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    “Okay,” she said, “okay, but I mean like, when I imagine my life - like I don’t want a baby right now. If I got pregnant now… chance would be a fine fucking thing but if I got pregnant now, I would be like, hello Planned Parenthood, one abortion please.”
    He laughed a little. “I’m not saying now…” he said.
    “Right, well. I mean, yeah, I want my own spot and I want a book with my face on and I want a fucking star and after I’ve got all that, maybe, yeah,” she thought about Sophia, and the weight of her, the powdery, sugary smell of her, “Yeah, it would be nice. To have a little baby. But I don’t know, man, can you imagine me as a mom?”
    He said nothing for several heartbeats. “Yeah,” he said, “yeah, I can.”
    Sometimes, he just knocked her out.

    Title from Five Years Time by Noah and the Whale.

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    Sydney thinks that if she found out she was pregnant a little earlier she probably wouldn’t have gone through with it. Like, if she found out before her landlord changed the locks on her apartment, or before the bank sent her all those red letters, or before the pasta dried up, she’d probably have just taken herself to Planned Parenthood, popped the pills and charged it to the game. But as it is, the two blue lines appear on the stick during the worst months of her life, the first months of the pandemic when she’s unemployed and shit scared that her dad is going to get coronavirus and die. And when she sees them, she just thinks: well, this might as well happen. She was a disappointment before. What’s one more thing?

    Before she meets Carmy, Sydney has a baby.

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    Sydney’s sojourn running her aunt’s café/flower shop is meant to be a temporary gig but she’s enjoying it more than expected. Especially when the hot tattoo artist from across the way keeps coming in to sketch the flowers.

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    Sydney and Carmy are meant to meet and fall together in that order. Florist/Tattoo Artist AU

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