cryinglaughingatnight
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i want to make you squirm (i love to watch you cry) by cryinglaughingatnight
Fandoms: 原神 | Genshin Impact (Video Game)
15 Jul 2025
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“If I wanted something from you,” the hand moves, slowly sliding up Kabu’s thigh, “I’d do this.” Kuni’s hand stops just shy of the hem of Kabu’s shorts, squeezing. “But maybe I can sense that you’re nervous, or uncomfortable.” The hand moves back down to Kabu’s knee. “I’d want to get you used to the feeling. So next time, you’re not surprised. And the time after that, when I do this,” the hand moves again, all the way up to Kabu’s hip. He watches goosebumps forming on his thigh. “You’re not nervous anymore. I’ve conditioned you to expect it, and to think nothing of it.”
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“A flower, hm? Do you know why it’s called that?”
“No, sir,” the kabukimono says.
“It opens up like a beautiful rose when it’s touched,” he says quietly, his lips touching the kabukimono’s ear. “Do you want me to show you?”Series
- Part 1 of twitter requests
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i want your quiet, your screaming and thrashing by cryinglaughingatnight
Fandoms: 原神 | Genshin Impact (Video Game)
10 Mar 2025
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“You should get going,” Wan says, and he knows it’s rude, he knows he should offer his brother tea, but he doesn’t care. The air feels stale.
“Should I? Is that how you treat me after I saved your life?”
“He wasn’t going to kill me.”
“No, but you would have if he touched you,” Kuni smiles and raises a brow, and Wan feels sick just thinking about it. “Wouldn’t you?”
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please just take me with you when you go (or let me follow) by cryinglaughingatnight
Fandoms: 原神 | Genshin Impact (Video Game)
13 Jun 2024
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“If you want,” he started shakily and took a deep breath. “You can call me Scara,” he bit the inside of his cheek and leaned down. He brushed his lips against the shell of Ajax’ ear. “Or Kabu,” he whispered. It was sacred, after all. It had once been a parting gift. Now, it was an invitation. Come back, he was saying. Come back and love me again. Ajax’ smile widened.
“I like Kabu,” he said and Scaramouche felt his eyes sting again. Ajax cupped his face with both hands. “Don't cry.”
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- Part 3 of to be loved is to be changed
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i wave goodbye to the end of beginning by cryinglaughingatnight
Fandoms: 原神 | Genshin Impact (Video Game)
06 Jun 2024
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“I like you,” he says and Scaramouche just breathes. “You're really pretty.”
“You don't really know me that well, do you?” he muses and smiles a little. “A mysterious foreign exchange student. Who’s to say I'm not dangerous? Maybe I've manipulated you.”
He smiles the entire time as he says it though, not wanting Sethos to think it might be true. It could be, but it isn't. Sethos smiles back.
“Then I wouldn't care. I’d let myself get manipulated.”
“Oh yeah?”
“Yeah,” he breathes and he's looking down at Scaramouche’s lips.
“That's not very smart,” he whispers and watches, almost in slow motion, as Sethos reaches out a hand and brushes his fingers against Scaramouche’s cheekbone. His fingers are warm in the chilly night.
“I know,” he breathes. “I'm a little bit dumb.”
Scaramouche learns how to let go.
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- Part 2 of to be loved is to be changed
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to be loved is to be changed by cryinglaughingatnight
Fandom 原神 | Genshin Impact (Video Game)
13 Jun 2024
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My Heart and Soul Were Never Mine to Own by cryinglaughingatnight
Fandom All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
29 Jun 2022
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Neil is dead and Andrew is alive. Somehow, life goes on.
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slice of life but make it chiscara college au
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Four Walls Made Of Concrete by cryinglaughingatnight
Fandom All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
27 Jul 2021
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a series of asexual neil fics, in rough chronological order.
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You gotta keep 'em separated.
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- Part 3 of Bullied
Bookmarked by cryinglaughingatnight
13 Jul 2026
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At their first practice, Bennett suggests they call themselves The Calamities.
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18 May 2026
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The wanderer found he couldn’t understand the point of monetary compensation when he had their form of exchange as it was. He slept on his boss’s couch and ate his food, so he worked. Nafis vehemently disagreed, firmly believing his labor to be inherently worth something.
He kept his gaze low as he removed his hat with one hand, making sure where their hands entwined never separated, before he looked up at him again with clearer eyes.
The dark hair was all wrong, the looming stature suffocating, and the startled look so unbecoming, but still he breathed in deeply before saying, “I feel like I could be doing more.”
Or, the wanderer before he regained his memories.
Bookmarked by cryinglaughingatnight
16 May 2026
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contamination of the soil, festering of the heart by infanticide
Fandoms: 原神 | Genshin Impact (Video Game)
31 Aug 2023
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Scaramouche copes with his impending death.
Bookmarked by cryinglaughingatnight
15 May 2026
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glory, as anyone knows, is bitter stuff by stormmarshal
Fandoms: 原神 | Genshin Impact (Video Game)
22 Mar 2023
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Kunikuzushi removes the bandages from his injection site, taking with it some stray hairs that got stuck in the weak adhesive. Out from his thigh radiates masculine ichor, carried by linseed oil. For several beats beats, his blinks and pulse match pace, but the synchronicity falters when his heart relaxes. The few hours after taking testosterone are almost peaceful.
Through the brittle glass of his window comes the slow, mechanical drawl of an unmaintenanced car parallel parking. He doesn’t need to pull back the curtain to know she’s here.
The screen updates arrhythmically. Kunikuzushi looks to the anonymous messages that drift in like litter.
“Godspeed,” he says mockingly to himself.
With the help of a kind stranger, Kunikuzushi becomes a man.
Bookmarked by cryinglaughingatnight
14 May 2026