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    “You won’t forget about me when you make all these shiny new college friends, right?”

    He played it off as a casual question, but Kenma sensed the underlying seriousness in the almost delicate way he asked—vulnerability seeping through his voice despite the attempted nonchalant delivery.

    “I couldn’t even if I tried,” he admitted as his head lay on Kuroo’s chest, the older man rubbing his back like a cat. It was intimate moments like this that made Kenma question everything, having to remind himself that they were just friends.

    Kenma has depended on Kuroo all his life—to feel comfortable, to make friends, to be understood. Until he realizes that he’s gay, and that he has to go on this journey of self-discovery himself, lest his secret feelings for his straight best friend make things even harder.

    So he ventures out to college on his own in an attempt to understand himself and his sexuality, and to prove to himself that he didn’t need Kuroo by his side to do it (also to tamp down his feelings for the guy, but that proves to be much more difficult).

    It makes him feel freer than he thought, and it makes Kuroo feel a little sidelined. Realizations ensue.

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    21 Dec 2025

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    Will read later

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    Hua Cheng had waited for him for over eight hundred years.

    Now it was his turn.

    or; a peek into Xie Lian's year on Mount TaiCang.

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    02 Jul 2025

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    Xl waits for hua cheng

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    A mother and father place their child's hands upon the sword, and lunge straight for Xie Lian's abdomen. Despite knowing it won't prevent the inevitable, Feng Xin can't help but place himself in their line of attack. If this was reality, it would've pierced right through him instead.

     

    But this is an illusion.

     

    No, in his heart Feng Xin knows...

     

    This is a memory.
     
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    Feng Xin and Mu Qing discover the traumas Xie Lian has kept hidden from them, and the trio have a talk that's eight centuries overdue.

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    02 Jul 2025

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    Muqing and fengxin react to uh xie lian getting impaled!!!

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    He is lying awake in his futon, listening to the crickets.

    The moon shines down, gentle on the grass, and he thinks of a boy with a smile like sunlight. How he would contrast such pale imitations.

    Muichirou clutches his stomach and coughs out a single flower petal onto his pillow.

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    08 Aug 2024

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    Pls

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    Chuuya catches his gaze, takes a deep breath, and says, “Have sex with me.” Oh wow, that sounds awfully wrong — “I mean,” he starts again, losing all edge and grace, “I don’t want to have to sex with you — or I do but not like that! — I just want — damn it!” For some reason, he feels like standing, so he jumps up. “I have never been with anybody, and I want to be ready when it comes to it, so just have sex with me, okay, you asshole!”

    — In which, Chuuya’s tired of failing classes and being a virgin and makes the deal of a lifetime with Dazai.

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    12 Jul 2024

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    Ehe