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  1. Public Bookmark 15

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    Fuma felt Yudai’s fingers slip between his, squeezing gently, and it tugged something deep in his chest—because even if people stared at them sometimes, even if two alphas together wasn’t something everyone understood, moments like this made everything steady, made everything make sense.

    Fuma and Yudai are in love.

    and Nicholas is somewhere scheming.

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    19 Jan 2026

  2. Rec 58

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    "Well, you couldn’t script it, could you? Best mates as kids, apparently, and proper rivals now—and the big question, really, is whether they can let it go now that it’s come to it, or if old grudges really do die hard…”

    (The soccer/football fic in which the tension is built less from actual rivalry and more from a complicated shared past. And wanting each other's bodies, obviously.)

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    15 Jan 2026

  3. Rec 15

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    He loves his prince; not like you love a prince, an esteemed figure, a model, a superior, not with selfless unrequited adulation: he wants him.
    That does not even make him a man attracted to another man, that makes him a mere guard attracted to a god, that makes him guilty of hubris.
    But it's fine. As long as the prince doesn’t pick up on his odd behavior, he will be alright.

    “Fuma, the Prince asked for you.”

    Oh.

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    08 Jan 2026

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    PEAK LITERATURE

  4. Rec 26

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    So shipping is like, when Luné think we’re gay?” Jo asks as soon as he leaves.

    “It’s when they think we’re gay for eachother,” Maki corrects.

    “Oh,” Jo says, and scrunches his nose, “Do they think I’m gay?”

    Maki thinks for a minute and shakes his head, “No, I think your straight rep is pretty strong. Don’t worry.”

    “I am gay, though,” Jo says casually, “they’ve got terrible gaydar."

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    Maki’s horrible, no good, very bad gay adventure in which he finds out a number of new things, one of which might be how to love.

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    30 Dec 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 6

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    Harua huffed, he was about to push further when Maki continued on his own.

    “I was asking because I think I have feelings for you.”

    “Do you think they’ll go away?” Harua whispered in the soft blanket of the night.

    “You know how waves come and go, but the water stays?”

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    19 Dec 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    I cried