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theres gotta be a reason i'm here on earth by cydderss
Fandoms: 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Anime & Manga)
31 Mar 2026
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Yuuji comes home late at night after getting hurt, Megumi helps patch him up. #firstfickindanervous
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Levi's taken it upon himself to raise his orphaned cousin, Mikasa. Devoted entirely to keeping her safe from the dysfunction of the Ackerman family, he strives to give her the type of life she deserved from the very start. Now depressed, emotionally damaged, and entranced by heavy eyeliner and sad song lyrics, seventeen-year-old Mikasa struggles through growing pains during her pursuit of happiness - all while being so hopelessly in love with a boy who sometimes can't keep his mouth shut.
Mid-2000's High School/College AU.
Goth, angsty Mikasa and protective father figure Levi.
Eventual Eren x Mikasa, eventual Levi x Petra.CW: Graphic depictions of violence, blood, alcoholism. Attempts of suicide/completion of suicide. Mentions of molestation/attempted molestation. Dysfunctional family life.
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- Part 1 of How To Be
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02 Apr 2025
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It’d been a mid-life crisis thing—starting up a ThirstTrap account. He’s aging, going gray, and it’s harder and harder to snag cute guys when out on the town. So Wriothesley thought: What is the harm? He posts up a few lewds, gets a few bites, and maybe makes a couple hundred on the side. Being a personal trainer pays his bills, but a slush fund is nice, and Wriothesley deemed it worth the ill-advised idea™.
Clorinde had laughed at him. Literally. Wriothesley spilled the beans the next day over coffee and tea cakes at Café Lutece, and she’d laughed so hard he thought he might’ve broken her. He’s known Clorinde for decades and that is the only time he’s seen her double over and lose it.
She’d stopped laughing after the first payout because Wriothesley was an instant sensation, a rough and tumble, silver fox showing off the goods. As it turns out, there’s a market for decent-looking middle-aged men with gnarly scars, and a bomb-ass physique.
Wriothesley and Neuvillette are both lonely, socially stunted older dudes terrified of dating, and so they do what the youngsters do-- accidentally initiate romance over social media by way of 'lewd modeling'.
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- Part 1 of Socially Awkward
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02 Apr 2025
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Neuvillette has that calculative and assessing look to him. A meticulous nature that Wriothesley hungers for in a partner. Neuvillette seems thorough and slow to give in.
Fuck, but there’s something wrong with Wriothesley. He must be tired. Shellshocked. A bit of both, to be this wanton for a man he has just met.
- Wriothesley, a boxing coach, finds himself torn away from the BDSM scene by a past dominant's mishandling of their relationship. A year later, he is offered a dry bartending gig at The Palais, an exclusive BDSM club for those in high society. Neuvillette, a skilled shibari instructor by night and a lawyer by day, catches Wriothesley's eye. Could Neuvillette be the dominant Wriothesley has been searching for?
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25 Feb 2025
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Wriothesley's guts constricted, stomach bottoming out in a heated clench that punched his diaphragm down and turned his inhale into a pained gasp. Warmth flooded unbidden across the surface of his skin, ruddying his cheeks with blood.
Dear fucking gods. What was that scent?
It registered like a spice to his nose— rich, pungent, and potent enough to edge a sneeze. But unlike any spice he'd ever encountered, this scent carried its own connotation that his instincts recognized immediately.
This room smelled like power. It hung suspended in the air like a dense haze of fog. Pure and unadulterated. True and undeniable.
It made him want to kneel.
It made him want to crawl.
Wriothesley has spent so many years on suppressants that he's forgotten what it means to be an omega. That is, until he meets the one alpha whose scent is impossible to ignore.
--- On hiatus ---
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- Part 2 of loving you in every lifetime
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25 Feb 2025