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eddie's not entirely sure he believes in getting help, at least not for himself. there's only so much healing to be had for a body torn apart by bullets, for a mind that's only half there, for a man who's been leaving pieces of himself behind all his life with nothing to take their place.
except, as it turns out, falling apart happens in increments, and healing does, too: it happens when you gnaw a hole in your lip trying to keep quiet only to have the words escape; when you realize that the ghost you've been seeing out of the corner of your eye is yourself; when your best friend smiles, and you allow it to take your breath away.
it happens through the smallest of things: bird feeders, and cacti, and pasta shapes.
meanwhile, the world goes on.
(or: the entity often affectionately referred to as the unrepression fic.)
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- Part 1 of tell me about despair
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The moment he takes his seat in the auditorium where Yeonjun's fansign is happening, Soobin decides that he's made a mistake.
It's not that he doesn’t want to see him. He's been Yeonjun's fan from the beginning: every new song, every performance and interview and show, makes the admiration that sparked in Soobin last year glow ever brighter. It's just that, well, there's probably better ways he could have gone about this.
Idols aren't known to attend each other's fansigns, after all.
Or: in a world of soulmates of all kinds, the people Soobin loves are only ever a string away.
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10 Jan 2022
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It’s been two months since the storm, and Childe hasn’t seen Zhongli not even once, not since that fateful meeting with the Signora where the truth is finally unveiled.
And what a fun little kick to the gut that is, the realization that not only had he been played by all sides, but he's also being tossed aside like trash now that his use had run its course.
It’s not that Childe doesn’t get it. He’s a Harbinger. He knows first-hand what it means to do his duty, to put the mission first and his personal feelings far, far away, preferably locked up in a box, where it wouldn’t interfere with his job. He knows what it’s like working with vipers, to scheme and plot and lie in wait for the opportune moment to stab his opponent in the back.
But this time, this time Childe can’t help but feel a little (a lot) gutted.
Stupid. He’s gotten himself stupidly attached.
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A story about Childe trying to move on after the events of 1.1 Update, but some of his actions have consequences, and those consequences have followed him back to Snezhnaya.NOTE: THIS FIC WAS DRAFTED BEFORE 1.1 UPDATE CAME OUT. MIND THE CANON-DIVERGENT TAG FOR THIS REASON.
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15 Oct 2021
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like daylight, you're golden by halfthemoon
Fandoms: TOMORROW X TOGETHER | TXT (Korea Band)
23 Nov 2020
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Yeonjun turns his head to look at him with pleading eyes, but Soobin already has the answer. “Yeah, I promise,” he whispers. “I’ll find you.”
Yeonjun hugs him. Soobin waits for the bus.
They’re twelve now, and that’s when it starts.
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- Part 1 of your telescope and my earth
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do flightless birds dream of flying too? by lovelanguages
Fandoms: TOMORROW X TOGETHER | TXT (Korea Band)
03 Sep 2020
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Some background:
First, Choi Yeonjun is a third-year Dance major, close friend, and the object of his affections for the past two years (Soobin would interject, love at first sight, with disgust, though Beomgyu disagrees).
Second, this big fat crush he’s been harboring is preventing him from living his life to the fullest. College is supposed to be the time to explore, date and learn what you want in a relationship. He can’t do that when he’s only got eyes for one person.
Third, given the first two points, he’s come to the answer that he just needs to get over Choi Yeonjun.
The question is: how?
The answer: Sometimes, the best way to get over someone is to actually just date them. Or, in Beomgyu's hopeless case, ask them to help you practice dating. No, Beomgyu will not explain how that works.
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- Part 1 of an inquiry on love
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23 Sep 2020
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It's a Wednesday like any other until Sunwoo, Chanhee, Younghoon, and Jaehyun walk out of the movie theater and realize a lot has changed. The world isn't the same and neither are they once they start thinking about how much they might have just lost.
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23 Aug 2020
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Haknyeon doesn't know why Sunwoo is treating him like a stranger. He tries to let it go, but when it starts to affect their job, Haknyeon confronts him. And that's when things go from bad to worse.
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22 Aug 2020
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finally, beautiful stranger by halfthemoon
Fandoms: TOMORROW X TOGETHER | TXT (Korea Band)
09 Aug 2020
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It’s cold. Their wedding ring, on his fourth finger on his left hand. It’s cold when he sees Yeonjun’s hand and his ring finger is empty.
“I don’t know,” Yeonjun whispers quietly, like he’s cautious. Unsure. “A little scared, I think.”
“Why?”
“Well, I don’t actually... know you.”
Soobin laughs, despite the reality. It’s funny when he thinks about it hard enough. This is the man he married a year ago, fell in love with years before, but he doesn’t remember.
It’s funny, really.
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09 Aug 2020
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“Wait for me,” is whispered against his lips, and it’s part of an old promise, one that was given to him years ago and which he gave back in return.
(Donghyuck’s birth flowers are roses, but it’s astilbes that he loves most.)
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25 Jul 2020
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“So if you’re Hyuck’s uncle, why does he call you his brother?”
“I know what you’re trying to do. You’re trying to phish out information from me, aren’t you?” Doyoung accuses, and through his headphones, Taeyong bellows out a laugh. “What’s so funny? Cybercrime?”
or: If there’s one thing Doyoung knows about being Donghyuck’s best (and only) uncle, it’s that he should never leave him unsupervised– at least not on Friday nights.
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02 Jul 2020
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Soobin became obsessed with making Yeonjun blush. It was like he couldn’t get enough of it. The pretty red on his cheeks, because of him. Sometimes he just wanted to touch it, holding it underneath his fingertips, the tinted crimson. Yeonjun was always pretty but he looked lovely with the blush, like something straight out of a painting.
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06 Jun 2020
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25 Mar 2020
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Blake is asleep in the medical tent when Will gets there.
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- Part 1 of keep hold, don’t let go
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09 Feb 2020
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loved it so much....the tenderness. THE TENDERNESS. can’t stop thinking about it
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“You’re,” Jisung looks at them warily with a wave of his eyebrows. “You two, are getting married.”
A deadpan.
“I— uh. Yes?” Seongwoo squeaks out. He turns his head slowly, braving a look at Minhyun. Minhyun doesn’t even glance at him, his smile towards Jisung the biggest he’s ever seen Minhyun smile.
“I—“ Jisung’s brow furrows. “Seongwoo… is your. Secretary.”
“I prefer to be called Executive Assistant?”
(Seongwoo and Minhyun get fake engaged.)
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25 Jun 2019
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doyoung and taeyong meet at a house party.
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05 Feb 2019
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Mark's biggest worries used to be what he'd say in his prom king acceptance speech, or whether his soccer team would win their next game. Then, one day, he sprouts a set of claws and everything changes.
Suddenly, he has to worry about keeping his claws hidden from his boyfriend, and about why the boy with the fiery eyes at the back of the classroom seems to know more about what's happening to Mark than he's letting on.
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03 Feb 2019
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Doyoung proposed to Taeyong when they were three.
Taeyong thought he could spend his forever with Doyoung from that moment on. He was not notified that this marriage proposal actually came postdated and stipulated a list of ex-lovers the length of a class roster, but he can wait. He can do anything if it means a lifetime with Doyoung.
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05 Oct 2018
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"Do you think the universe fights for souls to be together? Some things are too strange and strong to be coincidences." ーEmery Allen.
A small series revolving around the lives of seven teenage boys with strange powers they neither want nor need, but have anyway, and the everlasting bond between them.
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14 Jun 2018
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Doyoung locks himself out of his apartment. Luckily enough, his next door neighbour’s really nice. And really cute. – Doyoung / Taeyong (Neighbours!AU)
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02 Jun 2018
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quote love unquote by newamsterdam
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia
03 Apr 2019
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Sero nods. “It’s the chance of a lifetime, really,” he says. “We want you to date Bakugou, for the sake of his reputation with the press. Some public appearances, a few ‘candid’ photos. For at least a couple of months.”
“Bakugou sent you to ask me to date him?” Kirishima asks, baffled.
“Of course not. We, his people, are asking you to date him. He’s going to have to get on board, if he wants his career to survive. And in the bargain, Riot will get all sorts of publicity, because their lyricist will be dating one of the industry’s hottest stars. A win for everyone.”
When Kirishima Eijirou's band hits the big time, he's not prepared for his newfound fame. He's even less prepared to meet the actor he's been crushing on for years, or to start dating him as a publicity stunt. The closer Kirishima gets to Bakugou Katsuki, the more he realizes he's in over his head. But it's hard to stop, once his heart is in it.
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14 May 2018