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    “Sex, Hollander,” Ilya says because he’s suddenly not in the mood to do anything except spell it out. “I am talking about sex in the Porsche.”

    “Oh,” Shane says as Ilya starts to suck at skin covering taught muscles. “You’ve thought about that before, I take it.” 

    Ilya groans against him. “You have no idea.”

    There’s a good chance Shane will shut him down. It’s reckless afterall, and even he can recognize that. But he also knows that there’s a part of Shane that loves to do things he shouldn’t. It’s the whole fucking reason they started this thing in the first place. There’s a part of him that beats at the cage of his control. A part that only Ilya seems to be able to release. 

    He really hopes that part wins out. 

    “That sounds like a really terrible idea,” Shane says, his voice strained between breathy pants, and Ilya’s fine with it. Really. He’s sure they’ll have tons of other opportunities to do stupid sexy shit one day. But then– “But I think I’m just tipsy enough to let it happen.” 

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    Or, on Ilya's last night in Boston, he and Shane take his car for one final ride.

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    Then Ilya sighed. Shane looked him up and down once in quick succession. He couldn’t quite read his expression.

    “What?”

    “I think I am…” Ilya pursed his lips “...jealous?”

    “You’re jealous?” Shane raised his eyebrows. “Of an inanimate object?”

    “What is…”

    “It means like,” he sighed, grateful to get the attention shifted off himself, if only for a second, “it’s just a thing.”

    “Then why so many words when you could just say thing?” Ilya’s accent clipped over the digraph as he rushed to the end of the sentence.

    “It’s just two words. And it’s about specifying-”

    “Anyway,” Ilya shook his head, deflecting Shane’s rambling. “Yes. I am jealous of the thing.”

    “You’re ridiculous.”

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    Shane's concussion recovery is pretty clear: nothing too strenuous, nothing that will up his blood pressure, and nothing that will make him too excited. This leaves certain... gaps... in his normal routine.

    (In which Shane is horny and Ilya is trying his best.)

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    23 Feb 2026

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    "I say when you come," Rozanov explained, kneading the muscle of Shane's ass. "You listen. Only then, yes?"

    Shane blinked, processing. It felt almost too vulnerable, to give up all control that way. But underneath was a need to prove himself: to live up to the hungry want painted over Rozanov's face.

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    “Remember when I came to the cottage for the first time and we had talk about passports and marriage?” The hand that was caressing the hair on his stomach stilled as he continued. “You say I am worse but you did not see the look on your face when I brought up marrying Svetlana.”

    Shane removed his hand from Ilya’s stomach and sat up. Ilya swallowed as Shane fixed him with a similar look now. Only this time there was more fire in his gaze. It felt a little dangerous and Ilya probably would have been scared for his life if he weren't so turned on. 

    or, Ilya gets a little crazy when he's jealous. Shane is worse.

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