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on fridays, you die by absolutelyhollanov
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
14 Aug 2026
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Shane Hollander dies on a Friday.
Ilya knows this because he’s seen it too many times to name—a newspaper slipping from his hands, a headline he can’t make himself read, can’t make himself look at, because if he does, Shane is gone, the world no longer holds him, he is no longer his. Though the hardest part, Ilya learns, isn’t watching Shane leave. It’s waking up and loving him anyway while Friday waits for him in dreamscape.
or: on the last night of their honeymoon, ilya begins dreaming of losing the man he loves, and only the sound of shane’s heartbeat can ever truly wake him up.
** I SWEAR I SWEAR THIS IS NOTTTTT MCD**
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02 Sep 2026
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you, everglow by absolutelyhollanov
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
16 Sep 2026
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“Hockey players are too intense. But you are maybe worse. I can see it on your face. But I especially can feel it on your body.”
Shane wants to be offended, but Ilya’s hands travel lower now, close enough to the hem of his briefs that circle his thighs, and it makes his breath catch. Ilya taps the fabric gently.
“Do you ever let yourself feel, Shane Hollander?”
Shane takes in another sharp breath.
“Do you ever let go?”
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or: shane is an excellent hockey player with control issues, ilya is a yoga instructor (amongst other things) with a talent (or, maybe, a very unprofessional approach) to undoing people carefully, and they surrender to each other at a retreat meant for healing.
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01 Sep 2026
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The signs no one sees by Epsylon_K
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
21 Mar 2026
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The first time it happened, it was an accident.
The second time it happened, it was for scientific purposes.
Then, something shifted.
The last time it happened, Ilya was scared.A journey into losing yourself and then finally reaching out to someone.
TRIGGER WARNING: Talk and description of self-harm and self-inflicted injuries, description of suicidal thoughts and ideation.
If this story may trigger you, do not read it.Bookmarked by dzd_n_cnfsd
13 Aug 2026
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Ilya Rozanov was starting over. His mother was long dead, his father had finally passed, and his brother didn’t want him around anymore. Moscow was nothing but dead bodies and fading memories and scars that just wouldn’t heal.
Enter Shane Hollander.
*Laceration, from Ilya’s POVSeries
- Part 2 of Laceration
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12 Aug 2026
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The Nightshift by Februarixi
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
07 Jun 2026
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Shane Hollander is twenty-three, overqualified, and hiding something. After a bad ending at his last restaurant he takes a position at L'oiseau Loup with one rule for himself: keep the scent patches on, keep his head down, and don't give anyone a reason to look too closely.
Ilya Rozanov is already looking too closely.
Montreal's most decorated chef has built his reputation on knowing exactly what something is the moment it reaches him. Shane is quickly becoming the one thing in his kitchen he can't place — and that, more than anything, is what makes him dangerous.or: Shane and Ilya both work on an up and coming fine dining restaurant where Shane tries to hide his omega assignment and Ilya is dead set on finding out the addictive scent that has been distracting him on the line.
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14 Jul 2026