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    “Sweetheart, I love you too. Nothing your body can or cannot do will change this, do you hear me?” Shane nodded against Ilya's chest. “I would love to have a baby with you.”
    Great, now Shane was crying, again. He was surprised he had any moisture left in his body to spare.
    “But I can’t-”
    “Shh. Yes. But I can.”
    Shane was silent. Then he sniffled. Then, “huh?”

    or, shane is an alpha who bottoms. ilya is an omega who tops. they're trying to get pregnant.

    **please heed the tags! if this isnt your thing, kindly click away!**

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    11 Feb 2026

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    “You guys are gross.” He whined as he slumped onto the counter. “I don’t want to see it.” 

    “That is not what your wife told me.” Ilya said, his words were playful but with a tone too serious for the early hour. “She told me that you want to watch Shane and I make love while you sit there, like pathetic cuck, and get off on it.” 

    Shane choked into his coffee, spilling it onto the counter. He glared at his husband who went in search of paper towels to clean up the mess. Hayden was speechless. 

    “What Ilya means to say-” 

    “No I mean it when I say pathetic cuck, but is okay.” Cuck was overpronounced with a ruthless smirk that toed the line of cruelty. “We all have our kinks. There is no shame here. She thinks it's super hot and I agree. Shane and I are very sexy. Shane especially when he is being taken apart by my cock. Which you also want to see. I hope seeing it will not make you feel bad about yourself. Average is fine. You understand average with your hockey stats, yes?” 

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    11 Feb 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 82

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    Shane Hollander loses a game. He can’t lose a game. He can’t speak. He can’t think. Ilya takes care of him.

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    07 Feb 2026

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    Shane Hollander was a weird kid
    Shane Hollander being weird was the price to pay due to his talent.
    Or at least that's what he always thought

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    Or also called: The Late term Autistic Diagnosis of Shane Hollander

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    07 Feb 2026

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    05 Feb 2026

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    "So..." Shane started."Should we talk fisrt? And them dinner? Maybe with dinner, because will get cold? Or after dinner?" Shane was anxious, of course he was.

    "Shane" Hayden and Ilya spoke at the same time.

    "I'm gonna talk to Pike. Alone."

    "What?" Shane raised his eyebrows.

    "And no peeking."

    (or, it's time to Ilya to interview Hayden Pike so they could love Shane together.)

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    02 Feb 2026

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    “Hayden,” Shane asks, suddenly very serious. Hayden tenses immediately, a little nervous that something is wrong. “Have you ever had, like, really good sex?”

    He’s shocked, to say the least. Normal Shane does not talk about sex. Ever. He dodges the subject with ninja-like precision. In fact, if Hayden didn't know that Shane has someone he sneaks out to meet so frequently, he would think Shane is still a virgin.

     

    or, Shane is high on pain meds and tells Hayden a little too much.

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    30 Jan 2026

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    “It’s not new,” Shane admits.

    “The gay part or the relationship part?”

    “Both?”

    Hayden’s jaw slowly drops until he’s wearing such a goofy expression that Shane can’t help but laugh again.

    (Or, Shane gets to come out on his own terms for once.)

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    30 Jan 2026

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    Over the years he thought maybe, just maybe, being knotted by an alpha semi regularly might change something, like his biology would one day answer Ilya’s despite their ups and downs. He even helped Rozanov through a rut one time, and at the time he thought surely his inner omega would finally respond to his pheromones and the teeth shaped bruises on his nape that almost resembled mating bites and give him a heat.
    But nothing.
    Heats are the last thing on his mind right now though. Ilya is spending two weeks with him at his cottage, alone. Completely and utterly alone. Together.

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    Omega Shane has never had a heat. Over the years, he has given up on expecting to have one, but when he spends two weeks with alpha Ilya in the comfort of his cottage, something unexpected happens: he is thrown head first into his very first heat. Luckily, Ilya is there to help.

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    30 Jan 2026

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    “It’s not fooling around. It hasn’t been that for a long time. We’re… in a relationship. I love him, Mom.”

    Yuna’s eyes flitted between the two men, back and forth, until they rested on Ilya’s. His heart was racing but he was determined to make Shane proud in that moment. “And you love my son?”

    “More than anything,” Ilya replied honestly, feeling Shane tangle their fingers together between them. “I did not mean for you to see that.”

    “I know, I think we all wish that, Rozanov,” Yuna said with a wry smile.

    ******

    5 times Shane and Ilya are caught out by unsuspecting people around them.

    And the 1 time they're caught and don't give a shit.

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    30 Jan 2026

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    This is stupid, he thinks to himself.

    And yet, a few taps later, he’s staring at the search bar, typing three words he never would have expected to Google when he woke up that morning.

    Ilya Rozanov thong.

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    Shane buys lingerie and Ilya loses his mind.

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    28 Jan 2026

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    “Rozanov.”
    “Yes?”
    “What are you doing wearing my jersey?”

    rozanovupdatesdaily@bostonfan
    This has gotta be photoshop, surely, there’s no fucking way

     

    Ilya surprises Shane by wearing his hockey jersey. Shane likes it maybe a little bit too much.

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    28 Jan 2026

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