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Anosognosia; a neuropsychiatric condition in which one is in denial--unconsciously--and unaware of their deficit or psychiatric condition.
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He stared at his drink, the smallest movements making the softest waves on it. Fade kept quiet, leaving him alone with his thoughts. He had so much to do, so many tasks given to him, reports to write, missions to prepare to. Why was he just standing here?
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23 Oct 2025
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There must be something wrong in Sova's head for him to even think of a possibility like this, and to even enjoy it.
He has learned a lot of things about himself in Cypher's office that night.
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08 Jun 2025
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Cypher knows everything about everyone. Almost.
There's one person he's found nothing on, Omen, nothing on the files, nothing on the database. Cypher is about to give up, until he finds a new way to get information, actually interacting with Omen.Except everything he finds makes him fonder of the shadow.
Maybe this wasn't a good idea after all.
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23 Nov 2022
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And that’s the thing. He knows he’s in Cypher's safehouse, possibly the place Cypher can control the most, but still he’s just… laying there… completely exposed and happy. Where Omen can see. And Omen can’t really puzzle why. He can’t stop looking at it, can’t stop thinking about it.
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Aka: omen having a bunch of gay thoughts while cypher is chillingBookmarked by damlaaa
12 Sep 2022
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Cypher, who accustomed to working alone, stubbornly does not listen to orders on missions and always climbs ahead, risking his life. Omen, as one of the commanders, does not agree with the independence of the Moroccan, who simply unsettles him with his arrogance and disrespect. They are worth each other, they have a lot in common, and Brimstone, along with Sage, appoint them as partners so that they finally get along. But things have gone too far since the first pair mission in Venice...
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09 Aug 2022
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you can call me names if you call me up by pinkmilkshorty for moldytoast
Fandoms: VALORANT (Video Game)
31 Jul 2022
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Omen hated Cypher.
Until he didn't.
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01 Aug 2022
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My collection of oneshots! I wanted to post these, but wasn't sure what to do with them. So, here this is!
Feel free to request ships/tropes/whatever in the comments! I will write anything but NSFW and Killjoy/Brimstone, so go feral! Go ham! Give me your most obscure rarepairs and I will try my best to do them justice :D!
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30 Jul 2022
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Omen is in love with his best friend and it's killing him; literally.
The Hanahaki disease is an elusive illness that only affects a miniscule percentage of the Radiant population. The victim grows flowers in their respiratory system, slowly suffocating them from the inside out. It is caused by strong feelings of love.
The only cure? Confess your love, and have it be requited.
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09 Jul 2022
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Everyday, Cypher feels the same guilt and pain from losing the most important thing in his life all those years ago.
Omen is bound by rage, confusion, and anguish. He can’t remember what made him this way.
But they make it together. Or do they?
(smut is introduced in chapter 7)
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07 Jul 2022
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Cypher has a massive crush on Omen. Omen thinks he might like Cypher. Skinny love, I suppose, for a while, until they finally tell each other about their feelings, and things are good until they're not, for various reasons. I don't like summarising things, neither am I very good at it, so this is tough, but I swear the actual fic is more well-written than this summary ;_; Don't judge a.. fic by its.. summary? I guess I should mention that I love writing about dramatic things, I try to have very little "downtime". Also I like to think that the smut I have written is quite detailed, and the smutty parts are quite long.
I should also mention that most of the tags are temporary? The eating "disorder" (more so just lack of apetite for a while), alcoholism, depression and insecurity aren't going to last through the whole thing. So far from what I have written the violence is just these two little incidents that are over after just a few sentences.
Also I really didn't know what to call this fic, so there's that.(I'm sorry for being too wordy lmao)
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05 Jul 2022
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03 Jul 2022
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There’s a firm hand on his shoulder and Omen tilts his head to the side imploringly. “I need to assess your injuries,” he says, voice low over the quiet rustling of leaves.
Cypher’s head throbs dully, his sight blurring as dark spots flicker before his eyes. Omen dares to wait only a moment longer before he begins reaching for the mask, gloved hands sliding over the hard material and moving towards the back.
The words settle in, finally, and Cypher pushes past the pain in his arm enough to raise his gun. It points straight at the Radiant’s head. Omen instantly goes still.
“Don’t,” he rasps.
A warning, not a plea.
(The path to trust is a long and winding road.)
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03 Jul 2022
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Omen never loved someone.
Cypher loved way too much.
And Sage is tired.Bookmarked by damlaaa
02 Jul 2022
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Omen had a tiny issue about being out and about: He stood out, like a sore thumb. And he hated the attention. Once Killjoy realized it, she worked on a device that could disguise him and allow him to have a fun time out, except, that did not convince him to go out at all. However when Cypher suggests they go together instead, doing just boring things together and taking it easy... maybe he's interested.
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02 Jul 2022
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When he blinked he swore he could spot the lenses staring down at him. Could feel the hands gripping at his head, unable to fight back.
He could tell now that had been nothing but a nightmare, but it meant something that she found out about his name anyway. About his family.
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After the capture mission, Cypher can’t sleep.Bookmarked by damlaaa
02 Jul 2022
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Alone at the edge of a Universe humming a tune by ShimadaGenji
Fandoms: VALORANT (Video Game)
28 Aug 2022
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Cypher is hired to look into a secret project that was completely wiped from existence in only three years. To be able to have more ammunition against Kingdom is more than enough motivation to keep him interested in it, but the one hiring him is none other than fellow agent Omen. After some time there's no denying that there's a lot of bad blood between the mysterious man and whatever this secret project Kingdom had was.
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AKA My take on Omen's past and present with a pinch of my take on Cypher himself with some pain and shipping mixed in between.Series
- Part 1 of Dream Sweet
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02 Jul 2022
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“I was thinking… it’s about time I start to, uh, put some of the theory into motion, you know?”
Harry has Kim’s full attention now, eyes surprised behind his glasses. “You mean like dating?”
“Eh…” Harry runs one broad hand across the back of his neck. “Less than dating, more than talking about it. I was thinking about going to a club I heard of. La Fontaine?”
ENCYCLOPEDIA - La Fontaine is an underground homosexual club that was established back in ‘01, even before the legalization of homosexuality. It is one of the oldest to still exist, only spared by the bombs of the Revolution by sheer luck.
SHIVERS - IT WAS NOT LUCK.
ENCYCLOPEDIA - But La Fontaine is not just an underground homosexual club. It is an underground homosexual club for those with deviant sexual appetites. You have heard that while it appears to be an ordinary club in the front, the back is lined with private rooms, fully equipped with all the carnal delights one could ask for.
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12 Feb 2022
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"I thought you only had one a day?" asked Harry.
"As I said, people change. I thought this evening I could make an exception. Consider it extenuating circumstances."
"To change," Harry said, grabbing the half-empty bottle and raising it into the air in a mock toast before pouring it out into the sea. "Hopefully for the better."
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An exploration of Harry's recovery, Kim's transfer to the 41st, and how their relationship develops once they're out of Martinaise.Bookmarked by damlaaa
10 Feb 2022
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Kim feels for the Satellite Officer. It’s clear what he’s been through, what Harry has subjected him to over the last few years - Kim only knows the half of it, of course, but he’s seen it before, hermit-cops pushing everyone away, their partner last man standing at the bombsite. Still, it feels cruel to punish this person for it, this wiped-clean, remade Harry, looking at Kim now like a bottle-fed animal about to be released into the wild. If Kim does go to the 41st, navigating all this will be an extra layer of complexity. He should think very carefully about it - about whether it’s worth getting mixed up in all of it. The mess.
A slow-burn, Kim-POV story about going to the 41st, against his better judgement.
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09 Feb 2022
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Harry du Bois and Kim Kitsuragi go out for nice, romantic dinner. Unfortunately, things don't go as planned.
(Art by for Chapter 1, Chapter 2, and Chapter 4 by NBirdV)
[Written for the Disco Elysium Big Bang 2020]
[Translated into Russian by synthGypsy!]
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04 Feb 2022
