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The week before the 2017 All-Stars Game, Ilya Rozanov is placed on IR. Ten days later, he disappears from the league entirely. Boston says nothing, and for once, a notoriously fickle league closes ranks.
Every attempt Shane makes to find him hits a wall. In one last desperate, life-altering bid to reach him, Shane comes out to the world, only to be met with Ilya’s silence.
By the time the 2020/21 season begins, Shane has nothing left but hockey and regret. He builds a dynasty, guts his life, and pins the last scraps of his hope on the Metros’ newest transfer, the dangerously hot-headed Cliff Marlow.
Stepping back into the public eye after the worst three years of his life, all Ilya wants is to find some kind of purpose. Shane is done with him, he made that much clear. Ilya isn't about to try to convince himself otherwise. He just wants to prove he still has some use left in him.
Fortunately for both of them, they're still fucking stupid for each other.
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22 Apr 2026
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“What the fuck is Shayden?” Ilya asks, nose deep in his phone. They’re sprawled across the couch, enjoying a lazy evening at the cottage.
Shane snorts, “I think it’s me and Hayden. Like our duo name.”
“You and Pike? Shane, they are saying you are in love with him.”/
In the Heated Rivalry Universe, Shayden is the most popular RPF ship. Ilya takes to his burner account to set the record straight.
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- Part 1 of Twitter menace Ilya Rozanov
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25 Jan 2026
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want it, burn it by idrilka for halotolerant
Fandoms: ATEEZ (Band), Bouncy (K-Hot Chilli Peppers) - ATEEZ (Music Video)
27 Dec 2023
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Wooyoung knows what it’s like to be hungry, too, in ways that have nothing to do with food. Hongjoong might be the one with the dream, but Wooyoung is no stranger to wanting. He’s wanted so many things in his life like he was starving for them. To dance and let that free him. To kiss San, and then keep kissing San and never stop. To go back home.
On wanting and having. A treatise by Jung Wooyoung.
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- Part 1 of from the world
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04 Jan 2026
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One day Wooyoung would have someone else to cuddle on the couch and watch movies with. Someone else to have dinner with. There would be someone else going as his plus one to parties. Someone else he’d want to try all of life’s new experiences with. Someone who he could walk around out and proud with. Someone who was good enough…
That someone would be the luckiest person in the world.
And they wouldn’t be San.
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25 Dec 2025
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San had heard a saying, before. Something about being soft enough to hold a bird in your hands and not hurt it, but steady enough to keep it so it didn’t fly away. He didn’t want to be rough, but that was kind of what he’d ended up being, for a while.
He could lie and say he didn’t know what changed it. What had turned his working hands into softer, kinder ones. What had softened him into something malleable enough to be loved. What allowed him to keep that little bird, sitting happily in his palm, deciding on its own that that was where it wanted to stay. That was where it felt safest, most loved.
He’d never managed to keep hold of something so fleeting before.
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- Part 1 of 🤠 Buckle Bunny Cinematic Universe 🐰🍯
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13 Dec 2025