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  1. Public Bookmark 13

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    “I’m well aware, Jaebeom,” Jinyoung answered, smug, “and I’m enjoying being on the boat.”

    “It’s a yacht, Jinyoungie,” he corrected automatically. “Come enjoy the water then,” Jaebeom snapped and Jinyoung simply laughed.

    When he’d sobered enough to see Jaebeom’s disgruntled posture still bobbing on his jet ski, he threw his head back and ran his hand through his hair, knowing very well exactly what he was doing to Jaebeom by so nonchalantly defying him. “Why don’t you come and enjoy your boat? And if you’re lucky,” he added, lowering his tone, “you might even get to enjoy me.”

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    08 Nov 2025

  2. Public Bookmark 14

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    The air always bleak, dusty, smoke filled even if nicotine isn't around, always an ash tray filled with knots that settle in his chest. Head turns soaked in tastes of lips that he would never be able to match to a face, shadows of hands that ghost his chest, imprinting, torn out, torn out always. Sucked back by the waves crashing over his fingertips, he looks down at his chest, letting out a breath he didn't know existed.

    "Jaebum-ah, it's pretty isn't it?"

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    01 Nov 2025

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    Everything loses focus in the months that follow the bombing. His life becomes a blur of camera flashes and self-censorship, of increasing loneliness and dimming hope. He begins to think Yohan was right about him. Maybe his methods are too gentle. Maybe his expectations were too great.

    Gaon is struggling. Yohan takes him home.

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    21 May 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 82

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    Yohan comes home but Gaon is seeing someone else.

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    16 Oct 2024

  5. Public Bookmark 43

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    “Are you going on a date ?”

    The words are strangled, but Gaon can’t even bother to mind. He’s too blindsided to care how he looks or sounds right now, especially when Yohan’s lack of answer -and lack of expression- confirms his worst fears.

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    02 Jul 2024