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    “You know I’d be perfectly glad to give you a crack at it, Ed. I’d…it’s always me. And of course, I thoroughly enjoy a…a good round of cards. But if you’d like a turn, I–I think I’d actually rather enjoy giving you the reins for once.”

    And why the fuck does his voice sound so pitchy and anxious and tight?

    It’s…it’s fucking solitaire.

    “Just don’t think I’ll be as good at it as you, love,” Ed murmurs truthfully.

    “I think–” Stede confesses quietly. “I think you’d be very good, if you were willing to give it a shot. Methodical. Careful. Gentle.”

    Ed frowns. He tilts his head to try and catch Stede’s gaze, but Stede quickly looks away.

    “Do you,” Ed begins, hesitant and feeling strangely wrongfooted, like there’s a conversation happening in Stede’s head that he isn’t a part of. “Do you need to be particularly gentle with playing cards?”

    (OR: Stede is not talking about solitaire. A post-canon romp about quality time, communication, sex, and being brave enough to ask for the things you want.)

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    08 Apr 2026

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    He drives to the airport with an unshakeable urge to pull over and turn around. He smokes four cigarettes in a row before he boards the plane, then chews an entire pack of gum on the flight to try and cover the worst of the smell.

    He exits the airport half-hoping that Shane has chickened out of the whole thing. Then he spots him, tapping his fingers against the steering wheel in the most boring suburban dad car Ilya has ever had the misfortune of laying his eyes on, and he’s so happy to see him that his legs feel unsteady beneath his weight.

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    Or, the cottage, Ilya's version: an extended ep 6 featuring my take on what happened in the gaps we didn't see.

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    30 Dec 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 30

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    Stede has spent his whole life empty. Ed fills him so well.

    Though, he never quite expected it to be so literal.

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    Stede's first time bottoming. (Bottom Stede Week 2025. Cross posting from Bluesky.)

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    13 Sep 2025

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    It's hot. It’s so fucking hot. Ed’s never known it to be so hot. Without the benefit of the sharp winds over the water, it’s still, stagnant, muggy and oppressive and endless. But he can cope with the heat.

    What he can’t cope with is Stede, lifting his arms to wield his axe, his biceps flexing, and showing off two dark damp patches on the fabric of his shirt that grow and grow as the sun gets higher in the sky. He gulps down water, and Ed watches drops of sweat trickle over his temple and curl under his jaw, and he’s transfixed by it.

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    Or: There’s a heatwave, Stede is very sweaty, and Ed is very into it.

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    11 Sep 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 30

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    Only three knives are stuck into the big settee, but the many rips and tears in its lovely brocade indicate quite a few previous stabbings. Stede sighs again as he lifts it up from its back onto all four legs, then pulls the third knife out of the center of the cushion. He pats the spot where the stuffing bursts out from the torn upholstery.

    Stede finds things torn open and damaged, and does his best to fix them up. The couch or Ed's heart? Yes.

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    12 Jul 2025