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    Shane twists in Ilya’s arms to glare at him. “You shouldn’t be here if you have a wife,” he hisses.

    «Who the hell are we - you - married to?» Rozanov barks.

    Ilya’s attention on Shane doesn’t waver as he responds, first to Rozanov: «Our wife is the prettiest - constellations of freckles that spread in the summertime and big brown eyes like a baby deer’s even when they’re full of murder. Maybe especially then.» He bestows a kiss upon the furrow between Shane’s brows and thumbs the leaking tip of his cock. “Mm, maybe you’re right. My wife is very much the jealous type.”

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    After Shane doesn't get kissed in Vegas, a thirty-something Ilya Rozanov wearing a wedding ring engraved with Shane's number shows up to kiss him breathless in the elevator and give his younger self a lesson in how Shane deserves to be spoiled.

    (or or: Ilya uses a harmless bit of sexy dream magic to right an old wrong and show his husband a good time.)

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    24 Sep 2026

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    “Okay, if you’re going to be cagey, I’ll just lay out some facts.” Jessie clears her throat and Shane is absolutely fucked. He should know better than to try to hide something from a future lawyer. “Fact number one—”

    “Oh for fuck’s sake.”

    “Quiet, you,” she says, sounding exactly like Mom. “Fact number one: You’re acting really weird right now. Fact number two: You got super cagey and strange after your photo shoot this summer. What do both of those events have in common? One Ilya Rozanov. Fact number three: You have been low-to-high-key obsessed with Ilya Rozanov for two years now, and even though we’ve never talked about it again, you said you thought about a man during sex last year. When I put all these facts together, I think the answer is pretty obvious.”

    Shane doesn’t know whether to laugh or cry. But he needs her to say it. He cannot bring himself to admit what is happening out loud. He just presses his fingers harder against his eyes.

    “You’re still not going to tell me? Ugh, Shane! Did you fuck Ilya Rozanov?”

    Or: The events of Heated Rivalry if Shane had a nosy, supportive, bisexual twin sister.

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    24 Sep 2026

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    “Is good that you know what you like. And you haven’t done anything wrong,” Ilya continues. “Not really. But I think you like being punished anyway. And that you want me to put you over my knee and make you cry. Am I wrong, or no? You want me to hurt you? Is that what you have been trying to tell me?”

    Shane shakes his head, but the motion is weak. He’s abandoned his phone entirely at this point, and his eyes are already glazing over, cloudiness rushing to his head.

    “No? Is not good to lie, you should know this by now. I want to hurt you, and I think you want it too, Shane.”

    “No,” Shane breathes. “I don’t want that,”

    “Oh, but I didn’t ask for your opinion, did I? Like I said, I’m bored. And I want to have fun.”

    Ilya’s ideas of fun and remedies for boredom are: joyrides, Shane, parties, Shane, the cottage, and oh, Shane bent over his knee, whimpering and crying as he’s reduced to an absolute mess.

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    24 Sep 2026

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    “Trust me, the urge to punch my sister has not changed since we were toddlers. I’m just a little more mature at dealing with it now. You literally listen to me complain about her all the time. You watched us give each other the silent treatment for several hours at Christmas last year.”

    Hayden, considering this, hesitantly joined her at the counter to continue drying dishes. “Yeah, I guess when you put it like that. Its just that…you guys seem so close. You know... when you're not fighting.”

    “Well I mean yeah. I would die for her, but I’d also like to kill her half the time.” Jackie said it so casually, like it made any fucking sense. Hayden didn’t respond—he didn’t know what to say. He just accepted that he’d never fully understand what it was like to have a sibling.

    And then along came Ilya Rozanov.

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    24 Sep 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov has spent ten years circling Shane Hollander. Ten years of hotel rooms and secret phone calls. Ten years of pretending he doesn't feel it, doesn't need it, doesn't wake up reaching for someone who's already gone. Ten years convincing himself he's not good enough. That he's not worth it.

    Then a plane needs to make an emergency landing near Montreal, and Yuna Hollander is on it.

    So when Shane calls him from a bathroom floor, unable to breathe, Ilya stops pretending.

    After five hundred miles of frozen highway, three and a half hours of driving like a man possessed, a hospital waiting room full of people who have every reason to hate him, and a boy who looks at him like he's something worth keeping, Ilya may have learned a thing or two about what it means to be loved—and to let himself love freely.

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    21 Sep 2026