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    written 2000-2001

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    11 Jun 2026

  2. Rec 1

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    A little sweetness, not much in the way of light.

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  3. Rec 16

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    But this commenter also mentions that liking men felt like a decision. 

    An argument could be made that Lando ‘chose’ that guy (and every other guy) she slept with because she knew she could, not because she simply felt drawn to him, and that's where the difference lies in her attraction.

    If she were gay though, wouldn't she have felt 'drawn’ to a woman by now?

    Lando can't understand herself. George is there to help.

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  4. Rec 37

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    “I think I should just give up on men at this point. Be like, a fucking nun or somethin’. Surely easier in the long run,” Lando muses.

    “D’you honestly think you’d make it as a nun? Seems like a huge departure from the deal you’ve got now. ‘Sides you don’t have to turn to our lord and savior Jesus Christ just because you suddenly hate men,” Oscar idly says to the ceiling, trying not to look too close at Lando curled around the pillow she slept on last night. “Actually, seems like it’d defeat the point. You’d be turning to a man to get away from men, yeah?”

    “You’re thinking way too deep into this. It wouldn’t be a religious thing, it’d be like, a girlie thing y’know? Like just me and the other nuns hanging out, painting each other's nails or some shit.” Lando does some complicated hand gesture that she somehow thinks gets her point across. Oscar is ruined.

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  5. Rec 62

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    "It would be better if you did get off on it, wouldn't it? That would make some kind of sense, at least. You haven't even got a reason to want it. Pathetic."

    Alex's eyes are on fire. He's squirming almost imperceptibly under the unrelenting eye contact. "Yes," he says, and he sounds so sure of himself. He always sounds sure of himself. Even when he's stammering out a question like a bashful child, it always somehow sounds like he knows exactly what he's doing, and now Greg understands why. If discomfort is his comfort zone, it all makes sense.

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