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Months ago, chaos descended upon Los Angeles, and the world soon followed. Everything changed — suddenly, completely, irrevocably. However, all in all, Evan Buckley thinks he's got it figured out pretty good.
That is, until a chance encounter flips his life upside down. Again.
Surviving an apocalypse wasn't easy.
Surviving an apocalypse, having suddenly acquired a child, was even harder.
When that child had some special needs, and you were just a— nobody, really— a guy with maybe one serious relationship under his belt, a probationary firefighter already suffering from a work-related injury, a hothead who had never given much thought to his future— the task became seemingly impossible.
Evan Buckley could tell you all about it. But he would also tell you this—he doesn't wish for any other path. Because, even though it may seem to many that he was the one saving the child, giving him a chance of surviving, Evan knew the truth.
It was Christopher Diaz who saved him.
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- Part 1 of who we are
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“Buck,” he releases—a sigh, a beginning (and a conclusion, really).
“Yeah?”
“It’s—I need to say something, okay? I—I’ve thought about it, and I’ve decided it’s better to—to share it.”
“Okay,” Buck says slowly, and then a look passes through his face. “Is—is it about me living here? If anything has changed, Eddie, you know I can—”
“No, it’s not that,” Eddie cuts in. “It’s… well…”
“Eddie, man, just spit it out. You’re stressing me out.” Buck pats his knees again, straightens himself—almost gets up from the couch, actually—and tries for a big smile, a laugh. A joke, an attempt to somehow relieve the pressure.
“Okay.” Here it goes. “Okay,” he repeats, and takes one more breath—a breath dividing the world into before and after. “The thing is—since I've come back, I couldn't help but notice some feelings.”
“Fe-feelings?” the other man stammers. The smile is frozen on his face.
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Buck, courtesy of some queer kids that adopted him, learns what a queerplatonic family is and immediately applies it to the unit of him, Eddie and Christopher. Eddie has feelings about it (the gay kind of feelings, but you have to let him figure it out on his own).
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a series following buck and eddie's story in post-apocalyptic LA, so: chance encounters, fighting for their lives, and unexplained butterflies in the stomach, all mixed together
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In 2022, Hen and Karen made a bet. By 2024, that bet had gotten somewhat out of control. Now it’s 2025, Bobby is dead, Buck is apartment hunting, and Eddie finds a list of names and dates in Hen’s locker.
Oh, and there's a backup on the 10. Again.
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Or: betting on when your friends will realize they're in love is a lot less funny when one of them already knows.
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- Part 2 of Amiril Fic (Not Cover Art)
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07 Dec 2025
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There's a part of Eddie that's tempted to do something insane, something that'll absolutely fuck up this Eddie's day, if he's a real person with a real life that Eddie is just borrowing for the time being, and not an elaborate figment of his own subconscious. Something like hopping on a plane to Los Angeles, tracking down whatever version of Buck lives there now, seeing what happens.
He wants to know if Buck would smile at him again, without the weight of history between them. If maybe, in a different world, he'd want Eddie.
Or: in the aftermath of a deadly car accident, Eddie finds himself able to visit other lives he could have lived: other worlds, other possibilities, and maybe - just maybe - a chance to get things right.
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27 Nov 2025
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“You were drunk. I know it didn’t mean anything. Everything’s alright.”
Buck visibly winces. “That’s not — Eddie.”
There’s a suspended moment where Buck looks torn, standing on the edge of something, eyes fixed on the horizon to avoid looking at the drop, the precipitous canyon below. But then Buck, who can’t lie, who would tear his own chest open to a complete stranger on the street because the truth of him spills so loudly out of every jagged edge, sighs out:
“It meant something.”
There’s a ringing sound somewhere in the distance, getting closer. “What are you…” Eddie trails off.
“I wasn’t — well, I was drunk. But that wasn’t what. Wasn’t why. Not entirely, or — god.” Buck shudders in a breath, steeling himself. “I have feelings for you.” He closes his eyes. “I’m so sorry.”
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Buck confesses his feelings. Eddie’s straight. If he spends all his time thinking about Buck and looking at Buck and wanting to be around Buck, well, that’s just being a good friend, isn’t it? He’s being so normal about this, actually.
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21 Nov 2025
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“Did you hear about the wolf attack on the full moon two years ago? That hiker found with his arm ripped to pieces,” Chimney says, an obvious ploy to cheer Buck up. It says a lot about Buck or a lot about Chimney that violent tragedy is meant to cheer Buck up. “Has anybody checked that guy to make sure he doesn’t go awoooo during his special time of the month?”
Eddie can already tell it’s not going to work, so he reaches across the gap between their seats to clasp a hand to Buck’s shoulder, his thumb close but not quite touching the vulnerable skin of his neck. If he presses hard enough, he can almost make himself feel the phantom ropes of raised skin from when Buck was left with a jagged lightning scar across his shoulder, matching yet way cooler than Eddie’s sad excuse for bullet dug and fang mauled shoulder scars. It has the desired effect, and he relaxes under the weight of Eddie’s hand.
“There are no wolves in Southern California,” Buck states, another bit of trivia. He just doesn’t know it’s a lie.
[Or Eddie has enough on his plate this summer – a newly empty nest, a terrible new captain, and a new mustache – without adding a new werewolf to the mix.]
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17 Jul 2025
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"You look exactly the same," Eddie says with tears in his eyes. "How is that even possible?"
"I don't know," Buck says, his thumb swiping across Eddie's knuckles. "I don't understand it."
He may be the same, but looking at Eddie, Buck can see the years on him. His hair is a bit different, the creases by the corners of his eyes just a bit deeper. There's a new scar on his right hand that Buck hasn't seen before.He'd know these hands blind, but it takes him a moment to notice it still. His fingers brush over it once, and then again before he actually looks down and sees the thin golden band wrapped around Eddie's ring finger. Then he just—stares at it, stupidly, for a second. Before Eddie pulls his hands back, and leaves Buck's hanging empty in the space between them.
"You're married," he says.