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when i'm low (then i call out to you for comforting) by Icantthinkofagoodusername7
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
10 Dec 2025
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“Fuck it,” He mutters in Russian before just pressing his thumb down onto the phone next to Hollander’s contact.
Ilya puts it onto speaker, listening to just up to the first half of the second ring before pressing the big red button, not letting it go on any longer.
Fuck.
He drops his phone and presses the palms of both of his hands to his eyes, trying to stabilize himself.
Ring.
His heart practically jumps out of his chest when he hears the sound coming from his phone. He looks down at where it’s sitting on the bed, the screen reads “Jane."
Fuck.
Out of panic, Ilya declines the call but quickly makes his way to his messages app, finding Hollander’s contact and typing out a quick few messages back to back.
Ilya: did not mean to call.
Ilya: was accident
Ilya: no need for call backIlya takes a deep breath and sets his phone back down only to be met with an immediate response from Hollander.
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OR, 5 times Ilya had a nightmare & called Shane + the 1 time Shane was there to comfort him in person
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- Part 14 of Solstice Fics :o
- Part 1 of my hollanov fics (aka im mentally ill and can't stop writing about them)
- Part 11 of 5+1 things :))
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Bookmarked by catalystjeon
10 Dec 2025
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looooove this pairing. give me all the hurt comfort!
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Christmas and yearning.
Sirius almost says, the marble on the tip of his tongue, about how he wants him so much it’s a permanent ache; a broken rib in his chest. How he just wants Remus there, beside him. He doesn’t understand why Remus will sit next to him on his bed, year after year, and look at him the way he does — something helpless and honest but maybe just a trick of the light — only to pull away from Sirius for weeks at a time, citing studying as an excuse and leaving Sirius helplessly alone; dog left out in the cold, waiting. He keeps waiting. He pretends he isn’t.
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The four-by-four heaves its way down long, twisting lanes, little more than dirt tracks scuffed into the surrounding fields and hemmed in by serpentine walls of flat, grey stone. They truly are in the middle of nowhere: the countryside rushes past, all rolling green hills and vast, endless skies, and it's odious. Sirius wants to murder James with his bare hands.
Sirius and James accidentally find themselves on a Yorkshire farm during lambing season. The farmer’s son thinks that’s a bit annoying, actually.
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- Part 1 of Beneath a Big Blue Sky
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In the first term of sixth year, Sirius Black sends Severus Snape into the Whomping Willow to face Remus Lupin – as a werewolf. This is a story of hurt and healing, of what it means to grow up in the haze of pain, and of the violence it takes to relearn kindness.
AKA: My take on the prank.
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The pain is overwhelming, and it’s not getting better. It’s been thrumming absentmindedly beneath his skin all day, all summer, and no matter how much time passes, it never lessens.
Sirius squeezes his eyes shut, trying to block out all the noise of the dying feast around them, trying to find the strongest surge of pain, locate its location, and tuck it away behind his own crumbling protective walls. It’s futile. James’ mischievous eyes, Remus’ amused smirk, Peter’s encapsulating hugs, they’ve worn down his defenses.
You can’t build a fortress with a hidden doorway. It’s pointless. An entrance is an entrance. A leak is a leak. And it’s all spilling out.
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Sirius deals with his parents’ abuse while at school, but he never realizes just how dangerous the game they're playing is.
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14 Oct 2024
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For the past months, it had seemed inconceivable to Remus that he would ever talk to Sirius again. Now, as he stares at Sirius’ closed eyes and the dried blood on his shirt, something much more inconceivable comes to mind: that he would never talk to Sirius again.
It's not that Remus hasn't forgiven Sirius yet, he just hasn't accepted that he has forgiven Sirius yet.
He just needs a little more time.However, a gruesome Quidditch accident makes it evidently clear that you should never just assume more time will be given.
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14 Oct 2024
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In the summer of their sixth year, Remus Lupin tried to kill himself.
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Sirius always pushes a bit too far. There are always consequences, and he doesn’t care. He doesn’t care if he gets hurt.
After his expulsion from Beauxbatons, Sirius has never been in a more precarious position with his family. His priority at Hogwarts should be keeping his head down, surviving, keeping the peace.
But trying to survive turns into wanting to live, and he thinks he might be falling in love.
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Remus has secrets, and Sirius doesn’t need to know what they are. He doesn’t care if he gets hurt.
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Bookmarked by catalystjeon
21 Sep 2024
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i absolutely devoured this fic. this will be a wonderful reread soon. loved sirius and remus characterization !!! one of my new favorites.
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The truth is that he’s kept this love on the back burner of his heart for so many years that he’s grown accustomed to the smell and can sometimes almost ignore it completely. He likes to think he’s made peace with the fact that he’ll never know what it tastes like.
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Summer, 1977. With the full moon approaching, Sirius heads up to the Lupins' countryside cottage to make himself useful. Or to make a complete and utter arse out of himself, because really, that's all he can seem to do around Remus these days.
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It’s the summer after fifth year, and Sirius has made himself scarce as usual. But then Remus catches a glimpse of him in Witch Weekly’s special on the Black-Malfoy wedding. Something about that photo is very, very off…
Turns out this is the summer Sirius runs away. Or tries to. Because the Blacks are not giving up on their heir without a fight.
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Bookmarked by catalystjeon
06 Sep 2024
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Remus is getting married. And not to Sirius.
"All the promises - vows under the covers.
We would play pretend, my love,
But it was real. To me."- Language:
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Bookmarked by catalystjeon
02 Sep 2024
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oh my god this is so perfect. i think this fic contains every trope i’ve ever cared about.
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wading in waist-high water by colgatebluemintygel for grumposaur
Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
09 Jun 2022
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Remus is a PhD student and hobbyist baker who finds himself adrift following his father’s death. On a whim, he enters the Great British Bake Off and is swept up in a flurry of curdled custard, shrunken souffle, and under-proved dough. Remus expects to be challenged and to embarrass himself on public television. What he doesn’t account for are the friendships he develops with the other contestants and the deep connection he forms with his teenage crush, Sirius Black: charming ex-boy band member and Bake Off presenter.
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Sirius groans, dropping his head back into his hands. “It’s the dough,” he mumbles into the skin of his palms. “It’s the kneading. It’s his hands. They’re obscene.”
Lily laughs. “They are a bit, aren’t they?”
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- Part 1 of wading in waist-high water
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- 9/9
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23 Aug 2024
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“You want me to come with you on the holiday that you specifically booked for you and your girlfriend?”
“Ex-girlfriend,” Sirius corrects.
Remus looks at Sirius searchingly, and once again, several emotions flicker across his face; only this time, his expression lands on something like hope.
“Yeah. Okay.”
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Sirius is dumped by his girlfriend and drags his best friend on a holiday across Europe. And somewhere between Berlin clubs, Parisian boulevards, and Transylvanian villages, they fall into each other.
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wreck my plan, that's my man by seaweedbraens
Fandoms: Percy Jackson and the Olympians - Rick Riordan, The Heroes of Olympus - Rick Riordan, Percy Jackson and the Olympians & Related Fandoms - All Media Types
22 Jan 2026
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He magicked them dry. “So — this is happening.”
“No,” she said, mortified, immediately. “No. This was the last time.” She pointed at him. “I hope you enjoyed that, because it’s not happening again.”
In retrospect, (repeatedly) hooking up with her rival — the son of her mom's least favorite god — was not a good idea, especially not when Annabeth's vowed to beat him in the hero rankings or die trying.
[a modern demigod-superhero au; percy/annabeth; enemies to friends w/ benefits to friends to enemies (kinda?) to friends to lovers. strap tf in y'all]
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10 Apr 2024
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don't you let it go by seaweedbraens
Fandoms: Percy Jackson and the Olympians - Rick Riordan
21 Jun 2019
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Stuck with memories of her past life as a demigod, Annabeth assumes she's all alone in her search for answers. She's on the verge of giving up when she (literally) bumps into Percy, and even though she isn't even sure he remembers anything at all from the life they'd lived and shared together, she finds herself falling for him all over again.
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06 Feb 2024
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good god i know it's dangerous (but it's you that i need) by biclarisselarue
Fandoms: Percy Jackson and the Olympians - Rick Riordan
08 Jun 2020
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Percy and Annabeth hate each other. Until they don't.
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- Part 1 of Office Rivals AU
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I Found a Moment to Be Brave (so I let her know) by Thelastwarriornun for Scooby_Doo_Creepymechclown
Fandoms: Willow (TV 2022)
08 Jun 2023
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Kit, in principle, represents everything Jade admires; the crown, lawful rule, structure, safety, and freedom. Principles ever present in Jade’s mind, and the way she carries herself. Each one a reminder of what her family was fighting to reach. Values Jade would now give her life to preserve in service of their memory.
Kit, in practice, is the antithesis of everything she’s meant to stand for. Behind the masked layers of rigid structure that constrain her, Kit is anything but. Always searching for a freedom that will forever elude a person of her station. Kit can be impulsive, certainly reckless, and headstrong. Kit, despite the efforts of her mother and the court, remains wild, untamed. Kit is the embodiment of free will. Kit reminds her of home, the one beyond the barrier. Her company soothing an ache that Jade can’t name.
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21 Dec 2023
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29 Nov 2023
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Everything feels the same, and everything feels different, all at once. Because the victory, the heart-pounding elation of fighting the Crone and rescuing Airk and actually doing it, that's incredible. It's everything Kit ever wanted. Everything her bones knew she needed when she'd dreamt about having adventures. But it fades, quickly. Into sore shoulders and bruised ribs and the realization that they have to sleep and eat so badly.
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(Kit and Jade and Elora and the long journey back from the Immemorial City, sorting out all the things that love and home can mean.)
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- Part 1 of and her light stretches (willow ot3 au)
Bookmarked by catalystjeon
15 Nov 2023