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Unadulterated loathing by blueeyedlover
Fandoms: The Locked Tomb Series | Gideon the Ninth Series - Tamsyn Muir
24 Dec 2025
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You're fifteen and gay and there's a girl who hates you.
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"Your eyes burned with carefully controlled fire, your eyebrows were bunched, and your lips twisted up into a delicate smile. You looked tiny, dainty, and utterly menacing. Dangerous. I watched my spit drip into your mouth.
You leaned close, and all things that were fucking holy, I hated my horrible fifteen year old body with it’s awful fifteen year old feelings. There was a swoop in my stomach as you came closer, an expression of malice on your face. I knew then, that I’d be thinking about that expression tonight. It didn’t matter if you were the only girl who wasn’t over 65, I would absolutely not allow myself to misplace my loneliness for affection for you."
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- Part 3 of We were children
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When the fighting started by blueeyedlover
Fandoms: The Locked Tomb Series | Gideon the Ninth Series - Tamsyn Muir
24 Jul 2024
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A short look into how the girls started fighting--I mean, surely they weren't always brawling?
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"Now, Aiglamene was not someone to mess with, and if she told you to do something, you did it. So I placed my hand in yours. Your palm was sweaty. You started to thumb over each of my joints and finger bones, as if I was to be your next set of precious prayer beads. I glanced over again to Aiglamene in what I could only hope conveyed a feeling of long suffering. She shook her head and mouthed, “do not scream.”
Scream? I thought. Why would I–
You promptly broke my pinky finger, and I screamed."
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- Part 2 of We were children
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A walk through hell on an unholy roadtrip. Martin gets a little lonely, he has a hot boyfriend, and maybe they can take just a stolen moment for themselves.
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Jon ducked his face down once, in a nod. “Right. Okay…” He moved away. Martin started to panic, Did I make it weird? Jon had asked! Was it weird to want to kiss your boyfriend? Martin was just about to stand and say maybe he was ready to leave after all, but Jon was sliding his backpack off. He pulled the hair band out of his hair, letting it fall down over his shoulders. Martin felt the air leave his chest. How was this man able to leave him breathless, still?
“Okay…” Jon breathed, looking back at Martin’s face. “Then kiss me.”
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We were children by blueeyedlover
Fandoms: The Locked Tomb Series | Gideon the Ninth Series - Tamsyn Muir
19 Jul 2024
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A little study in which the question “When did Harrow come up with the name “griddle”?” might be answered.
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“Who’s that?” you said, like you’d never seen me, or even heard of me before. But I knew you—the nuns make sure of that. Be grateful, look what the Reverend Mother and Father have allowed for you. Be grateful, the Reverend Daughter is always grateful. The Reverend Daughter eats her vegetables, so eat yours. The reverend daughter this, the reverend daughter that. I was sick of you before we even locked eyes.
But when you graced your presence in that room, I did what I had been taught to do if I was ever addressed by you; I bowed.Series
- Part 1 of We were children
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Killua is the subject of a magic card in greed island that makes his thoughts become apparitions. This is fine. Except for when Killua's thoughts kiss Gon.
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We were children by blueeyedlover
Fandom The Locked Tomb Series | Gideon the Ninth Series - Tamsyn Muir
24 Dec 2025
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Fuck You (Marry Me) by Space_Daemon
Fandoms: The Locked Tomb Series | Gideon the Ninth Series - Tamsyn Muir
04 Apr 2024
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To the REVEREND DAUGHTER OF THE NINTH Harrowhark Nonagesimus,
You are invited by the EMPEROR John Gaius to attend the debut of His daughter, HER DIVINE HIGHNESS Prince Gideon Gaia on Her 18th birthday, in precedence of a month of celebration at CANAAN HOUSE, the Prince’s home. All heirs to the Houses have been invited, and the EMPEROR hopes that this may also act as a caucus for the necromancers of His Houses. At the terminus of the month, HDH will select a spouse from those gathered. This spouse will ascend to the First and their House will be afforded as much luxury as the EMPEROR can provide.
Each candidate may bring two attendants, including cavaliers.
Dress code: Formal
P.T.O.
SURPRISE BITCH
BET YOU THOUGHT YOU’D SEEN THE LAST OF ME
ANSWER MY FUCKING INVITES
XOXO ~ G- Language:
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15 Sep 2023
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Meanwhile the World Goes On by lineslines
Fandoms: Good Omens - Neil Gaiman & Terry Pratchett, Good Omens (TV)
23 Dec 2023
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Crowley looked at him. He was still wearing his suit, there was tartan in it, but it had become polished, the worn edges returned to pristine, boring perfection. He looked too prim. Proper. Perhaps this hurt most of all.
(Crowley is on earth, Aziraphale is not. Meanwhile the world goes on. Plans, great and possibly ineffable, are set into motion. They are--always, inevitably--drawn back together. Long before reconciliation, long before they can bear it. The only thing they can bear less is staying apart.
Oh, and Heaven seems to have misplaced Jesus.)
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23 Aug 2023
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brighter things than diamonds by Quintessence for stylographic_blue_rhapsody
Fandoms: Hunter X Hunter
16 May 2020
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"Gon knows he shouldn’t feel like this. He knows that what he’s set out to do, this kindness he’s trying to show to Killua, is supposed to be selfless. It’s supposed to be only about Killua’s needs, not the desire that simmers at a low boil under Gon’s skin every moment he’s near him. And yet Gon can’t help it, can’t help but imagine joining Killua in his bed, slinging an arm over his waist and pressing his face into Killua’s neck, falling asleep curled up beside him. It’s selfish, to make all this about himself, about his yearning and longing and desperation, so Gon resolves himself to do better. He’ll push those thoughts quite firmly out of his mind. He’ll focus only on making Killua feel happy. He won’t allow his desires to corrupt what he’s set out to do. He won’t be selfish. He won’t."
5 times Killua accepted kindness + 1 he refused
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- Part 1 of h/c bingo requests
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Bookmarked by blueeyedlover
16 Sep 2021
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The Whale Island Observatory offers one of the most coveted internships in the country, and it just so happened to land on Killua Zoldyck, a recently graduated astronomy student who has worked his ass off for this internship ever since he entered university, vowing that he’ll go back to the island where his passion for astronomy started.
It’s a shame that in between trying to keep himself afloat and raising enough money to free his sisters from their family, he lost sight of the love he once had for the stars.
Too good of an opportunity to pass up, and the fact that the money would afford him a new life with his sisters, Killua decided to accept the internship anyway—though he swore to quit as soon as the internship is over. Why would he force himself to go through something he’s forgotten how to enjoy? It’s not like he has something worth staying for.
Then enter Gon Freecss, the long-lost childhood friend Killua met years ago, who seemed to be more excited about the internship than he is.
… Well, damn. Maybe this internship wouldn’t be so bad, after all.
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- Part 2 of 一瞬の光 この想いよ届け
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Bookmarked by blueeyedlover
30 Aug 2021
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“Wanna try, Killua?” Gon asks, breathless and grinning despite being tossed to the dirt less than thirty seconds ago.
Killua tears his gaze away from Gon’s bright face to the open field in front of him. A crowd of students are scattered around in an uneven circle, all cheering loudly as a boy and girl take their places on opposite sides of the ring.
“I’d need to know what the hell is even going on before I agree to anything,” Killua says, exasperated, and Gon’s grin only grows. “Why are you all hurling yourselves at each other like that?! You’re lucky you didn’t get your front two teeth knocked out!”
Gon laughs. “Don’t be silly, Killua! It’d be impossible to hit each other; you'd have to be soulmates for that to happen!”
(In a universe where a person cannot physically kiss someone who isn’t their soulmate, a class of idiotic high schoolers spend their free period running towards each other to see who could get the closest before the universe repels them)
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30 Jul 2021