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A clock has stopped striking (in the house across the road) by contradictmyself
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
02 Jun 2026
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ESPN Hockey (@espnhockey): Metros Captain F Shane Hollander is expected to miss the next four games with a non-hockey related injury, per sources. No further details provided.
There are no omegas in professional hockey. There is, however, one very boring beta with impossible freckles and a weak backhand and an alpha who wants to know how he injured himself off the ice.
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Upon my soul, a lie, a wicked lie. by contradictmyself
Fandoms: The Old Guard (Movie 2020)
04 Sep 2020
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Nicky's not sure how he ended up here: you never expect to the be the one abused. Somehow he's become the frog in the pot of boiling water. But there's a bar-b-que, friends who aren't so easily chased away, and an artist named Joe who might be the answer to the entire situation. How many chances do you get at a happy ending? If you're Nicky--at least two.
Fill for the kink meme prompt: modern au where Nicky's boyfriend Keane is abusive and backhands him in front of the team.
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- Part 2 of shameless kink meme fills
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Joe rambles sweetly, someone takes offense. Nicky makes it clear that's the incorrect response.
Fill for the kink meme prompt: Someone tells a sweetly rambling Joe to shut the fuck up. Nicky's reaction.
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- Part 1 of shameless kink meme fills
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ay, recházame (oh, reject me) by vanillatunamelt for blankjournals
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
20 Apr 2026
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Shane
Last chance. Take your tank top back.Lily
no, it's a fucking gift
keep itShane
Fine.
I'll show you what I do with gifts from alphas like you.Lily
what the hell is that supposed to mean???
hollander
fuckShane doesn't get injured after Tampa, and Ilya breaks up with him to save both their hearts. (Un?)Fortunately for Ilya, Shane isn't letting him go without a fight.
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09 Jul 2026
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He would love to be the kind of person who could laze around in bed with his lover (it was the term they’d settled on at Ilya’s insistence, dreadful) but Shane just wasn’t built that way.
Or: one year post-cottage, are Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov, who are so good at so many things, any good at all at being in love?
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13 Jun 2026
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i carry your heart(i carry it in my heart) by CorvidCordelia
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
17 Apr 2026
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Hollander’s eyes slid past him, stopped, came back and held, his eyes widening. Ilya smiled, a mocking curve of his mouth, and raised his cup in acknowledgment. Number one, he mouthed, and while he couldn’t be certain in the dim light of the bar, he thought he saw Hollander flush.
Then his chin lifted, challenging, and Ilya felt something hook behind his ribs, a sharp tug, like a fish on a line.
Or: Ilya Rozanov and Shane Hollander make a deal - whichever of them debuts as a #1 NYT bestseller owes the other a blowjob
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Shane and Ilya had mutually agreed to keep their whatever-they’re-doing out of Sochi. It was an easy decision to make: this was bigger than any MLH rivalry and definitely bigger than a few hotel hook-ups. There was no room for distractions, not with Olympic gold on the line.
So it’d be really fucking great if their daemons could get on the same page and stop trying to cause an international fucking incident.
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- Part 7 of my heated rivalry anon fics
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You Make Me Greedy by gracerene
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
24 Jan 2026
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"Hi, I'm Matt," the man said. His gaze swept over the table, and when he met Shane's eyes, he winked. "Great to meet all of you. I'm a big hockey fan."
Shane flushed bright red. Because he recognized that voice, and he remembered that name, but there were billions of people in the world, and Shane had never considered the possibility that his old vacation hook-up would make a reappearance.
"You're a fan?"
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In which Shane and Ilya (and a few friends) run into Mexico top (iykyk) at the Kingfisher.
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11 Mar 2026