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  1. Public Bookmark 2

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    Hikaru's searching Yoshiki's expression like he's trying to untangle it. Like he's trying to find a crack in his seams.

    His teeth grit together.

    "Ya gonna kiss me?"

    Or; Hikaru looks too clean for a boy who grew up in the mud.

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    31 Dec 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    IM SCREAMING, THIS IS PURE POETRY

  2. Public Bookmark 4

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    Despite Hikaru and Tanaka both having a kind of familiarity within his skin, Hikaru's touch remains something else entirely that Tanaka could never replicate, alien and singular. The way Hikaru sinks into him so completely is a thing that Yoshiki could try to explain forever, could dress in metaphor after metaphor, and he still would never quite reach the truth of it all, still wouldn’t be able to find a way to say how overwhelmingly complete it feels to be consumed into him through touch and will alone. As if the space between them ceases to exist, boundaries blurring until they spill into one another without resistance. With Hikaru, openness doesn’t have to be demanded or understood; it's just given, something that is effortless and inevitable, as natural as breathing between them.
    The fact that Hikaru could ever be jealous, impurity or not, other or not, is beyond Yoshiki.

    Or, Hikaru says he doesn't get jealous of Yoshiki around other humans. Maybe that doesn't apply to this one.

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    26 Dec 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 62

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    “Hey, Indou!” someone from midfield shouted, laughing between breaths. “Careful—Tsujinaka’s takin’ pictures of ya like he’s in love or somethin’!”

    “Shut up,” Hikaru snapped, voice sharp. “Yoshiki ain’t gay.”

    “Damn bro, calm down,” someone muttered. “Didn’t know you were his bodyguard.”

    “Maybe he’s got you whipped,” another chimed. They erupted in laughter again.

    Hikaru kicked the ball hard. Too hard. It smacked into the fence with a metallic clang that made a few heads jerk up.

    “Knock that shit off,” Hikaru barked, shoving past a teammate. “I said he ain’t gay. Don’t fucking talk about him like that.”

    One wrong reaction shatters everything between them, leaving Hikaru wrestling with a fear he can’t name and Yoshiki trying to pretend he doesn't exist. What follows is a slow, aching unravel: avoidance, regret, the steady realization that losing Yoshiki hurts more than anything Hikaru was trying to protect himself from.

    A short, four-chapter "what if" story about bad timing, teenage feelings, and the clumsy way boys learn what it means to be truly honest with each other and themselves.

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    29 Nov 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    love this one to pieces

    "Yer where I go."

    i die

  4. Public Bookmark 38

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    “Indou-san,” Hara-sensei greets as Hikaru stands in front of him. “How are you holding up?”

    It’s a question he has always hated, right back since fifth grade, when his daddy died. It’s a question that forces him to look at himself, at what he’s feeling, and decide what other people want to see and what’s too ugly to reveal. It’s exhausting. Can’t Hara-sensei tell just by looking at him? Can’t he tell Hikaru doesn’t want to wake up most mornings? Can’t he tell that it’s wrong, that Hikaru shouldn’t be the one standing here? Or is Hikaru really that good at tricking others into not looking that closely at him?

    It’s what he’s done his entire life, after all. Only one person even tried.


    After the death of his best friend, Hikaru tries to fill the space he left.

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    05 Nov 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    "Hikaru knew how to read Tsujinaka before he knew how to read words, after all."

    outstanding. this made me cry hard. oh, yoshiki.

  5. Public Bookmark 86

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    He needs to be normal.

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    27 Aug 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    "Yoshiki is drowning."