darkling_i_listen



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    “So, uh, I’m off,” Shane says from the other room. Ilya can hear his steps heading towards the door. Ilya remains in the bed, undressed and unmoved, staring blankly at the wall.

    “Goodbye, Hollander,” is all he can say. Ilya hears the door click shut.

    It didn’t even slam. It closed softly. Almost makes it worse. A few words and a soft click, and Hollander is gone.

    “Fuuuck,” Ilya groans, teeth almost biting into the filter of his cigarette. We didn’t even kiss, Ilya thinks as he lets his head fall back against the headboard.

    Or: Ilya is the one regretting they didn't even kiss.

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    Shane Hollander has a laundry list of problems at any given time, and being a vampire (while keeping it a secret) is pretty consistently at the top of the list.

    His top problem right now, though? How much he really wants to sink his teeth into Ilya Rozanov, in every possible way.

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    11 Feb 2026

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    At the base of Shane Hollander’s throat is a dark red hickey. It’s fresh, no more than a day or two old, stark and striking against his otherwise unblemished skin.

    Ilya feels possessed.

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    Shane shows up to the Montreal vs Boston game in ep4 with a hickey. Ilya takes it about as well as you'd expect.

    (In which they're definitely hatefucking because they definitely hate each other and definitely don't feel anything else towards each other. Don't worry. Nothing to see here. Especially not any tenderness or love. Nope.)

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    11 Feb 2026

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    ‘So. I’m off,’ says Hollander hesitantly.

    Stay. You don’t have to leave. Have a drink with me. Not vodka, something you actually like. We can watch something stupid on the TV. We can suck each other off. You can run your fingers through my hair until I fall asleep on your chest.

    ‘Goodbye, Hollander.’

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    In which Ilya has a bunch of thoughts.

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    11 Feb 2026

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    "Put your dick away and go to bed, Hollander," Rozanov said, his eyes wide open but still unable to make the other boy out. He imagined the look of panic on his face, the way his hands would be fumbling to pull his shorts up.

    "I seriously thought you were asleep. Fuck, I'm sorry, Rozanov."

    Forced to attend a hockey boarding school in Canada by his father, Rozanov was under the impression it would be filled with studying and practising his English.

    Never did he think it would be spent listening to Shane Hollander jerk off.

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    08 Feb 2026