11 Bookmarks by delirios

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    When you are twenty years old and recording your very first album, there are things you learn to live with, things you have to carry.

    Soobin had taught himself to bear that weight, but even the sturdiest ship has its cracks. A wave high enough will still crash onto the decks, seep through the splinters and overcome.

    Or: Changmin is kind and handsome, and Soobin is pretty sure he doesn't know what he's doing.

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    08 Aug 2022

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    Jeonghan doesn’t avoid Seungcheol after the breakup. He has this theory — exposure therapy, or something like that. A way to blunt the blade. It makes it easier.

    Seungcheol does avoid him, though.

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    15 Jul 2022

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    “Once upon a time,” Soonyoung says, voice syrupy. “There was a boy who lived on the east side of Seoul National and a boy who lived on the west side…”

    Minghao’s head whips towards him. “Seriously?”

    “Shhh.” Soonyoung flaps a hand at his face. “There were two boys. One was like a hurricane and one was like a wildfire. No, one was like a spider and one was like a bird. Wait, shit, no. I want to be a tiger. Scratch all that, we’re starting over.”

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    02 Jun 2022

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    Somehow it worked stupidly well. Seungkwan made phone calls for Vernon, who diligently woke him up before his classes when he forgot to set his alarm. He made excuses for Vernon to leave a conversation during the dance club, and Vernon covered for him when he realized Seungkwan had no idea of what they were talking about anymore.

    And it suited them, so it was fine.

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    Vernon is autistic, Seungkwan has ADHD, it goes as well as you may expect.
    This story has disabled queers! Dance clubs for the elderly! Adulting issues! Power duos! Jeongcheol being MVPs! And more!!!!

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    18 May 2022

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    “I’m so sorry,” Joshua says, rolling himself up into a sitting position. His limbs still feel heavy and slow, following his brain’s directions half a second behind the beat. The muscles in his shoulders feel stretched out, unknotted. Languid. It’s the unfamiliar feeling of having slept for as long as your body needs to sleep. “I didn’t mean to do that.”

    Joshua cannot sleep, unless he's in Minghao's bed. It's kind of ruining his life.

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    08 May 2022

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    “Okay, so who is Mingyu?” Seungcheol asks, hitting a curve in the road a little too fast. “Your girlfriend?”

    Jeonghan laughs, light and airy. “No, no. She’s in my sister’s grade.”

    “That’s it? We’re driving to Jeju for your sister’s classmate?”

    Jeonghan sighs. “She… we were friends last year.”

    Seungcheol’s frown deepens, until he can feel his eyelashes almost brush his brow bone. “We’re driving to Jeju for someone you’re not friends with?”

    He can’t see Jeonghan, but he imagines how he looks, arms crossed and eyes in his lap. “You don’t have people you care about even when you hate them?” Jeonghan says quietly.

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    07 Apr 2022

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    changed my life

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    If Seungkwan survived the Games, he can survive anything. But he won't survive Hansol.

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    01 Mar 2022

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    Innocently enough, his dad asks, “Are you sick?”

    “No,” Vernon says. He can’t make eye contact when he says it, because he’s realizing how actually stupid he is. This is the second time he’s had milk in a week, and for what? His vibes? The best vibe of all is not having diarrhea.

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    20 Feb 2022

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    It is incredible how just a few words can change your entire worldview.

    “Because you’re the main character.” 

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    18 Apr 2021

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    Jisung walks over to Mark with a twisted smile on his lips. He cradles Mark's hand to force the green velvet box closed, just so the shine of the ring stops threatening to blind him. He wraps stiff arms around Mark's body, presses guilt-dirty hands to his back, and whispers an uglily forced, "Yeah, sure. Congrats, hyung," into his brother's sweaty hair.

    Mark laughs his high-pitched giggle into the crook of Jisung's neck, back straightened up to throw his arms around his shoulders, feet bending at the tips because it is now Jisung the one who's always a bit too out of reach. Jisung would swallow mud a million times to get him laughing like this.

    (or: what happens when your brother proposes to his childhood best friend, who also happens to be your all-time crush)

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    11 Apr 2021

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    Donghyuck’s brother has a crush. That’s fine, he’s young after all and it was just a matter of time until he found someone he liked. It’s chill if Donghyuck’s brother has a crush, if he’s into someone, it’s okay. But did it have to be Mark Lee?

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    02 Mar 2021

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