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in every universe (inevitably) by manushroom
Fandoms: Phandom/The Fantastic Foursome (Video Blogging RPF)
21 Sep 2026
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"It's happening to you, too, right?" Phil asks, his voice shaking. "Those visions whenever we run into each other? And the dreams? Please tell me I'm not going crazy."
Dan huffs. "Not any more than I am."
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Dan's been having strange dreams since he was seventeen, waking up missing a person whose face he can't remember. Now in his thirties, he bumps into a guy at the pub and suddenly has a flashback to a first meeting that never happened
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Minho stares at him like he’s been enchanted, eyes wide and enamoured. He doesn’t expect Jisung to catch his gaze, but it seems he knows exactly where to look to find him.
Jisung sends him one of those bright, heart-shaped smiles that make Minho’s blood feel like lava and then bashfully ducks his head, focusing on his guitar.
Jeongin nudges his side with his elbow, so Minho can’t be imagining it.
“You might wanna close your mouth,” Seungmin says. “He hasn’t even started singing yet.”
(It takes at least twenty borrowed books, five hundred coffees, and three open-mic performances for Minho and Jisung to get their shit together.)
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Change Your Win Conditions by Vee (Vera_DragonMuse)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
05 Feb 2026
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Sometimes life came at you with a clenched fist and Ilya had never figured out how to duck.
So here he was, twenty-eight years old, single, dealing with the fallout from injuries given to him by the game he loved, and the second youngest assistant coach in the league to one of the worst teams. Stability was hard to come by, but he was managing.
Then along came Shane Hollander to knock him on his ass, one more time.
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- Part 1 of win conditions
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“Kiari and I broke up,” Yunho says. He stumbles over the words as if he’s trying to get them out of him as fast as he can. “It’s been three months to the day, today, actually.”
Mingi doesn’t really know what to say. “Shit.”
“I haven’t told anyone, obviously,” Yunho goes on, “not even my parents.”
There’s a weight to Yunho that cuts through the stifle of the phone call.
Mingi feels like he’s not drawing in enough air. “Yun, I—"
“Are you at the lake-house, Mingi-yah?”
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mingi runs away from expectations. yunho anchors himself to them. here, they both try something new.
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His mother stared at him, wide eyed and more than a little panicked. "Shane, honey, what do you remember?"
He searched his mind for a memory of this game, of the injury - but nothing came to him. The pain worsened, and he groaned, clutching his head. Fuck, that hurt.
"Shane, is okay. Don't hurt yourself more, please." Rozanov said. He moved his hand towards Shane's, trying to grasp hold of it.
Shane swatted him away violently, aghast. What the fuck was he playing at?
"Get the fuck off of me, Rozanov."
Both Rozanov and his mother gaped at him.
"Shane-" Rozanov tried again, but Shane wasn't having it.
He was beginning to panic. It was too much; the too-bright blue lights, his mother's panic, the constant beeping of the monitor, the big gaping whole in his memory, the godawful scratchy feeling of the cheap fabric of the hospital gown - it was all making him lose his fucking mind because it was making him itch and too hot and - and worst of all, Ilya fucking Rozanov was trying to hold his hand and call him sweetheart in front of his mom.
(post-book one, shane gets injured & forgets ilya)
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- Part 1 of from the inside
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Assholes Anonymous - The Trilya Friendship Files by SugMak
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
19 Jan 2026
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Troy took a deep breath. “Just wait a sec.” Roz shifted on his feet but stayed where he was. “You really did something for me tonight and I don’t want it to end with you running away, back into the closet.”
Follows (and adds on to) events from both Role Model and the Long Game if Ilya confirmed Troy's suspicions after they went to the Kingfisher. How might having someone to confide in helped both of them? (The story remains largely the same. I'm just exploring the community angle of it all)
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Shane Hollander's Unofficial Fan Club by rachelrae
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
18 Jan 2026
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Harris had an unofficial poll on a whiteboard in the media team’s office: Team Hollander vs Team Rozanov; something that apparently was never allowed to be revealed to the general public according to Harris’s strong warning the first time Wyatt had seen it. He had promptly and dramatically signed his name under Team Hollander, though he had to write small in the little space left. He had obviously landed up at the best team possible - at least when it came to being a fan of Shane Hollander.
Then Ilya Rozanov was traded to Ottawa.
Suddenly, Shane Hollander went from a Hockey God, whose presence Wyatt was graced with a few times a year, to the most talked about figure in the Centaurs locker room.
Ilya Rozanov was not Shane Hollander, but he might as well be the second best thing. Who else knew Shane Hollander better than his rival? Here was a live, captive source of information. A practical Shane Hollander encyclopaedia.
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The Ottawa Centaurs accidentally end up being the Shane Hollander Unofficial Fan Club. And now, with Ilya on the team, Shane Hollander is always there! Wow!Series
- Part 4 of HR Alternate Relationship Reveals
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The leaked Rozanov chat by WeirdV
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
15 Jun 2026
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Ilya kept the messages, he archived them and saved them to his drive - the old ones. And then he gets hacked and his messages with Jane - from the very beginning until that summer at the cottage - are suddenly out there for everyone to see.
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the heart is hard to translate by catknives
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
07 Jan 2026
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Shane is twelve when he realizes he can understand Russian.
Or, in a world where you can understand whatever language(s) your soulmate speaks, it takes Shane and Ilya an embarrassing amount of time to realize they’re soulmates.
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- Part 1 of all this and heaven too
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Troy never wants to think about his ex-boyfriend ever again, but when Adrian gets cast in a new movie about a gay hockey player, and he mentions having dated an NHL All Star in the past, Troy feels like a thousand eyes are suddenly going to be on him, that Adrian has found a way to ruin his life all over again.
But this time, he has the Ottawa Centaurs - and Ilya Rozanov - on his side.
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When Shane lets himself think about what it might be like at All Stars, there's a blurry gap where he's standing. Ilya will be wearing something stylish and sexy — probably a shiny shirt that makes Shane want to grab him and never let go. There's nothing Shane owns that fits in that category.
But Reebok and Rolex have both had him work with stylists for appearances in the past. He pulls up the photos of those events, and flips through the photos. He sends them to Rose.
Which of these is better?
She replies to the Rolex photo with six exclamation marks.
Shane Hollander's five rules of how to not look gay (and how he breaks them for Ilya Rozanov) + one time he doesn't have to.
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the fanmail incident(s) by luminoreves
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
25 Dec 2025
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Hayden Pike is notoriously terrible at noticing the many details his FanMail videos contain. It's a good thing that fans know how to keep silent.
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After the outing, we find out that a bunch of fans had already received fanmail from Hayden that featured mildly incriminating Hollanov lore but kept it to themselves.
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Scott: I’ve been getting asked if it’s me. I considered denying but if we all deny and one person doesn’t, that sort of gives their identity away and I’m not sure they want that.
Ilya: Everyone thinks is me. My agent asked if I want to comment too
Scott: Wait, it's not you?
Ilya: Maybe 🤔 Or maybe not 🤪
Eric: What?Or: When Adrian Dela Cruz reveals he dated an NHL player, chaos and damage control ensue. A story told through texts, tweets, and one pretentious Variety article.
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- Part 1 of the secret society of stick handlers
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"You won't if you want to fuck me tonight." Hollander had said in Russian.
Dmitry glanced up, pausing from where he was unlacing his skates. What the fuck could in the conversation possibly have possibly led to this?
He glanced at Rozanov, who'd been smirking and teasing Wyatt only a second earlier. Now, his mouth was firmly shut. All the rest of the team stared at Rozanov.
Wyatt laughed. "Oh my God, Roz I don't even know what he said but you are so damn whipped!"
"One word from the husband and he shuts up!" Bood crowed.
Chouinard jumped in. "Yeah, what the hell did you say to shut him up that quickly, Hollzy?"
(4 times shane was less boring than people thought. including hickeys, never have i ever, being in the room next door to them at a hotel, and a russian rookie)
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- Part 2 of from the outside
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"He's a fucking liar-" J.J shouted.
The anger in his voice finally did it for Shane. The emotions bubbled over.
"I get it okay! Yes, I lied! Fuck. But it wasn't just my secret to keep. Don't you get that?"
A few of the guys scoffed. Drapeau crossed his arms, as if to say 'so what?'.
"Oh, fuck this! It wasn't only my secret! It was his too. What was I supposed to do, tell you anyway?"
"No. It's clear you'd choose him over us." J.J said, his lips pressed into a thin line.
Shane scoffed incredulously. "Of course I would! Wouldn't you all choose your wives over the team? Your families? Fuck."
No one said anything. Glancing around the room, they all seemed in shock. Maybe it was that he'd openly admitted to choosing Ilya over the team. Or maybe it was that he'd referred to Ilya as his family.
(post-hayden/video-gate the montreal voyagers reacted badly. shane gives them a little more of his mind this time)
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i've been the archer (i've been the prey) by londonfoglatte (nimbus2003)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
19 Dec 2025
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five times their friends realize shane might be the scary one, after all -- and one time ilya reminds the world he's only soft for shane.
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their friends – and hayden fucking pike, who, for some reason, remains shane’s best friend – are slowly realizing they can be more complex than Hollander and Rozanov. they can be Shane and Ilya, too.
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- Part 1 of hollanov 5+1
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I just don't wanna miss you tonight by theirmohawk
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
18 Dec 2025
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“I... have a surprise for you.” Shane says. He can't wait for Ilya to see it.
“Surprise? What surprise? You have an Olympic game to attend, no time for surprises!” Ilya replies, almost worried.
“Well, it wouldn’t be a surprise if I told you what it is! I just wanted to make sure that you’d watch the game,” Shane explains shyly. As if there is even the slightest possibility that Ilya won’t watch the whole game from start to finish and then the interviews and then all the commentary on it.
“Silly husband. Of course I will watch it all. Always."
Shane smiles at the empty room, then picks up the phone from the desk. “я тебя люблю.”
“I love you too, babe. Now go fuck up Sweden!”
OR: Shane plays for Canada in the Beijing Olympics, Ilya is back home in Ottawa, and they surprise each other.
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Ilya’s Guide to Menacingly Soft Launching Your Relationship (and One Extremely Effective Hard Launch) by Lil_lightning15
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
17 Dec 2025
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“I think we tell world now,” Ilya declared grandly, pacing across Shane’s living room in Montreal. “Big announcement. Maybe fireworks. Maybe airplane banner over city—”
Shane, sitting curled on the couch in sweatpants, nearly choked on his tea.
“No,” he said immediately. “Absolutely not. No fireworks. No banners. No announcements. I’m not letting you hard launch us into oblivion.”
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Five times they soft launch and one time they hard launch, or Ilya is given free rein to soft launch their relationship.
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two-man advantage by dykeries
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
14 Dec 2025
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Two-Man Advantage: At Home with Hockey’s Biggest Power Couple
by Matthew Cooper
Their on-ice rivalry turned into the NHL’s most unexpected love story. Now, Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov say they have no plans to slow down.
the GQ profile fic.
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Question of the Day by wilmonstan12345
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
05 Mar 2026
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Harris launches a new series for the Centaurs' social media: having the team answer his question of the day!
This follows the season after The Long Game, when Shane joins the team on their road to the Stanley Cup, as they answer questions like who's the hottest/funniest/most perceptive Centaur, different preferences, rituals, and more.