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  1. Public Bookmark 1

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    The man, Eoin, in more detail; close ups of his hands — big, thick hands — stroking his hard cock, fucking into his own fist until white thickness spills from his head. Laying back with his legs bent at the knees, fucking himself with a dildo and his lips wrapped around his fingers.

    Or: Paddy stumbles across Eoin's OF and accidentally matches with him on Grindr later.

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    24 Oct 2025

  2. Public Bookmark 17

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    Ambrose takes the turning for Newtownards and feels a different sort of tension start to fill the air.

    "Paddy?" Eoin whispers. There's finally a crack in his voice, not just this horrible blankness.

    "Who else?" As soon as Ambrose says it, he realises that that's not as flippant a comment as he meant it to be. Because, honestly, who else?

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    16 Oct 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 5

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    Eoin sorts them a nice hotel room for Paddy’s birthday.

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    11 Oct 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 16

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    Paddy and Eoin write to each other after the disastrous jump leaves Eoin paralysed in the hospital.

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    24 Sep 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 27

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    Eoin and Paddy reunite in Cyprus. There's something different about Paddy.

    or: vampire paddy.

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    06 Sep 2025

  6. Public Bookmark 80

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    Word has spread through the camp, and the survivors have begun to stagger out of the barracks, needing to see it with their own eyes. No one has come out of this room, though, and Paddy does not understand why until he walks in and sees the colour of the inverted triangles sewn across their chests.

     

    In 1945, Paddy Mayne is involved in the Allied liberation of Bergen-Belsen.

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    29 Jun 2025

  7. Public Bookmark 37

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    Paddy rested his forehead against Eoin’s. “Somethin’ tells me you will be the death of me, Eoin McGonigal.”

    “If that is to be the case, I promise to make yer dyin’ worthwhile.”

     

    OR: Eoin McGonigal inherits his late uncle's remote estate and quickly becomes enamored with his cankerous gamekeeper, Paddy Mayne.

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    16 May 2025

  8. Public Bookmark 21

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    He found, to his surprise, that he actually missed the sight of Bill Stirling slouching towards him across war-torn villages, his face like a thundercloud. He missed their sparring, missed the brief, bright flare of true companionship between them and the promise it had held. Which was perhaps why, when Bill wrote to him at the Ayrshire camp, a letter sent from his estate barely thirty miles away, Paddy took the letter to a private place and read it carefully. And then, almost without meaning to, he wrote back.

     

    Bill and Paddy strike up an unlikely correspondence in Scotland which survives the war and lasts for years. As their friendship strengthens and deepens, as it teeters on the dangerous edge of something more, they help each other through difficult times and hard decisions and realisations about who they truly are, until, in the end, they find their way back where they belong.

    With each other.

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    30 Apr 2025

  9. Public Bookmark 23

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    Eve Monsour had been the one to tell Augustin the news. She had cornered him and Paddy one smokey evening, where they were sitting in a back corner of the Empire Club in Cairo, their collars loose around their necks and a healthy dose of drink in their hands. Augustin remembers, with almost painful sharpness, the precise way Paddy’s knee had been pressed against the side of his own, hidden underneath the table.

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    04 Apr 2025

  10. Public Bookmark 50

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    Everyone always thinks of Eoin as the cautious one. He's the calm one, the one who keeps them just this side of the line.

    The truth is that Eoin sees the line as a flexible thing. If Paddy weren't around, Eoin would still get into just as many scrapes. He might not win as many but he can talk himself into plenty of trouble when he's feeling mischievous.

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    13 Mar 2025

  11. Public Bookmark 39

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    “God, we should never have let you two become friends,” Seekings says then with a sigh, though there is an amused glint in his eyes, a trace of hidden delight. “I don’t know if you’re making Paddy better or worse, Jordan, but he’s got to be making you worse.”
    “Actually, he’s got you all fooled,” Paddy says. For a moment, he moves like he is going to pat Augustin on the shoulder, but changes his mind mid-way, instead going wider and slamming it down on the table. Augustin’s skin tingles regardless. “Augustin looks all serious and respectable, what with all of his Sorbonne-trained snobbishness, but he is, at heart, also a bastard.”
    Augustin laughs. “That is the closest you’ve ever gotten to complimenting me, Paddy.”

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    About loving for the first time, or about learning to love again after your heart has been ripped out.

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    05 Mar 2025

  12. Public Bookmark 32

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    Drowning in grief and out of rum, Stirling goes on the search for more anaesthetic.

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    28 Feb 2025

  13. Public Bookmark *

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    Eugene struggles to get back to the life he had before the war. Then Snafu turns up at his house in Mobile and things get even more complex. Much fluff, angst and smut to come.

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    29 Jan 2025

  14. Public Bookmark 44

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    The days melt into weeks melt into months and, at this rate into years, and Babe's still stuck fighting this damned war.

    At least he has Gene - that's the one upside to all of this.

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    16 Dec 2024

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    After the war, Bucky tries to lose himself in New York City. Gale finds him anyway.

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    With a yawn, John unlocks the door and pulls it open, and that yawn becomes a squeak, which becomes a cough, which becomes “Buck?” He squeezes his eyes shut, rubs them with his knuckles, and pries them back open.

    Gale is still there in the soft light of the hotel hallway, the leather of his A-3 jacket gleaming and crusher cap angled just-so, toothpick a taunt and temptation both in the corner of his mouth. He’s smirking and, if John didn’t know better, blushing as he gives John a quick once-over. John looks down at himself. Lipstick is still smeared on his nipples. Clearing his throat, he tugs the robe tighter shut, shielding his chest from Gale’s sight.

    Blue eyes flick up to his, amusement crystal clear. John feels faint. Perhaps this is how a Victorian felt upon seeing an ankle.

    “Hey, Major,” Gale says, his familiar drawl like fingernails over John’s skin, scattering goosebumps. John wants to shiver. He abstains. “You’re a hard man to find.”

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    07 Dec 2024

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    07 Nov 2024

  17. Public Bookmark 18

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    Ken can barely wrap his head around it. He doesn’t have any illusions about this being an exclusive arrangement. After all, most nights that Ken works on the planes, Bucky is out at the pub.

    Still, there’s something else going on. Sometimes, Bucky storms in, desperate and clearly somewhere else with his thoughts. He kisses Ken then like he could save him from whatever cliff he’s wandering along. Or perhaps, like he’s really kissing someone else.

     

    OR Ken and Bucky find respite in each other. Sticky dynamics notwithstanding.

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    31 Oct 2024

  18. Public Bookmark 57

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    There is a coyote who follows John Egan through the scrublands of New Mexico. A pale-eyed, pale-furred, washed-out shape against the desert night. Limbs too long and paws dexterous as it lopes just out of sight. Sometimes it stood upright, mouth lolling open wet and pink and full of teeth. Sometimes it is a man too, still furred and broken-limbed but with a maw that could almost form words and hips that narrowed delicately.

    It is never human, but sometimes it is a man.
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    A spooky oooky ghosty Halloween fic. A larger trigger list will be contained inside!

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    28 Oct 2024

  19. Public Bookmark 28

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    Callum invites Austin to come to his house in London.

    Austin stays.

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    27 Oct 2024

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    “Still no better singer than I am a dancer.”

    “I’m tryin’ to teach you,” John says.

    All humour dies in Gale’s throat as John begins to move. He changes position, tucking one arm beneath Gale’s neck, and with his other hand he pulls him closer by his waist. With John’s thigh still between his, Gale can feel the contours of his hips against his own. The thin layers of cotton pyjamas separating them are not enough.

    “Then just sway a bit. Like this.”

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    14 Aug 2024

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