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But is it wrong if I see him this weekend? by ihave_a_boringlife
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
24 May 2026
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That thought settles into his brain dangerously. Ilya’s been with everyone. Girls. Guys. Others. What's another person on the list?
If Shane wants experience…
If he wants to stop feeling behind…
Why not Ilya?
Yes, he was a complete asshole that Shane wished he could choke to death sometimes and his brother's childhood bestfriend, but it wouldn’t mean anything. It's for the experience, the education of it all.
For hockey.
Obviously.
Or: Ilya Rozanov has always been Shane Hollander’s older brother’s best friend. He was never supposed to become Shane’s first everything.
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04 Jun 2026
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Amor Meus (Te Amo) by sappycleo
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
23 May 2026
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Shane never thought he would ever attend the same school his Dad went to, but after suddenly needing to transfer schools, he was enrolled to McGill. Not that he was happy about it, at all.
Shane Hollander wouldn't have ever imagined himself falling in love with his asshole of a roommate and captain, Ilya Rozanov, either, and he wouldn't have ever thought that his happiest moments and memories with him would also haunt him for the rest of his life.
"Unable are the loved to die. For love is immortality."
Bookmarked by crackcocaine
02 Jun 2026
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“I dare you not to know who I am. One night before it all kicks off. Like we just met, as strangers.”
“Just me and you,” Rozanov mused, before he grinned and put out the cigarette. “You want I treat you like any other pretty boy I meet at party?”
“I’m not pretty,” Shane objected. “But—” it sounded dangerous— “yes.”
Tomorrow, the rivalry between Hollander and Rozanov begins. Tonight, they’re just Shane and Ilya.
An alternate meeting AU in which Ilya doesn’t join the NHL until Shane’s second year.
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28 May 2026
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Teacher's Pet by rosy_blossom
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
02 May 2026
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Freshman athlete Shane Hollander begins an illicit affair with his older, married professor, Ilya Rozanov.
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- Part 1 of Hollanov Professor/Student AU
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25 May 2026
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"I-Ilya..." Shane forces himself to look at the man sitting beside him, his heart swimming in barbed wire. "Tell me he's lying. Tell me this is some sort of fucked up joke."
Shane has never seen Ilya this angry. The look on his face is nothing short of murderous. The beer in his hand is close to shattering into pieces with how aggressively Ilya is gripping it. His jaw clenched so hard that Shane thinks his teeth will crack.
But under all the anger and embarrassment clawing at his features, Shane sees something else lying underneath.
Pure, raw, unfiltered, guilt.
Or: Shane and Ilya are navigating their "not a relationship" relationship. Secretly. Shane is happy, but it doesn't last long, when he finds out it was all a lie, and his world comes crashing down.
Bookmarked by crackcocaine
22 May 2026