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    Shane Hollander is the sweet, loyal, quiet househusband omega. His beta husband can't get him pregnant, so he turns to a porn star for help. He discovers he likes a bit of real domination, especially on camera. Over time, their casual arrangement becomes more and more intimate, until they can't deny it any longer ...

    The smut is a vehicle for feels.

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    Fic basically complete but I'm aiming to upload chapters more or less daily. Not sure of final chapter count yet as it was written free-form and then I'm chopping it up.

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    03 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 48

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    "You look like desperate, scared baby deer all night," Ilya said, by way of introduction. "Blink twice if you are needing help."

    Shane— according to the tacky name badge on his chest— shifted forward, a hopeful sort of look on his face, and Ilya noticed he had a smattering of freckles across his face that were aggravatingly charming.

    "Are you… part of this thing?"

    Ilya arched an eyebrow. "Do I look like I need to be part of this thing?"

    Shane huffed gently. He leaned back again. "No, but you don't have to be rude about it."

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    01 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 98

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    Ilya Rozanov is a personal trainer who is stopped in his tracks by a pretty omega trying to lose what turns out to be baby weight. He could not care less about this baby weight.

    Shane Hollander is only a handful of months postpartum when his partner says something rude about the weight he’s gained; going to the gym results in meeting a gorgeous alpha who seems weirdly fascinated by him.

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    01 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 49

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    “Don’t move. You’re being detained”, a voice from behind echoed out as he felt the cold metal of the cuffs cinch around his wrists. Fucking fantastic. Ilya complied, because what was the other option?

    He felt a rush as he was hauled up from the ground and ushered outside. He couldn’t see the officer, but the strong grip on his arm was extra noticeable as he was guided to the curb.

    It wasn’t until he sat down on the curb that he saw the officer properly. It was a man, and he was young. As Ilya looked him over, he quickly realized that this was perhaps the most attractive man he’d ever seen in his life. He had on his black pants, tactical belt, and black police polo covered by a thick vest. A silver badge shone on his chest. Ilya barely caught his nametag, 'Hollander'."

    Or: A firefighter/police AU where Shane Hollander is 23 and just ended his rookie trial as a cop. Ilya Rozanov is a 29-year-old firefighter. Both have a complicated history with hockey. The two butt heads immediately after Shane tries to arrest him, but Ilya can't seem to shake a feeling he has about his arresting officer.

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    28 May 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 25

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    AU: Movie Star - Ilya, PA - Shane

    Ilya Rozanov built his entire life around temporary things. Temporary cities. Temporary relationships. Temporary people. It was easier that way.

    Shane Hollander already learned the hard way what it feels like to lose the thing your life was built around. After hockey fell apart, he stopped letting himself need too much from anyone or anywhere.

    Working together was never supposed to become personal. But somewhere between film sets, late-night drives, hotel rooms and quiet routines, actor and assistant slowly become something far more dangerous to each other: constant.

    And the closer they get, the harder it becomes to pretend they still know how to walk away.

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    26 May 2026

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    Mystery Work

    Part of AZRAELRIEGO
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    This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!

    20 May 2026

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    2014: Ilya Rozanov shocks the world and breaks Shane Hollander’s heart by disappearing without explanation, and without a goodbye kiss.

    2024: A devastating injury forces Shane to retire early, so he moves to a small town to coach girls hockey and figure out what the hell to do with the rest of his life.

    When recently divorced Ilya Rozanov walks into the rink with his twin girls, Shane has to decide if he’s brave enough to risk a second chance on a broken heart, and a rekindled romance with the first and only boy he ever loved.

    ***

    “So.” Ilya cleared his throat. “Should we tell the girls their Papa and their coach used to date?”

    “We didn’t date. We hooked up a few times, then you disappeared.” Shane looked away to hide his heartbreak as he lied, “It doesn’t even matter. It’s not like I loved you or anything.”

    “No, of course not.” Ilya tried to smile through a lie of his own, “I didn’t love you either.”

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    10 May 2026

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    Shane narrows his eyes, focusing on the flirtatious tilt of the alpha’s mouth as he smiles at him. And then what he just said finally registers in his mind. What the fuck? Is that guy for real? Flirting with him on the first day of school? With his daughter only standing a few feet away?

    “Was that supposed to be a pick-up line?”

    The alpha’s grin doesn't waver. If anything, it grows more pronounced, those unfairly blue eyes crinkling at the corners. “If you want to.”

    Shane Hollander was nineteen when he finally presented. Twenty-one when he got diagnosed with IOED, a rare condition that shows itself with delayed secondary omega traits and absent heats. In other words: infertility.

    When his boyfriend breaks up with him for this very reason, Shane has to come to terms with the fact that he’ll probably be alone forever. What alpha in his right mind could possibly want a defective omega?

    That’s where Ilya Rozanov comes in, proving him wrong at every turn, because loving Shane appears to be the easiest thing he’s ever done.

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    09 May 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 70

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    Shane clicked onto the next slide displaying his classroom's schedule and turned back to the group seated facing him. His eyes landed on the parent who had just walked in.

    First, this man did not fit in the small chair designed for a second grader.

    Second, he was really fucking pretty.

    Shane Hollander built his life after college around safe choices. Safe job, safe routines, and a safe distance from the hockey world he abandoned years ago.

    That is, until Ilya Rozanov walked into his second grade classroom.

    *Updates weekly!

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    09 May 2026

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    “Don’t marry her.” Shane blurted out, his heart unable to contain itself anymore, “Don’t marry Svetlana.”

    “Hollander, I need Citizenship to keep playing. I don’t have any other option.” Ilya told him.

    “Marry me.”

     

    Or,

    The fic where to avoid deportation, Shane asks Ilya to marry him, and chaos ensues.

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    07 May 2026

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    It wasn’t a mistake.

    It wasn’t an accident.

    Ilya Rozanov had recorded himself fucking someone wearing Shane’s jersey. Either to humiliate or provoke, he had shot his load over Shane’s last name. Or, perhaps, he had done it to claim dominance.

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    What if Ilya had let his jealousy get the better of him during the Rose Landry era?

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    02 May 2026

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    After Shane walks out on Ilya following the tuna meltdown, he meets Rose Landry, who promptly clocks him as gay and drunkenly encourages him to get over the guy he's pining for through Grindr meetups. Slutty Shane Hollander ensues, but hookups aren't as satisfying as Shane imagined them to be.

    au where ilya is not shane's first guy. my first work on ao3/my first fanfic in general! traumatized & slutty shane (bc those things can and do coexist!) with hollanov endgame.

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    27 Apr 2026

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    🌹"No questions. No feelings. Just because we want to."🌹

    Shane Hollander is a PhD student who knows how to stay invisible.
    Ilya Rozanov is Montreal’s most arrogant hockey star who never plays by rules he didn’t set himself.

    It should be easy to walk away.

    Instead, it becomes something quiet and hidden—late nights, closed doors, and a version of Ilya no one else gets to see.

    Ilya doesn’t do feelings.
    Shane was never meant for something like this.

    But he stays.
    And he falls anyway.

    And when it ends, Ilya might finally understand what it meant—
    when there’s nothing left to hold onto.

    (fake dating, secrecy, loving someone who was never going to choose you | WIP — 2 updates/week | happy ending, I promise 💔➡️❤️) 🔥

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    26 Apr 2026

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    Shane Hollander is a good vet. He can diagnose patients, neuter animals with Shakira blasting from the other room and deal with a few cat scratches. What he cannot manage is professional hockey player Ilya Rozanov being an overanxious dog dad and flirting with him, especially when he can barely tell.

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    17 Apr 2026

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    “You’re impossible.”

    “Yet here you are.”

    A skiing accident sidelines DU hockey’s golden freshman center.

    A Russian phenom arrives to replace him.

    And a very poorly made housing assignment.

    A stupid tree may have cost Shane Hollander his first collegiate season, but Ilya Rosanov has cost him the rest of his peace.

    It would be easier if they stayed enemies.
    It would be easier if they didn’t have to go home to the same place every night.

    Between rehab sessions, early practices, and an apartment that’s way too small for this much ego, Shane and Ilya discover that rivalry is easy—it’s everything else that’s complicated.

    Or… enemies to friends (kind of) to lovers (ew, Ilya, no, that’s gross), with hockey, bad decisions, and feelings no one asked for.

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    15 Apr 2026

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    Hockey All Star Shane Hollander has been dating Hollywood starlet Rose Landry for years. They’re everybody’s #RelationshipGoals: hot, young, and successful. As long as nobody finds out that the whole thing is actually fake, they’re golden.
    When Formula 1 driver Ilya Rozanov invites Shane to a race, it begins to challenge their carefully crafted facade. Will Shane finally score or will it all crash and burn?

    tldr; shane and rose are comfortable being one another’s beards until new friendships make them realize nothing lasts forever.

    tags will update with additional chapters

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    06 Apr 2026

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    Luca is 13 when he starts using tumblr. At that point, playing for an MLH-team is just a dream to him. Due to his intrest for hockey and art, that is exactly what he starts postinging about. He makes friends online. And then, he starts reaching for his dreams.

    Or: Luca is a tumblr fanboy who ships Hollanov through all of his teenage years. And maybe after that as well-

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    06 Apr 2026

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    Instead of breaking up, Shane and Rose agree to a mutually beneficial lavender relationship for the cameras.

    If only Ilya would let him explain...

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    06 Apr 2026

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    Shane Hollander, hockey enthusiast and licensed massage therapist, is an expert in helping athletes keep their bodies in tip-top shape. Working with the Boston Raiders should've been his career milestone.

    One Ilya Rozanov makes things much, much more complicated. Relentless on the ice and unreadable everywhere else, Ilya unsettles Shane in ways that have nothing to do with hockey and everything to do with proximity, restraint, and the dangerous pull of something unspoken.

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    Shane is a sports therapist that starts working with the Boston Raiders.

    Strong hands shifted to the back of Shane’s head, to the nape of his neck. That’s when time began to blur, seconds melting together until they barely existed at all. That’s when Rozanov leaned in – and when Shane followed. Like the strike of flint against wood. They existed in that moment, and in the wildfire that followed.

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    28 Mar 2026

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    Shane Hollander is hockey’s closeted golden boy with everything to hide. Ilya Rozanov is a professional Dom with everything to lose and an expired visa.

    Through their arrangement at a discreet Montreal kink bar, where NDAs protect secrets and sessions are charged per hour, they discover the most dangerous thing isn’t being caught—it’s wanting more than those hours allow.

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    Chapters:
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    22 Mar 2026

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