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    “Promise me you’re going to break up with him,” Ilya says, the teasing edge in his voice fading into something more serious. “I am very selfish, Shane. I do not want to share what is mine.”

    Shane nods almost immediately. “Tomorrow,” he breathes out. “I’ll break up with him tomorrow.”

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    Shane has never been completely certain about his relationship with his boyfriend. There’s always been a sense that something is missing. But when he meets his boyfriend’s coworker, Ilya Rozanov, he finally understands what that missing piece is, and realizes he’s found it in Ilya.

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    25 Mar 2026

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    “Look,” Shane began, hitting the edge of the basin with the flat of his palm. “I don’t know if I did something to piss you off, or…or what, but you’re being fucking weird. The phonecall? And this? What is this?”

    Before he’d even really processed Shane’s words, Ilya was standing directly in front of him, grabbing his lapels, pulling him closer. Then his shoulders sagged and their foreheads met. Ilya could feel Shane shift, moving away, but Ilya kept him still. It felt so good just to have Shane near again. “You would not believe me,” Ilya murmured.

    Shane let his shoulders slump in acquiescence. He gave a little shrug. “I’m already having a tough time believing that you’re acting like this.” He laughed weakly, and Ilya envisioned what it would be like to tilt his head just slightly and press his lips to Shane’s. Would he reciprocate? Pull away? The latter. The latter. Obviously.

    Or, after Ilya takes the girl from the club in Montreal back to his hotel room, he falls asleep wishing that he and Shane had never been anything at all, and wakes up to a world in which that’s true.

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    24 Mar 2026

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    “Hudson,” he whispers hoarsely. “We shouldn’t do this, right?” Even though he’s so fucking desperate.

    Hudson’s hands are in his hair, yanking him closer, and he pleas, “Just once, Connor. Just tonight.” He nudges their noses together. “I need you, one time, just to get it out of our systems.”

    “Just tonight?”

    “Yeah,” Hudson nods frantically. “Whatever we want, tonight. Then we move on.”

    It’s not a good idea, but Connor has never wanted anything more in his life.

    “Yeah,” he manages, still panting. “Just tonight.”

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    for two best friends, one time felt safe, until it became once a month, but in the end, the heart has its own calendar.

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    12 Mar 2026

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    Svetlana knows about Jane. It's frankly insulting for Ilyusha to think otherwise.

    She just never expected to have to call him for help. During the Olympics. In Russia. In the dead of night.

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    Or, it's Sochi 2014 and Russia has lost to Latvia. Grigori Rozanov, not yet compromised by illness, punishes his son for shaming the family. When Svetlana finds an injured and emotionally fragile Ilya, she knows she needs somewhere safe for him to recover. And there's only one person in Russia who Sveta trusts with her Ilyusha: Canada's Golden Boy, Shane Hollander.

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    12 Mar 2026

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    A soulmate. It was what all alphas, betas, and omegas had searched for since the creation of their kind. It was a time that came for every and all beings of full maturity that could speak, run, feel, breathe, hunt, and fuck. And now, it was Shane's turn. He would embark to find his mate like all others who had come before him, consummate the mating bond, and begin the next chapter of his life with the missing piece of his fractured soul—an alpha of his very own.

    A Hollanov primal A/B/O AU fueled by instincts, mating traditions, and soulmate bonds.

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    11 Mar 2026