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I would wash your hair at night, if only you would let me by decyinglung
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
03 Feb 2026
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ChuuAku peak
Takes place after Dazai left the mafia! I suck at summaries I’m sorry. I promise the fic itself is not that bad -
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A collection of shitty poems I made to cope with my chronic illness and the grief that it causes
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Akutagawa is allergic, Atsushi really wants to give him flowers. They then bond over their traumatic experiences, explore their relationship, learn about each other and really try to deny their feelings
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Akutagawa is anorexic and Atsushi is really desperate to help him + they’re gay but Akutagawa gaslights himself
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Shut your mouth, cause the angels are listening by decyinglung
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
08 Oct 2024
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Akutagawa almost died from asthma
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“Are you injured?” Chuuya’s eyes immediately narrow to where one of Akutagawa’s arms are wrapped around his middle.
He lets the arm fall, biting the inside of his cheek as pain flashes through his side. “No,” he lies.
Still, Chuuya catches on immediately, sighing something more resigned than disappointed. He moves forward, offering a hand to Akutagawa.
“Come on,” he says, “I’ll help.”
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02 Feb 2026
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So if you need to be mean, be mean to Me by isawagoddie
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
12 Feb 2024
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"I'm here because I need a tool to fight with, Akutagawa-kun. Why else do you think I sharpen you as a blade, and wield you as a weapon?"
Akutagawa feels foolish to be hurt by the words. It feels stupid to be sad when he knew what was coming, when he knows what is going to come every single one of those times. Akutagawa knows two things - Dazai is not a nice man, and that his attention is all that matters. He understands that the only time his attention is directed towards Akutagawa is when he is feeling mean, and he understands that Dazai needs to wear his cruelty like a glove to maintain any semblance of his humanity. For that, if he needs to be a good dog and lie down and take it, he doesn't possess the agency to object.
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Dazai watches Akutagawa fall apart out of exhaustion, and attempts to lend a hand in stitching him back together. But they are both more wounds than flesh, and Akutagawa has never felt more lonelier than in Dazai's company.
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- Part 2 of You are an angel, I am a Dog
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12 Oct 2025
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He remembered that he had not blinked since he heard those three words:
Non-Hodgkin's Lymphoma.
He knew what it meant, though probably not as deeply as the doctor in front of him, but during those feverish nights spent sleeplessly searching the internet, he had looked up his symptoms before.
He didn't remember telling anyone this, not even himself.
And almost like a joke where you think that if you search for a slight headache, Google will say it's cancer, this time it was true.Atsushi had cancer.
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11 Oct 2025
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Familiar Taste Of Poison by FriendlyNeighbourhoodMetalhead
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
11 Oct 2025
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Akutagawa would have never imagined a reality where what was happening right now was a possibility. Sure, he had chased it, he killed and bled for it. He died for it.
But he never really thought it would really happen. His blind faith was just a coping mechanism, he bitterly realized.
Now, Dazai was sitting across the table.
Akutagawa finally gets what he wanted.
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11 Oct 2025
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why does a common fire hold so much power? by strawberry_faerie
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
11 Oct 2025
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Alternate prompt - Soulless
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Arahabaki's a bitch; Chuuya calls Dazai
(title from between two worlds by mili)
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- Part 11 of Strawberry_faerie's 2025 Whumptober!
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11 Oct 2025