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Chan reached toward him with a careful, almost hesitant hand, his heart fluttering in a way that still surprised him despite how long they had been together. “Can I…?”
He didn’t finish the sentence, but Felix already understood. Felix always understood him with the kind of ease that made Chan weak.
Felix’s face softened, his lips curving into a tender smile that made Chan’s breath catch. “Count them?” he asked, voice warm.
Chan nodded, feeling suddenly shy. “Only if it’s okay.”
or ;; chan counts felix's freckles.
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14 Dec 2025
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The car accident wasn't where it all started, but it is where it all started falling apart. When Felix's car is hit leaving the Fan Meet in February, it's worse than JYP let on and worse than Felix tells the other members. Relationships with those he was once closest to are already frayed, and he can't add new reasons for them to turn away from him.
Plagued by self doubt and a deep-seated fear of falling behind, Felix struggles to recover from the accident and to cover up what happened to him afterwards - when he was hurt in a way that haunts him every time he manages to fall asleep through the pain in his back. His brothers will never look at him the same if they know. They'll never call him Sunshine again. He'll never close the distance between himself and Hyunjin if they find out how broken he really is.
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05 Aug 2025
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Felix has never kissed anyone, maybe. It was just a passing comment during a show, but Hyunjin never forgot. One quiet night, he leans in with a spark in his eyes and tells Felix he could help, show him how it’s done.
Just a kiss. Just for fun. But when Felix agrees, they decide to take ten steps - ten kisses, each one deeper, bolder than the last.
But innocent practice soon turns into stolen moments, moments of breathless tension and a steamy moment behind closed doors.
Ten steps were supposed to be enough. But some things, like love and need, can’t be contained in numbers.Series
- Part 1 of Ten Steps Into Your Heart
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27 Jun 2025
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His world upends. His back collides with something hard, so forcefully that a gust of air escapes his aching lungs. His vision swims, white bursting behind his eyelids—so bright, he almost thinks he’s met his Solar End.
When he blinks again, though, a pair of cold crimson eyes stare back at him.
If he could still feel fear, he’d cower. Distantly, he remembers what it was like to see those same eyes and be afraid—to have his fragile heart thump wildly in his chest at the sight. But now, he simply snarls at it, teeth snapping in frustration.
“Let me go,” Felix wheezes, reaching for the single hand pushing at his chest. Another hand captures both of his wrists, so effortlessly that Felix feels a flush of rage. “You’ve ruined my hunt.”
His maker doesn’t flinch. “Is that what you think you were doing?” He asks softly, almost patronizing. Felix bares his teeth without thinking—suddenly the hand on his chest slides up to grip his throat. “Don’t you peacock at me, whelp. I made you, I can unmake you just as easily.”
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- Part 1 of Bang Manor, A Vampire AU
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06 Jan 2025
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Felix's life has suddenly been turned upside down since he no longer looks at him, gradually plunging him into the darkness created by his sadness. But a new trip to Paris could shake things up and change the course of events.
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27 Oct 2024
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If I gave you one last chance
Can we go back again?