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when i'm low (then i call out to you for comforting) by Icantthinkofagoodusername7
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
10 Dec 2025
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“Fuck it,” He mutters in Russian before just pressing his thumb down onto the phone next to Hollander’s contact.
Ilya puts it onto speaker, listening to just up to the first half of the second ring before pressing the big red button, not letting it go on any longer.
Fuck.
He drops his phone and presses the palms of both of his hands to his eyes, trying to stabilize himself.
Ring.
His heart practically jumps out of his chest when he hears the sound coming from his phone. He looks down at where it’s sitting on the bed, the screen reads “Jane."
Fuck.
Out of panic, Ilya declines the call but quickly makes his way to his messages app, finding Hollander’s contact and typing out a quick few messages back to back.
Ilya: did not mean to call.
Ilya: was accident
Ilya: no need for call backIlya takes a deep breath and sets his phone back down only to be met with an immediate response from Hollander.
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OR, 5 times Ilya had a nightmare & called Shane + the 1 time Shane was there to comfort him in person
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- Part 14 of Solstice Fics :o
- Part 1 of my hollanov fics (aka im mentally ill and can't stop writing about them)
- Part 11 of 5+1 things :))
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10 Dec 2025
Bookmarker's Notes
looooove this pairing. give me all the hurt comfort!
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Christmas and yearning.
Sirius almost says, the marble on the tip of his tongue, about how he wants him so much it’s a permanent ache; a broken rib in his chest. How he just wants Remus there, beside him. He doesn’t understand why Remus will sit next to him on his bed, year after year, and look at him the way he does — something helpless and honest but maybe just a trick of the light — only to pull away from Sirius for weeks at a time, citing studying as an excuse and leaving Sirius helplessly alone; dog left out in the cold, waiting. He keeps waiting. He pretends he isn’t.
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The four-by-four heaves its way down long, twisting lanes, little more than dirt tracks scuffed into the surrounding fields and hemmed in by serpentine walls of flat, grey stone. They truly are in the middle of nowhere: the countryside rushes past, all rolling green hills and vast, endless skies, and it's odious. Sirius wants to murder James with his bare hands.
Sirius and James accidentally find themselves on a Yorkshire farm during lambing season. The farmer’s son thinks that’s a bit annoying, actually.
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- Part 1 of Beneath a Big Blue Sky
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In the first term of sixth year, Sirius Black sends Severus Snape into the Whomping Willow to face Remus Lupin – as a werewolf. This is a story of hurt and healing, of what it means to grow up in the haze of pain, and of the violence it takes to relearn kindness.
AKA: My take on the prank.
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The pain is overwhelming, and it’s not getting better. It’s been thrumming absentmindedly beneath his skin all day, all summer, and no matter how much time passes, it never lessens.
Sirius squeezes his eyes shut, trying to block out all the noise of the dying feast around them, trying to find the strongest surge of pain, locate its location, and tuck it away behind his own crumbling protective walls. It’s futile. James’ mischievous eyes, Remus’ amused smirk, Peter’s encapsulating hugs, they’ve worn down his defenses.
You can’t build a fortress with a hidden doorway. It’s pointless. An entrance is an entrance. A leak is a leak. And it’s all spilling out.
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Sirius deals with his parents’ abuse while at school, but he never realizes just how dangerous the game they're playing is.
Bookmarked by catalystjeon
14 Oct 2024