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    12 individual Christmas-themed stories! Pick and choose whichever ones you want and enjoy them in any order!

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    Riley gets bit in the mall, but Ellie doesn't.

    Joel takes her anyway.

    There’s no grand purpose for her existence, nothing to make her worth saving.

    Joel loves her anyway.

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    17 Dec 2025

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    "I don't think I can ever forgive you for that. But I would like to try."

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    “Where is Joel?” asks Ellie. He’s dead. He’s dead because of her, and they don’t want to tell her.

    “Joel just got out of surgery,” Maria answers calmly, taking both of Ellie’s hands in hers. Ellie’s eyes snap back open. “Tommy is with him. You’ll be able to see him soon.” Ellie starts to sit again, to stand, to go to him, but Maria squeezes her hands in warning. “First, we need to make sure you’re okay. Next, we need to understand what happened out there, what Tommy and Dina can’t tell us. Then, I’ll take you to Joel.”

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    Or: Joel survives, Ellie is still bent on revenge, and their family just wants to help.

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    03 Aug 2025

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    The words remind her of something. There was that voice, Ellie remembers. It said she was safe too. And it sounded… nice. Like she could believe it.

    Slowly, she settles down.

    Eventually, she learns the voice that found her belongs to a man called Tommy Miller, who took her back to his town.

    An actual town, not controlled by FEDRA.

    Holy shit.

    Or: AU where Ellie and Joel don't meet in Boston, but they find each other anyways. Featuring, cryptid Joel!

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    31 May 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 90

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    “Nothing’s different,” Ellie tries to talk Joel off the ledge the best way she knows how. “Except that fucking…thing. It was different. It was smart. And I just thought…What if, ya know?”

    Joel’s right in front of her. He sinks to his knees, which is honestly for the best before he passes out and knocks his head against the hardwood floors. “What are you asking me here, kiddo?”

    The nickname tugs at years old memories, tussles with months old anger. Settles in her hours old desire to be held by him again. The desire she’s brushing off and shoving down. Even if she is going to die, it doesn’t mean Joel gets to be off the hook. All it means is that he’d ruined everything all so she could die in the name of fucking nothing in Jackson Hole, Wyoming instead.

    Ellie squares her shoulders as she tilts up her chin. She holds him hostage with her gaze and implores him with the earnesty of her expression. “I need you to wait with me to see if I turn. And if I do,” she pauses, swallows, wishes she could look anywhere besides right into his eyes, “I need you to put a bullet in my head.”

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    14 May 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 44

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    Post 2x02

    Joel blacks out in the lodge and wakes up standing on the staircase of his old house in Texas. He and Ellie get the chance to say what they need to say.

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    24 Apr 2025