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  1. Public Bookmark 25

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    “Hey, phi,” FirstOne said softly, his voice a little unsure. Tle hummed in acknowledgement, waiting for him to continue. “Can I…” He cleared his throat. “Can I join you?”

    Tle nearly dropped the bottle of soap he was holding. It’s not like they hadn’t seen each other naked, and he literally was the one who invited FirstOne into the shower. It’s just that a naked and wet FirstOne inches from him this early in the morning might test his already cracking willpower. He did not think this one through.

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    5 times Tle and FirstOne get interrupted, and one time they don’t. (Kind of.)

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    29 Jan 2026

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    Sieun’s hands stalled mid-motion, lips parting with a quiet gasp as Suho’s palms deliberately smoothed down his chest, fingers grazing beneath the hem of his shirt.

    “What are you doing?” Sieun stammered, heart pounding. He tried moving, but Suho leaned into him with full weight, pressing all the warmth of his body against Sieun’s back.

    “You’re definitely more exciting,” Suho replied to Sieun’s rhetorical question from before, softly nipping the spot between Sieun’s neck and shoulder.

    Or the one where Suho is clingier than usual and Sieun can’t hide his feelings anymore.

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    15 Aug 2025

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    Sieun didn’t want to look. He didn’t mean to look. He just had to, though, just. Well, what if? Just in case? Suho was mid-laugh, rolling his eyes like it was no big deal. “If you insist!”

    “Come on,” someone whined.

    And then, he did it. Tugged up his sleeve. Right arm. Right forearm.

    Sieun saw it before his brain caught up. Curved in the same way his mom used to trace it when she still liked Sieun enough to be affectionate. The same scar as Sieun’s.

    Or the one where Suho suggests they go on dates for a week to find out if being soulmates is enough to make them work.

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    03 Jun 2025

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    Sieun knows that his parents just want him to move past it, to get over it, even if they won’t say it out loud. But there’s no moving past it—not as long as Suho stays like this. There’s nothing to propel him forward, nothing to knock him out of this equilibrium.

    In physics, terminal velocity is the maximum constant speed attainable by an object falling through a fluid. It occurs when the sum of the drag force and the buoyancy is equal to the downward force of gravity acting on the object. Once it has been reached, the object has zero acceleration.

    Sieun has been falling for a long, long time.

    Ahn Suho wakes up. They pick it up from there. (Or: Ahn Suho's cram school for one.)

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    09 May 2025

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    The last time Taesan sees Jaehyun, he leaves him with red swollen eyes and tears streaming down his cheeks.

    He doesn't take into account a major flaw in his plan; they've applied to the same college, the same course, the same classes. The first semester starts and Jaehyun slips back into his life piece by piece.

    (Or: Taesan breaks up with Jaehyun before summer and deals with the complicated emotions he's left with, burnout, and his shattering family.)

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    12 Nov 2024

    Bookmarker's Notes

    ANGST BUT SO GOOD AND CUTE ENDING