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Ilya Rozanov doesn’t post. Except, apparently, when he’s in bed, in love and his husband is on top of him with Anya beside them
The internet and his teammates have questions that Ilya doesn't want to answer.
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Ilya post a picture on Instagram of Shane sleeping on top of him and became trending topic on twitter.Bookmarked by desMarie
16 Apr 2026
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we want to be free, we want to be by justhockey
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
16 Apr 2026
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“You are my friend, Hayden, but he is the man I am going to spend to rest of my life with - he is the man that I love. I will choose him over you, every fucking time.”
Over anything and everything, Shane would choose Ilya. Even over hockey, if it came to that. There’s no doubt in his mind, no question about it.
Losing hockey would hurt, and Shane would grieve it, but it wouldn’t kill him. It would be an ache he could live with. Losing Ilya is not something that Shane could ever survive. They’re so tangled together - so intertwined - that to lose Ilya would be to lose himself.
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15 Apr 2026
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it isn’t hard to see with eyes closed, the love we made by justhockey
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
08 Feb 2026
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It’s perhaps the sweetest Svetlana has ever known Ilyusha to be. She has always been granted access to the more affectionate side of Ilyusha, the one that he rarely shows to anyone else, but it was never anything compared to this. This tenderness, this adoration, that he gives so freely to Shane. It’s like her best friend is a completely different person right now, and she starts to wonder if maybe she was wrong earlier.
Maybe, instead of being too boring for Ilyusha, perhaps Shane Hollander is giving him the space to become something soft. Something without walls, or masks, or armour.
(Or, 5 times people doubt their love for each other, and 1 time they are certain of it.)
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14 Apr 2026
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Shane wears Ilya’s jersey....and Ilya? Ilya short-circuits so hard he nearly forgets how to stand.
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14 Apr 2026
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your love moves me forward by justhockey
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
28 Jan 2026
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“It’s not new,” Shane admits.
“The gay part or the relationship part?”
“Both?”
Hayden’s jaw slowly drops until he’s wearing such a goofy expression that Shane can’t help but laugh again.
(Or, Shane gets to come out on his own terms for once.)
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14 Apr 2026