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    This was far from the first time Dazai spent time in a mental institution. The inpatient facility was more like a second home at this point. He wasn't expecting anything different from usual when he was admitted yet again. But a short redhead with anger issues had the potential to save Dazai from this monotonous torture.

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    17 Aug 2025

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    i read rhis on a cruise and thats all i did because k was so invested

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    “So, you have kids now?”

    Dazai turns around, a sarcastic smile on his face. “And you’re a teacher?”

    Chuuya cocks his head with a smirk. God.

    “Yeah, I am.”

    After a messy break-up, Dazai and Chuuya accidentally find themselves crossing paths— Five years later, both two strangers once again.

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    14 May 2025

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    PEAK PEAK PEAK PEAK PEAK PEEEAKKK PEAK ALERT

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    Finally, Chuuya eloquently said, “I don’t want to date you.”
    Dazai huffed. “Yeah, well, I’m not too thrilled at the idea of having a crazy rockstar boyfriend. But you got us into this mess, you need to help us get out of it.”
    Had Dazai gone insane? Nakahara Chuuya and Dazai Osamu, dating? Had Chuuya not made it clear through the dozens of direct and indirect meetings that he despised Dazai with every fiber in his body.

    Featuring: drunk tweets, falling in love, horrendous song writing, cheesy interviews, learning how to "fake it," and Chuuya getting over the headache that is Dazai. Not necessarily in that order.

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    21 Apr 2025

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    i love still still still i still talk about this everyday hi

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    Best friends is too simple a term to squash the entire dynamic of Dazai Osamu and Nakahara Chuuya within.

    Sure, they’ve known each other since they were children, and they’re each other’s #1 on their best friend lists on Snapchat, and Chuuya’s been seen one too many times in his hoodies. People have also noticed how Dazai’s main muse for his volunteer hobby of polaroid photographer is the redhead himself.

    But the pranks they pull on each other isn’t much of a ‘best friend’ thing to do.

    Especially when one of the pranks get pulled so far,

    That Chuuya is forbidden from seeing Dazai ever again.

    And though he sees no good coming from such a forced separation, the one thing that can enhance their futures together is propelled forward at a faster speed than either of them could have ever imagined:

    Coming to terms with their unusual feelings for each other.


     
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    19 Apr 2025

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    SOUKOKU YAAAAYY we all cheeree this is peak btw

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    “Tsushima Shuuji,” Chuuya reads out loud. “A bright, optimistic young man with a pep in his step and a zest for life. Hang on–is this referring to you?”

    “Unfortunately,” Dazai laments, sighing dramatically. “You just got away with ‘science nerd’ and ‘soccer player,’ but I’m supposed to be an artist! I hate art! It’s useless!”

    “Shut the fuck up. That’s not the problem here. You? A ‘zest for life?’ Looking forward to each new morning? Hah! Rimbaud would sooner come back to life.”

    Dazai turns to Chuuya with the barest facsimile of a smile painted over his lips.

    “I,” he says sweetly, “am going to gut you open like a fish.”

    Dazai and Chuuya are seasoned mafiosos at the ripe old age of almost-seventeen. They’ve fought gang wars, interrogated prisoners, and done all manner of unspeakable things. Now, they face their greatest challenge yet: going (undercover) to a real high school. With regular teens (who may or may not be desperately trying to get them to kiss).
    One thing’s for sure: this school is unprepared for the absolute calamity that is Double Black.

    Written for the SKK Big Bang 2022 feat. art by videogamelover99 & beta'ed by Airini.

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    16 Aug 2025

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    the best fic ever i giggled and kicked my feet and also bawled my eyes out twice