deukaestan



Recent bookmarks

  1. Public Bookmark 33

    Tags
    Summary

    "It's happening to you, too, right?" Phil asks, his voice shaking. "Those visions whenever we run into each other? And the dreams? Please tell me I'm not going crazy."

    Dan huffs. "Not any more than I am."

    or

    Dan's been having strange dreams since he was seventeen, waking up missing a person whose face he can't remember. Now in his thirties, he bumps into a guy at the pub and suddenly has a flashback to a first meeting that never happened

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    22,332
    Chapters:
    4/4
    Comments:
    126
    Kudos:
    224
    Bookmarks:
    33
    Hits:
    2,245

    22 Sep 2026

    Bookmarker's Tags:
  2. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Minho stares at him like he’s been enchanted, eyes wide and enamoured. He doesn’t expect Jisung to catch his gaze, but it seems he knows exactly where to look to find him.

    Jisung sends him one of those bright, heart-shaped smiles that make Minho’s blood feel like lava and then bashfully ducks his head, focusing on his guitar.

    Jeongin nudges his side with his elbow, so Minho can’t be imagining it.

    “You might wanna close your mouth,” Seungmin says. “He hasn’t even started singing yet.”

    (It takes at least twenty borrowed books, five hundred coffees, and three open-mic performances for Minho and Jisung to get their shit together.)

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    17,760
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    53
    Kudos:
    775
    Bookmarks:
    152
    Hits:
    9,298

    03 Aug 2026

    Bookmarker's Tags:
  3. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Sometimes life came at you with a clenched fist and Ilya had never figured out how to duck.

    So here he was, twenty-eight years old, single, dealing with the fallout from injuries given to him by the game he loved, and the second youngest assistant coach in the league to one of the worst teams. Stability was hard to come by, but he was managing.

    Then along came Shane Hollander to knock him on his ass, one more time.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    102,971
    Chapters:
    10/10
    Comments:
    8,465
    Kudos:
    31,223
    Bookmarks:
    13,311
    Hits:
    922,783

    29 May 2026

    Bookmarker's Tags:
  4. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    “Kiari and I broke up,” Yunho says. He stumbles over the words as if he’s trying to get them out of him as fast as he can. “It’s been three months to the day, today, actually.”

    Mingi doesn’t really know what to say. “Shit.”

    “I haven’t told anyone, obviously,” Yunho goes on, “not even my parents.”

    There’s a weight to Yunho that cuts through the stifle of the phone call.

    Mingi feels like he’s not drawing in enough air. “Yun, I—"

    “Are you at the lake-house, Mingi-yah?”

    or,

    mingi runs away from expectations. yunho anchors himself to them. here, they both try something new.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    40,145
    Chapters:
    5/5
    Comments:
    87
    Kudos:
    521
    Bookmarks:
    151
    Hits:
    9,669

    21 Apr 2026

    Bookmarker's Tags:
  5. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    His mother stared at him, wide eyed and more than a little panicked. "Shane, honey, what do you remember?"

    He searched his mind for a memory of this game, of the injury - but nothing came to him. The pain worsened, and he groaned, clutching his head. Fuck, that hurt.

    "Shane, is okay. Don't hurt yourself more, please." Rozanov said. He moved his hand towards Shane's, trying to grasp hold of it.

    Shane swatted him away violently, aghast. What the fuck was he playing at?

    "Get the fuck off of me, Rozanov."

    Both Rozanov and his mother gaped at him.

    "Shane-" Rozanov tried again, but Shane wasn't having it.

    He was beginning to panic. It was too much; the too-bright blue lights, his mother's panic, the constant beeping of the monitor, the big gaping whole in his memory, the godawful scratchy feeling of the cheap fabric of the hospital gown - it was all making him lose his fucking mind because it was making him itch and too hot and - and worst of all, Ilya fucking Rozanov was trying to hold his hand and call him sweetheart in front of his mom.

    (post-book one, shane gets injured & forgets ilya)

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    15,785
    Chapters:
    4/4
    Collections:
    1
    Comments:
    501
    Kudos:
    5,119
    Bookmarks:
    792
    Hits:
    48,084

    26 Jan 2026

    Bookmarker's Tags: