6 Works by deardemon
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I finally look up—you're in front of me, blocking the pain by deardemon
Fandoms: 大梦归离 | Fangs of Fortune (TV)
01 Aug 2026
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"You've done all this before," Zhao Yuanzhou said softly, looking at Zhuo Yichen over his shoulder.
Zhuo Yichen frowned again. "You said you remembered me?" he said, a little distraught.
"I—" Zhao Yuanzhou blinked sheepishly, "I do, and I don't. It's… it's hard to explain." He shuffled around so they were sitting facing each other. "I seem to remember… feelings. I know you're Zhuo Yichen and I know I love you." He saw Zhuo Yichen face softening a little. "But I don't remember our lives." He swallowed. "I'm sorry."
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Zhao Yuanzhou is back. Most of his memories and demonic powers are not. While he recovers, he and Zhuo Yichen travel around leisurely. With heavy memories returning, there's lots of emotional hurt/comfort, and Zhuo Yichen really has the patience of an angel.
(Can be read as a standalone, only has a few minor references to previous works.)
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- Part 6 of I'm willing - 我愿意
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"Take care of each other," he said hoarsely.
"Come back and take care of us yourself!" Wen Xiao wailed.
Zhuo Yichen just looked at him, squeezing his hand, his tears dripping down onto Zhao Yuanzhou's face.
Then he said quietly, "It's over now. Go, we'll be okay."
And Zhao Yuanzhou knew what he wasn't saying: Wait for me, I'll find you.
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Zhao Yuanzhou dies. For now.
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- Part 5 of I'm willing - 我愿意
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"Take care of each other," he said hoarsely.
"Come back and take care of us yourself!" Wen Xiao wailed.
Zhuo Yichen just looked at him, squeezing his hand, his tears dripping down onto Zhao Yuanzhou's face.
Then he said quietly, "It's over now. You're finally free. Go, we'll be okay."
And Zhao Yuanzhou knew what he wasn't saying: I won't force you back. I'm letting you go.
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Zhao Yuanzhou dies. Permanently. He's never coming back. Ever. This version of the story ends here.
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- Part 4 of I'm willing - 我愿意
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I'm willing to love you, ashes and all by deardemon
Fandoms: 大梦归离 | Fangs of Fortune (TV)
25 Jun 2026
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"Right now, the dream has yet to end. So, why don't we do something to take our mind off of things, hm?" He glanced in the direction of the bed, as if the implication wasn't clear enough already.
Zhuo Yichen turned back to look at him blankly.
Zhao Yuanzhou scratched his cheek and chuckled. "Sorry, that was too sudden, right? I understand if you're not in the mood—"
"Okay," Zhuo Yichen said.
"What?"
"Okay, let's do it. But it's my turn this time." Zhuo Yichen blushed slightly but held Zhao Yuanzhou's gaze firmly.
"Oh?" Zhao Yuanzhou smirked.
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You've successfully saved Bai Jiu, and Ying Lei is perfectly alive, thank you very much. But Wen Xiao is still poisoned and the whole city is about to turn into half-demons. So of course the logical thing to do is ask your boyfriend (?) to top you for the first time. It's so so good, and slightly overwhelming, but said boyfriend is really sweet and caring—including afterwards when you're feeling a little vulnerable. Later, in return, you try to comfort him when you notice his depression is acting up again.
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- Part 3 of I'm willing - 我愿意
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I'm willing to give you my all, but all I have is ashes by deardemon
Fandoms: 大梦归离 | Fangs of Fortune (TV)
16 Jun 2026
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"Give me your hand," he said, then took the offered one in his and held them both in front of his mouth. "Now give me a little demonic power." Zhuo Yichen did, and Zhao Yuanzhou cast a silencing spell.
Zhuo Yichen looked at him sceptically. "You don't even have enough demonic power for that?" he asked, frowning as always.
"Nope. Will you help me undress now~?"
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After re-forging the sword and removing the ever-burning wood, Zhuo Yichen offers to give Zhao Yuanzhou some of his own demonic power. And so they fuck. It's sweet, with a pinch of angst. Afterwards, as a little treat, Zhao Yuanzhou spirals deep into his depressive inner ramblings.
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- Part 2 of I'm willing - 我愿意
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"Zhao Yuanzhou, you could just sleep with him," Wen Xiao said matter-of-factly.
Zhao Yuanzhou almost choked on his jade water. "What?" he sputtered.
"You know, dual cultivate to help regulate his demonic power. Or rather, you taking some of it. It won’t fix anything, but it would give us more time to find a real solution."
Zhao Yuanzhou just stared at her, speechless for once.
"Though... for it to work well, it’ll have to be him taking you, not the other way around, and as a Great Demon I’m just not sure you’d be willing..."
"You’re not sure I would be willing?? You think he would?!"
Wen Xiao rolled her eyes. "Why are men so blind?" she muttered to herself.
She thinks she knows everything, Zhao Yuanzhou thought. And what does me being a Great Demon have to do with who should be taking who? It’s just positions and preferences? Humans are so weird...
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Or How to Train Your Swordsman (into
fuckingyou so good you almost consider not dying).Series
- Part 1 of I'm willing - 我愿意