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Sam storms back out from their room, his backpack on and his duffel hanging off his shoulder and isn’t it kind of tragic that his whole life fits in two bags. He looks suddenly much younger than he is, eyes shining. John is back at his guns, whiskey at his elbow, and Dean can hardly believe how rapidly his life is cracking down the centre.
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Sam wants to take Dean’s face in his hands, reverent. He wants to hold him steady and say here, here are the ways we’re the same; do you get it yet?
(Sam is thirteen, twenty-two, twenty-four, and coming apart at the seams.)
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In the fall of 2001, Deacon gets a letter from his old friend John Winchester, asking if John's son can stay at his house for a while.
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- Part 16 of kink bingo fills
- Part 1 of let's play two
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16 Apr 2021
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There are four promises Sam wanted him to keep.
(Assumes everything about canon in the finale, except Sam is the one to die instead of Dean. Happy ending guaranteed.)
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10 Mar 2021
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It was just plain sense, so Dean didn't understand why something about the way Dad said quietly, "It's time you had your own bed," made him feel guilty and confused. (adult, not explicit)
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03 Mar 2021
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When Dean kisses him again, he tastes like Sam's tears.
"I hate you," Sam whispers into Dean's mouth, still trying to get Dean to fuck him faster. No one should ever love this much. "It's your fault, this is your fault."
Dean gave him this, everything that Sam never wants to lose, and now Dean's just going to tear it all away. He's going to throw himself away, like he's nothing, if Sam can't save him.
(Angsty porn set sometime in Season 3. In lieu of actually talking things out, Sam and Dean have a lot of sex. Sometimes, like now, Sam breaks down.)
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02 Mar 2021
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He almost misses it.
“Seventy-eight days.”
A beat passes. “What?”
That’s the face of twenty-four year old Sam staring at Dean with the eyes of the thirty-six year old Sam he left behind. Dean can’t get a read on him, on the expression there when Sam clarifies, “It was only seventy-eight days. I lived for seventy-eight days without you, and then I ended up here.”
(Sam and Dean settle into their Heaven—and into each other, too.)
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- Part 1 of Heaven verse
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01 Mar 2021