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    “Whitaker, you need to sit down. You have a concussion.” The voice next to him tries to tell him, and it's almost familiar this time.

    “Yeah I realized that, I am a fuckin' doctor. Student doctor. Whatever.” he replies, turning to squint at the man sitting next to him. “Look, can you just get Dr. Robby? He’ll tell you I'm fine, I gotta get back to work, I got… patients and shit.”

    The man looks at someone behind him, some expression he can’t quite figure out. He starts to say something else, and—oh shit he’s gonna throw up fuck—he tries to lean away and not vomit all over anyone else. He doesn't quite make it.

    “Shit,” yeah, he definitely ruined that guy’s shoes. Whoops. “Sorry.”

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    1. A form of visual agnosia characterized by difficulty with face recognition despite intact low-level visual processing.

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    Kiri and Tsireya never found Lo'ak on that shore, so he has to come to terms with his attempt on his own.

    However, after a horrible nightmare, Jake offers to soothe Lo'ak with tsaheylu, something he hasn't done in years. Lo'ak accepts, not thinking about what else his dad might find amongst his swirling, poisoned thoughts.

     

    Or, Lo'ak's struggles with the weight of his grief vs Jake's C- parenting that he might be able to upgrade to a B+ when he realizes how much pain his son is in.

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    Jake hauled Neteyam up, one arm under his shoulders, one hand slapping hard over the bullet wound. Neteyam gasped, clawing weakly at his vest.
    “Dad,” he choked. “Lo’ak -Lo’ak’s still on the ship-”
    Jake’s heart had faltered. A violent, sickening misfire.

    The way of water has no beginning and no end. The sea gives and the sea takes.

    (Neteyam is shot and hanging on by a thread. Lo’ak is taken by the RDA. Jake is losing his mind, but not his boys. Not ever.)

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    ...And he does not know if it was Payakan’s banishment— a part of him, torn away– that tips the scale in his heart or if it was his father's words that broke him but either way he is certain
    of his decision to die and sink into it again. To return his borrowed energy.

    Lo’ak will pull the trigger and shoot himself through the head and by the time the hour has passed, the water lapping at his knees now will have claimed him and he will be free of this.

    (Or: Lo'ak doesn't throw away the gun that night, but manages to survive his shot against all odds. Everyone comes to know what he did. How will his parents react to it? How will Lo'ak feel, having failed his attempt? And is there a way to heal after such an occurrence- not just his body, but his mind, soul and relationship with his father?

    I have a ton of painful feelings and hurt / comfort planned. I've loved all the fics on this so far... and here it is my way!)

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    Jake and Lo’ak are patrolling a reef and get too close to a vacuuming force that sucks Lo’ak down and pins him under debris.
    Holding Lo’aks limp body, Jake can’t help but remember holding another limp body months ago.

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