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• Clean my path, please by destroyingmyself

  Fandoms: Clinical Trial (Visual Novel)  

  • Mature
  • Underage Sex
  • F/F
  • Work in Progress

  30 Jun 2026

  Tags

  • Underage Sex
  • Angel Martinez/Lee Smith (Clinical Trial)
  • Angel Martinez & Lee Smith (Clinical Trial)
  • A - Relationship
  • Angel Martinez (Clinical Trial)
  • Lee Smith (Clinical Trial)
  • Dead Dove: Do Not Eat
  • Self-Harm
  • This Is STUPID
  • Nonbinary Angel Martinez (Clinical Trial)
  • Suicide Attempt
  • Useless Lesbians
  • Lesbophobia
  • Alternate Universe - High School
  • Crying During Sex
  • I Don't Even Know
  • Broken Promises
  • Doomed Relationship
  • Stalking
  • Internalized Homophobia
  • Transphobia
  • Internalized Victim Blaming
  • Messy
  • English Is Not the Author's First Language
  • Author Is Not Religious
  • My First AO3 Post
  • Genderbent Lee Smith (Clinical Trial)
  • Angel Martinez Perspective (Clinical Trial)
  • They/Them Pronouns for Angel Martinez (Clinical Trial)

  Summary

  Angel Martinez is an alone teenager who is bullied by her classmates and has recurring suicidal thoughts;
  Lynn Smith is an altar server and leader of a teen cult in a Catholic church, who has no understanding of society outside of Catholicism.

  They meet when Angel's mother discovers that "her daughter" is non-binary, forcing her to attend church almost daily and participate in the teen cult led by Lynn Smith. Both develop strange feelings for each other.

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  5,067

  Chapters:

  3/?

  Comments:

  9

  Kudos:

  17

  Hits:

  341

• Ragdoll by destroyingmyself

  Fandoms: Clinical Trial (Visual Novel)  

  • Explicit
  • Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Major Character Death, Rape/Non-Con, Underage Sex
  • F/M
  • Work in Progress

  27 Apr 2026

  Tags

  • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
  • Major Character Death
  • Rape/Non-Con
  • Underage Sex
  • Angel Martinez/Lee Smith (Clinical Trial)
  • Angel Martinez (Clinical Trial)
  • Lee Smith (Clinical Trial)
  • Genderbent Lee Smith (Clinical Trial)
  • Autistic Lee Smith (Clinical Trial)
  • Transmasc Angel Martinez (Clinical Trial)
  • Self-Harm
  • Pedophilia
  • Transphobia
  • Rape
  • Suicide Attempt
  • Guns
  • Murder
  • Zoophilia
  • Child Abandonment
  • Implied/Referenced Child Abuse
  • Alternate Universe - Farm/Ranch
  • Face-Fucking
  • Religious Conflict
  • Gun Kink
  • Grooming
  • Underage Drinking
  • Underage Drug Use
  • Aged-Up Character(s)
  • Aged-Down Character(s)
  • Size Difference
  • Psychological Torture
  • Torture
  • Manipulation
  • Foster Care
  • What Was I Thinking?
  • Bunny Soup
  • Rabbit Soup
  • Masturbation

  Summary

  Angel Martinez runs away from home after a fight with his family and meets Lee Ann on the road, going to live with her on the ranch. The deal was clear: He takes care of the animals and obeys the orders of the lady of the house, and she provides him with room and food... But things got out of hand.

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  1,603

  Chapters:

  1/?

  Comments:

  11

  Kudos:

  11

  Bookmarks:

  2

  Hits:

  516

• Lee Ann gets a A+ again by destroyingmyself

  Fandoms: Clinical Trial (Visual Novel)  

  • Explicit
  • Rape/Non-Con, Underage Sex
  • No category
  • Complete Work

  15 Apr 2026

  Tags

  • Rape/Non-Con
  • Underage Sex
  • Angel Martinez & Lee Smith (Clinical Trial)
  • Angel Martinez (Clinical Trial)
  • Lee Smith (Clinical Trial)
  • Vaginal Sex
  • lee smith is a girl
  • Vaginal Fingering
  • Teacher-Student Relationship
  • Naughty
  • Angel is a perv
  • Smut
  • dead dove
  • Pedophilia

  Summary

  Lee Ann needs grades. Angel needs her body.

  Idk feeling dirty today.

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  776

  Chapters:

  1/1

  Kudos:

  5

  Hits:

  433