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    Shane was gay. That was the entire point of this whole thing. He was a man who loved another man. And he was a man. 

    He was a professional athlete, nearly six feet tall, just about 200 pounds. But for every single thing about him that he felt like served to qualify him as a man, it was like Ilya had somehow turned the dial up to eleven. 

    And Shane loved it. 

    or, five times that Shane is overwhelmed by his husband's masculinity and one time that Ilya realizes he is not the man of the house. 

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    30 Sep 2026

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    Shane Hollander works at a coffee shop, plays hockey, keeps his head down, and doesn’t ask questions he doesn’t need the answers to.

    So when a new regular starts showing up—quiet, watchful, Russian-accented, and conducting invitation-only meetings in the back—Shane notices. When that same man takes an unsettling interest in Shane’s closing shifts, his routines, and his safety, Shane does what feels sensible: he adjusts his behavior and keeps his mouth shut.

    Ilya Rozanov orders an Americano. He reads, but only in Russian. He worries when people work late alone.

    They are operating with very different definitions of danger.

    If he didn’t ask questions, he couldn’t be lied to.

    The rules were simple.

    1. Do not ask questions you don’t need the answer to.
    2. Do not share personal information freely.
    3. Do not be alone with Ilya Rozanov.
    4. Do not give him a reason to think you’re afraid.

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    29 Sep 2026

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    It starts—like most things in his life, apparently—with Rose Landry. More specifically, it starts with Rose Landry drunkenly informing him that Shane was actually, really, really good in bed (for a gay ex-boyfriend, that is).

    This is information Ilya did not expect to receive from her of all people. Unfortunately, now he can't stop thinking about it.

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    Or, Five Times Ilya Rozanov Thinks About Getting Railed and One Time Shane Put Him Through a Mattress

    IT'S BOTTOM ILYA, FOLKS.

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    28 Sep 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov, captain of the Boston Raiders, has a boyfriend. A definitely real, suspiciously (and boringly) handsome, conveniently offline, consistently unable to meet up in real life boyfriend.

    Who lives in Canada.

    Unfortunately for him, absolutely no one believes him.

    The more serious Ilya gets about his Totally Real Canadian Boyfriend™️, the more concerned his teammates become that someone either needs to call MTV and get him on the next episode of Catfish or that he's slowly losing his mind.

    Shane Hollander is, fortunately, very real, very sarcastic, and increasingly delighted that an entire NHL locker room seems to think that he's a government psyop to distract Ilya from his game.

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    28 Sep 2026

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    𝘚𝘩𝘢𝘯𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩𝘵 𝘢𝘣𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘸𝘰𝘳𝘥: ‘𝘭𝘢𝘻𝘺’. 𝘐𝘵 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘢 𝘸𝘰𝘳𝘥 𝘐𝘭𝘺𝘢 𝘰𝘧𝘵𝘦𝘯 𝘶𝘴𝘦𝘥 𝘴𝘦𝘭𝘧-𝘥𝘦𝘱𝘳𝘦𝘤𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘨𝘭𝘺 𝘵𝘰𝘸𝘢𝘳𝘥𝘴 𝘩𝘪𝘮𝘴𝘦𝘭𝘧, 𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘩𝘦 𝘩𝘢𝘥 𝘰𝘯𝘤𝘦 𝘮𝘦𝘯𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘧𝘢𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘸𝘦𝘢𝘱𝘰𝘯𝘪𝘻𝘦 𝘢𝘨𝘢𝘪𝘯𝘴𝘵 𝘩𝘪𝘮. 𝘏𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩𝘵 𝘢𝘣𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘩𝘰𝘸 𝘶𝘯𝘧𝘢𝘪𝘳 𝘪𝘵 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘐𝘭𝘺𝘢 𝘵𝘰 𝘧𝘦𝘦𝘭 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 𝘩𝘦 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘭𝘢𝘻𝘺, 𝘦𝘴𝘱𝘦𝘤𝘪𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘺 𝘪𝘧 𝘪𝘵 𝘸𝘢𝘴𝘯’𝘵 𝘯𝘦𝘤𝘦𝘴𝘴𝘢𝘳𝘪𝘭𝘺 𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘰𝘸𝘯 𝘧𝘢𝘶𝘭𝘵 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘭𝘢𝘤𝘬 𝘰𝘧 𝘮𝘰𝘵𝘪𝘷𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯 𝘵𝘰 𝘤𝘰𝘮𝘱𝘭𝘦𝘵𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘴𝘦 ‘𝘯𝘰𝘯-𝘱𝘳𝘦𝘧𝘦𝘳𝘳𝘦𝘥’ 𝘵𝘢𝘴𝘬𝘴.

    𝘞𝘢𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘚𝘩𝘢𝘯𝘦 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘥𝘰 𝘵𝘰 𝘩𝘦𝘭𝘱?

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    When Shane realizes that Ilya might have ADHD, he comes up with a plan to help Ilya feel motivated to do certain non-preferred tasks, and deal with his executive dysfunction. What ensues is very silly: but ultimately, it's a grand declaration of love.

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    28 Sep 2026

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    Shane twists in Ilya’s arms to glare at him. “You shouldn’t be here if you have a wife,” he hisses.

    «Who the hell are we - you - married to?» Rozanov barks.

    Ilya’s attention on Shane doesn’t waver as he responds, first to Rozanov: «Our wife is the prettiest - constellations of freckles that spread in the summertime and big brown eyes like a baby deer’s even when they’re full of murder. Maybe especially then.» He bestows a kiss upon the furrow between Shane’s brows and thumbs the leaking tip of his cock. “Mm, maybe you’re right. My wife is very much the jealous type.”

    Or:

    After Shane doesn't get kissed in Vegas, a thirty-something Ilya Rozanov wearing a wedding ring engraved with Shane's number shows up to kiss him breathless in the elevator and give his younger self a lesson in how Shane deserves to be spoiled.

    (or or: Ilya uses a harmless bit of sexy dream magic to right an old wrong and show his husband a good time.)

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    24 Sep 2026

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    “Okay, if you’re going to be cagey, I’ll just lay out some facts.” Jessie clears her throat and Shane is absolutely fucked. He should know better than to try to hide something from a future lawyer. “Fact number one—”

    “Oh for fuck’s sake.”

    “Quiet, you,” she says, sounding exactly like Mom. “Fact number one: You’re acting really weird right now. Fact number two: You got super cagey and strange after your photo shoot this summer. What do both of those events have in common? One Ilya Rozanov. Fact number three: You have been low-to-high-key obsessed with Ilya Rozanov for two years now, and even though we’ve never talked about it again, you said you thought about a man during sex last year. When I put all these facts together, I think the answer is pretty obvious.”

    Shane doesn’t know whether to laugh or cry. But he needs her to say it. He cannot bring himself to admit what is happening out loud. He just presses his fingers harder against his eyes.

    “You’re still not going to tell me? Ugh, Shane! Did you fuck Ilya Rozanov?”

    Or: The events of Heated Rivalry if Shane had a nosy, supportive, bisexual twin sister.

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    24 Sep 2026

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    “Is good that you know what you like. And you haven’t done anything wrong,” Ilya continues. “Not really. But I think you like being punished anyway. And that you want me to put you over my knee and make you cry. Am I wrong, or no? You want me to hurt you? Is that what you have been trying to tell me?”

    Shane shakes his head, but the motion is weak. He’s abandoned his phone entirely at this point, and his eyes are already glazing over, cloudiness rushing to his head.

    “No? Is not good to lie, you should know this by now. I want to hurt you, and I think you want it too, Shane.”

    “No,” Shane breathes. “I don’t want that,”

    “Oh, but I didn’t ask for your opinion, did I? Like I said, I’m bored. And I want to have fun.”

    Ilya’s ideas of fun and remedies for boredom are: joyrides, Shane, parties, Shane, the cottage, and oh, Shane bent over his knee, whimpering and crying as he’s reduced to an absolute mess.

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    24 Sep 2026

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    “Trust me, the urge to punch my sister has not changed since we were toddlers. I’m just a little more mature at dealing with it now. You literally listen to me complain about her all the time. You watched us give each other the silent treatment for several hours at Christmas last year.”

    Hayden, considering this, hesitantly joined her at the counter to continue drying dishes. “Yeah, I guess when you put it like that. Its just that…you guys seem so close. You know... when you're not fighting.”

    “Well I mean yeah. I would die for her, but I’d also like to kill her half the time.” Jackie said it so casually, like it made any fucking sense. Hayden didn’t respond—he didn’t know what to say. He just accepted that he’d never fully understand what it was like to have a sibling.

    And then along came Ilya Rozanov.

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    24 Sep 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov has spent ten years circling Shane Hollander. Ten years of hotel rooms and secret phone calls. Ten years of pretending he doesn't feel it, doesn't need it, doesn't wake up reaching for someone who's already gone. Ten years convincing himself he's not good enough. That he's not worth it.

    Then a plane needs to make an emergency landing near Montreal, and Yuna Hollander is on it.

    So when Shane calls him from a bathroom floor, unable to breathe, Ilya stops pretending.

    After five hundred miles of frozen highway, three and a half hours of driving like a man possessed, a hospital waiting room full of people who have every reason to hate him, and a boy who looks at him like he's something worth keeping, Ilya may have learned a thing or two about what it means to be loved—and to let himself love freely.

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    21 Sep 2026

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    Only three days have passed since Shane fled from his house, taking Ilya’s heart with him. Forced to attend a captain’s conference in L.A., Ilya tries to avoid Shane as much as possible.

    Everything changes with phone alarms blaring, “Earthquake! Earthquake! Expect intense shaking soon. Drop, cover, and hold on.”

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    16 Sep 2026

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    In hindsight, Ilya should’ve known that nothing would escape Yuna Hollander’s notice. Not that Ilya was in any state to guess what Yuna was thinking, but knowing that her son is exactly like her, nothing really goes unnoticed by her so Ilya’s days of radio silence definitely registers.

    Nothing can stop Yuna Hollander once she discovers a problem. The only thing is that the "problem" this time around is in the form her of her son's secret boyfriend who no one has managed to reach in several days.

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    Yuna (and David) pull Ilya back from the brink.

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    16 Sep 2026

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    He was just confused at this point. Was there a problem or not? Why on earth was the school where Hayden Pike sent his children calling him?

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    Ilya Rozanov realizes he's an emergency contact in the exact moment he needs to act like an emergency contact. Hayden Pike has to release a statement about it.

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    14 Sep 2026

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    Based very loosely on events from The Long Game that my brain wanted to put into the first book, somewhere between Shane’s injury, and before Scott Hunter wins the cup - for maximum angst, obviously.

    What if Ilya’s plane had actually crashed? And what if it had happened before he and Shane had the chance to confess their love and know what it was like to be together.

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    A fic so I could write a really needy Shane who can't hide his feelings anymore, and an Ilya who is faced with the undeniable truth that someone cares for him.

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    10 Sep 2026

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    Yuna's hand meets Ilya’s. The rivalry status that the league had painted over her son's relationship with the Russian now cast aside. They clutch to each other in silent acknowledgement of their shared pain, hope and fear in what had just manifested before their eyes. There's a uniting force in pain and grief—It's one that wipes slates clean, makes you forgive, makes you love harder and appreciate more than you ever thought possible. Everything she ever knew or felt about the Russian whose hand she now clung to was dissolved

    Shane Hollander briefly dies on the ice after the hit from Marlow in the Montreal vs Boston Game. Ilya handles his emotions poorly and has a very public meltdown revealing their relationship to the world.

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    09 Sep 2026

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    The mating run was an event Shane dreaded every year, and when he’s finally forced to participate he decides to simply find somewhere to ride it out, alone. What he doesn’t bank on however, is Ilya Rozanov. And this year the alpha is determined to finally claim what is his.

    After so long being the hunter, Shane is now the hunted - he just doesn’t quite know it yet.

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    07 Sep 2026

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    The Avengers have been hunting Spider-Man for months.

    They know he's dangerous, powerful, and that he won't stop running, but they don't know why he never fights back, why he always puts civilians first, or why he seems so afraid of them.

    What they don't know is that he's fifteen, that Aunt May is dead, and that Peter Parker has been missing for five months.

    Natasha Romanoff is the first to realize there's a scared kid underneath the mask.

    She just realizes it a little too late

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    06 Sep 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov comes home from a trip with a buzzcut.

    Shane Hollander is devastated.

    Ilya makes the fatal mistake of uttering the words “It’s just hair.” It’ll grow back, he said. Shane is being dramatic, he said.

    So Shane decides to teach him a lesson.

    If Ilya’s curls are “just hair,” then Shane’s freckles are “just freckles.”

    And if Ilya wants them back, well… he can wait until Shane decides he’s suffered enough.

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    05 Sep 2026

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    “So you’re saying Hollander would’ve beaten Haller fucking unconscious or some shit?” Bood laughs, clearly amused by Ilya’s dramatics. He looks at Chouinard like it’s the funniest joke the evening has brought them so far and then looks back at Ilya. His voice dies down when he gets a wink as an answer, making Chouinard choke on his beer. “Oh, fuck, seriously? Are we actually talking about Holly?”

    Ilya Rozanov regularly gets called out on fighting his husband’s battles. He thinks people should be glad it’s him they’re facing.

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    04 Sep 2026

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    Shane Hollander doesn't fight. That doesn't mean he can't. In fact, when lines are crossed during the first game Shane plays against his former team since becoming a Centaur, people are about to learn it means exactly the opposite.

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    My version of a crack fic, brought to you by whoever it was that mentioned they thought Yuna would have put Shane in Martial Arts as a kid, and that’s the reason he doesn’t fight.

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    04 Sep 2026

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