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Martin once read that learning to live was simply just making it a habit.
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“Sometimes being offered tenderness feels like the very proof that you've been ruined.”
― Ocean Vuong, On Earth We're Briefly GorgeousI wanted to explore the implications of Chinese!Martin, especially with his relationship to his mother. I also wanted to explore the idea of healing, of learning to feel again (ie the impact of the lonely on martin's grief for his mother), and the conflict between wanting to stand on your own as well as relying on others. So I vomited this out in 3 days while I was supposed to study for my prelims, oops!
Title taken from This Be The Verse by Philip Larkin.
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take him back, hide him away by azuresummer
Fandoms: 魔道祖师 - 墨香铜臭 | Módào Zǔshī - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù, 陈情令 | The Untamed (TV)
12 Aug 2022
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“Who are you?” Wei Ying whispers, and this time his voice comes out gentle and hesitant. The resentment has slipped away from the air, as if it has retreated, and Wei Ying is looking at him almost hopefully, eyes wide and searching.
“Lan Zhan,” Lan Wangji breathes, fighting to keep his voice steady. “You used to call me Lan Zhan.”
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dark union day 1: take him back, hide him away
lwj x post burial mounds wwx
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09 Aug 2023
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Yours Always by Junavit
Fandoms: 人渣反派自救系统 - 墨香铜臭 | The Scum Villain's Self-Saving System - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù
28 May 2023
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Shen Yuan is ten when he transmigrates onto Qing Jing Peak. He makes it his goals to prevent his favorite character from suffering at the hands of Shen Qingqiu, resulting in Luo Binghe living on Bai Zhan Peak, Shen Yuan being the focus of Shen Qingqiu's ire, and Shen Yuan writing instructional letter to Luo Binghe on Shen Qingqiu's behalf. But Luo Binghe can't help but feel a growing fondness for the author of these letters, and Shen Yuan is barely keeping the whole thing together.
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28 May 2023
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The Kim family's debt to the Yoo family was insurmountable. The only way they could pay off the debt was to offer their only son as collateral, to act as a shield to the current Yoo family head to ward off suitors. With the understanding that the sole child could not have his dearest wish of a warm and happy future, he could only strive to have others take that place instead.
But in the end, happy endings do exist.
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26 Dec 2022
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A Yokai's Courting by ladyshisou
Fandoms: 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Manga), 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Anime)
27 Apr 2022
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It was his family's wish for Itadori Yuuji to enter the imperial palace as the emperor's newest concubine. After all, there was everything to gain and nothing to lose. But somehow, he had caught the attention of Ryoumen Sukuna, an ancient yokai regarded as most vicious and feared, and he has no intention of letting Yuuji go.
Fluff with plot revolving Sukuna's endeavours at courting Yuuji.
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29 Apr 2022
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I Can Tell That We Are Gonna Be Friends by sirkay
Fandoms: 陈情令 | The Untamed (TV), 魔道祖师 - 墨香铜臭 | Módào Zǔshī - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù
25 Dec 2020
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“Welcome to Stitch & Bitch!” cried the club president, beaming around at the mostly empty classroom.
“I told you we are not calling it that,” muttered the vice president. He was wearing a very impressive cowl-neck knitted sweater in pale gold.
“My name is Mianmian,” the president went on, ignoring the vice president. “And this is Jin Zixuan. We’re here to answer any questions you have, and supply the snacks. But this club’s pretty chill. We’re here to get crafty and have fun!”In which Lan Zhan is certain the annoying boy in knitting club will leave him alone when he realizes Lan Zhan is trans, and that plan backfires spectacularly.
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16 Feb 2021
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lanzhan's gender experience is so similar to mine holy shit