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    Shane Hollander is the sweet, loyal, quiet househusband omega. His beta husband can't get him pregnant, so he turns to a porn star for help. He discovers he likes a bit of real domination, especially on camera. Over time, their casual arrangement becomes more and more intimate, until they can't deny it any longer ...

    The smut is a vehicle for feels.

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    Fic basically complete but I'm aiming to upload chapters more or less daily. Not sure of final chapter count yet as it was written free-form and then I'm chopping it up.

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    03 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 48

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    "You look like desperate, scared baby deer all night," Ilya said, by way of introduction. "Blink twice if you are needing help."

    Shane— according to the tacky name badge on his chest— shifted forward, a hopeful sort of look on his face, and Ilya noticed he had a smattering of freckles across his face that were aggravatingly charming.

    "Are you… part of this thing?"

    Ilya arched an eyebrow. "Do I look like I need to be part of this thing?"

    Shane huffed gently. He leaned back again. "No, but you don't have to be rude about it."

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    01 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 98

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    Ilya Rozanov is a personal trainer who is stopped in his tracks by a pretty omega trying to lose what turns out to be baby weight. He could not care less about this baby weight.

    Shane Hollander is only a handful of months postpartum when his partner says something rude about the weight he’s gained; going to the gym results in meeting a gorgeous alpha who seems weirdly fascinated by him.

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    01 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 49

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    “Don’t move. You’re being detained”, a voice from behind echoed out as he felt the cold metal of the cuffs cinch around his wrists. Fucking fantastic. Ilya complied, because what was the other option?

    He felt a rush as he was hauled up from the ground and ushered outside. He couldn’t see the officer, but the strong grip on his arm was extra noticeable as he was guided to the curb.

    It wasn’t until he sat down on the curb that he saw the officer properly. It was a man, and he was young. As Ilya looked him over, he quickly realized that this was perhaps the most attractive man he’d ever seen in his life. He had on his black pants, tactical belt, and black police polo covered by a thick vest. A silver badge shone on his chest. Ilya barely caught his nametag, 'Hollander'."

    Or: A firefighter/police AU where Shane Hollander is 23 and just ended his rookie trial as a cop. Ilya Rozanov is a 29-year-old firefighter. Both have a complicated history with hockey. The two butt heads immediately after Shane tries to arrest him, but Ilya can't seem to shake a feeling he has about his arresting officer.

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    28 May 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 25

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    AU: Movie Star - Ilya, PA - Shane

    Ilya Rozanov built his entire life around temporary things. Temporary cities. Temporary relationships. Temporary people. It was easier that way.

    Shane Hollander already learned the hard way what it feels like to lose the thing your life was built around. After hockey fell apart, he stopped letting himself need too much from anyone or anywhere.

    Working together was never supposed to become personal. But somewhere between film sets, late-night drives, hotel rooms and quiet routines, actor and assistant slowly become something far more dangerous to each other: constant.

    And the closer they get, the harder it becomes to pretend they still know how to walk away.

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    26 May 2026