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you're not the only one by boracynth
Fandoms: 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Manga), 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Anime)
03 Dec 2025
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“Yer starin’, y’know,” says Yoshiki.
Hikaru opens his mouth to utter an apology, but then he sees the bruises on Yoshiki’s neck and his thoughts grind to a magnificent halt.
“Hikaru?” says Yoshiki, cocking his head. “You okay?”
Or: Yoshiki finally moves to Tokyo for university. In the intervening months, he sleeps around a lot. Hikaru copes with this new reality the only way he can: by being an obnoxious bastard.
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a flower perfuming the hands that shred it by boracynth for lunatea (phantomile)
Fandoms: 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Manga), 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Anime)
30 Nov 2025
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Yoshiki furrows his brow and glances into Hikaru’s eyes.
They’re dark red. His crimson pupils have dilated to the point of edging out nearly all of the gray.
Yoshiki stares, confused.
“Hikaru?” he asks.
Or: Hikaru and Yoshiki get hit with a potent dose of impurity sex pollen.
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out of time by boracynth
Fandoms: 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Manga), 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Anime)
23 Nov 2025
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“I wanted you to stay,” says Hikaru.
Yoshiki’s hands feel numb from how hard he’s squeezing them. He keeps his nails trimmed short and neat, but they still score deep into his palms and make his skin hurt.
“M’here now,” says Yoshiki, his accent slipping a bit in his anger and fear.
“No,” says Hikaru, sneering, “yer not.”
Or: Yoshiki returns to visit Kubitachi for Hikaru's wedding.
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shiver by boracynth for allthingsunrelated
Fandoms: 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Manga), 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Anime)
20 Nov 2025
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Hikaru kisses Yoshiki like he’s already broken.
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remnants of us by boracynth
Fandoms: 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Manga), 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Anime)
03 Nov 2025
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The entire room is thickly suffused with the scent of citrus. There are faint notes of something woody underneath it, like sandalwood or vetiver. It’s as if someone has lit a row of scented candles all at once and unleashed the powerful, alluring scent of bergamot everywhere.
“Hikaru,” says Yoshiki, curling his fingers into shaking fists at his sides, “are ya… are ya doin’ this to me?”
Or: Yoshiki confronts Hikaru during his first heat.
Recent bookmarks
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leave the water running by themaincharlie for boracynth
Fandoms: 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Manga), 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Anime)
31 Dec 2025
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Hikaru's searching Yoshiki's expression like he's trying to untangle it. Like he's trying to find a crack in his seams.
His teeth grit together.
"Ya gonna kiss me?"
Or; Hikaru looks too clean for a boy who grew up in the mud.
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there's nothing in the world that will stop me (from taking you whole) by ophanimvoid
Fandoms: 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Manga), 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Anime)
20 Dec 2025
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Despite Hikaru and Tanaka both having a kind of familiarity within his skin, Hikaru's touch remains something else entirely that Tanaka could never replicate, alien and singular. The way Hikaru sinks into him so completely is a thing that Yoshiki could try to explain forever, could dress in metaphor after metaphor, and he still would never quite reach the truth of it all, still wouldn’t be able to find a way to say how overwhelmingly complete it feels to be consumed into him through touch and will alone. As if the space between them ceases to exist, boundaries blurring until they spill into one another without resistance. With Hikaru, openness doesn’t have to be demanded or understood; it's just given, something that is effortless and inevitable, as natural as breathing between them.
The fact that Hikaru could ever be jealous, impurity or not, other or not, is beyond Yoshiki.Or, Hikaru says he doesn't get jealous of Yoshiki around other humans. Maybe that doesn't apply to this one.
Bookmarked by boracynth
26 Dec 2025
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Yoshiki Ain't Gay by hey_its_leri
Fandoms: 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Manga), 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Anime)
29 Nov 2025
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“Hey, Indou!” someone from midfield shouted, laughing between breaths. “Careful—Tsujinaka’s takin’ pictures of ya like he’s in love or somethin’!”
“Shut up,” Hikaru snapped, voice sharp. “Yoshiki ain’t gay.”
“Damn bro, calm down,” someone muttered. “Didn’t know you were his bodyguard.”
“Maybe he’s got you whipped,” another chimed. They erupted in laughter again.
Hikaru kicked the ball hard. Too hard. It smacked into the fence with a metallic clang that made a few heads jerk up.
“Knock that shit off,” Hikaru barked, shoving past a teammate. “I said he ain’t gay. Don’t fucking talk about him like that.”
One wrong reaction shatters everything between them, leaving Hikaru wrestling with a fear he can’t name and Yoshiki trying to pretend he doesn't exist. What follows is a slow, aching unravel: avoidance, regret, the steady realization that losing Yoshiki hurts more than anything Hikaru was trying to protect himself from.
A short, four-chapter "what if" story about bad timing, teenage feelings, and the clumsy way boys learn what it means to be truly honest with each other and themselves.
Bookmarked by boracynth
29 Nov 2025
Bookmarker's Notes
love this one to pieces
"Yer where I go."
i die
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goldfish set free into a rusted pool by PrinceDrew
Fandoms: 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Manga), 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Anime)
02 Nov 2025
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“Indou-san,” Hara-sensei greets as Hikaru stands in front of him. “How are you holding up?”
It’s a question he has always hated, right back since fifth grade, when his daddy died. It’s a question that forces him to look at himself, at what he’s feeling, and decide what other people want to see and what’s too ugly to reveal. It’s exhausting. Can’t Hara-sensei tell just by looking at him? Can’t he tell Hikaru doesn’t want to wake up most mornings? Can’t he tell that it’s wrong, that Hikaru shouldn’t be the one standing here? Or is Hikaru really that good at tricking others into not looking that closely at him?
It’s what he’s done his entire life, after all. Only one person even tried.
After the death of his best friend, Hikaru tries to fill the space he left.
Bookmarked by boracynth
05 Nov 2025
Bookmarker's Notes
"Hikaru knew how to read Tsujinaka before he knew how to read words, after all."
outstanding. this made me cry hard. oh, yoshiki.
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How to Tie a Bowline Knot by allthingsunrelated
Fandoms: 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Manga), 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Anime)
27 Sep 2025
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He needs to be normal.
Series
- Part 1 of How-To

