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Ilya Rozanov found out about Rose Landry on a Tuesday in November just after he'd started to let himself believe that whatever it was that he had with Hollander might be real. Desperate and grieving, Ilya plans a wedding.
Shane Hollander found out about Svetlana Vetrova on a Tuesday in February when he received the invitation.
Two years later, Shane Hollander misses his flight and the bitter silence between him and Ilya Rozanov crumbles. Shane, coming off a string of failed relationships, can't help but reminisce on what could have been and resent Ilya for ruining their chances. Ilya, after a ruinous two seasons that stripped him of Captain's title, struggles to keep up with the burden of digging himself out of the hole he dug when Shane Hollander traded him in.
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Seventeen years after pleading guilty, Spencer Reid has spent more of his adult life incarcerated than he ever did outside. He'd like to think he doesn't blame the people he once knew, then, for falling from his life like leaves from trees as the years wore on. He might have even been able to convince himself of that if he'd never seen any of them again. Now, nearing a parole hearing that might grant him reprieve, he is confronted with the loss of a mentor that shatters the silence between the himself and the BAU.
Title adapted from the 1917 Emma Goldman essay Prisons: A Social Crime and Failure, "Every society has the criminals it deserves."
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After a fall that threatens his career, Frank is left with far too much spare time to contemplate with. Caught between the domestic life he'd settled into in the past two years and the tour he departs for in a few short months, he's forced to confront a nerve-wracking truth about himself and its implications for his life.
Simultaneously, he must come to terms with his identity and juggle touring and yearning for his bandmate, freshly divorced and still reeling from it. Gerard isn't the only one he wants, but that doesn't mean he wants him any less.
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Stress builds to a breaking point in Frank after work, but his loving boyfriend knows just the thing to make him feel better.
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“What’s going on?”
“An apology. It’s all true.”
It isn’t; true that is. He’s lying, and somehow this little lie causes a chasm to rip open in his chest. It doesn’t make much sense; it being the pain this little lie is causing him. He’s about to die, but his mind has latched itself onto the small lies he keeps spewing to John. He thinks for a moment that he’s displacing his anxieties. Being worried about the small lies is much easier than thinking about the big one.
(trigger warnings will be listed before each chapter. please read the tags. updates every week on Tuesday or Wednesday)
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28 Mar 2021
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Frank may or may not be in love with his best friend. Said friend may or may not be aroace.
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02 Nov 2020