourself for me."
In twenty eights years of her life, Penelope Featherington has never felt this hot. Her breaths grow shallow, nipples hard and core aches for something she cannot quite grasp. She is positively falling ill. Lucky for her, her dear friend Colin Bridgerton knows the exact remedy.
the sexual awakening fic no one asked for
C2: guided masturbation
C3: fingerfucking
C4: some good old bj
C5: a mirror, a chair, and a dildo
C6: facesitting ft. angst
C7: wink wonkSeries
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- English
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- 7/7
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Bookmarked by blondancer34
01 Aug 2024