8 Works by elicul
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yuuri can't manage to keep his head above water at university. just as his eating and anxiety threaten to end his career before it's hardly begun, his coach takes notice and introduces yuuri to phichit chulanont, sunshine embodied.
written for yoi angst week 2021 day one - pressure
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i could write a book about the things that you said to me on the pillow by elicul
Fandoms: Shameless (US)
05 Apr 2020
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Sure, Ian's heard talk of "the queer community," but it had never really been his bag. He fucked who he liked and minded his business so long as everyone else minded theirs. Someone in his bed and a stay-in-your-lane attitude had gotten him this far. He didn't need anything more than that.
Trevor, of course, is more than that.
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When they’d first met, Trevor had made a toast, “to guys who like to be watched.”
I like to be watched.
Then this one’s for you, baby.
And, god, tonight had been so full of “baby”’s. Trevor couldn’t stop, his eyes undressed Ian all night, words complimentary, hands constantly roving.
He’s gorgeous.Series
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Jake goes through the people he loves, one by one, and tells them the truth about how he's been doing.
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It’s Amy who suggests he tell his friends. “You have all these people who love you,” she tells him one night when she’s not sure if he’s awake or not. "Broaden your support network, feel more connected to your own life, you know? Stop isolating.""You've been reading too many wikipedia articles."
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- Part 4 of it ends or it doesn't
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Jake deals with his first depressive episode as a teenager. And "deals with" is used loosely.
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“That’s a trick.”
He’s been in therapy once before and he doesn’t get the point. All it did, the last time, was make the two people he loves most in the world start fighting. They only went to three sessions, all as a family, and it was some of the last days Jake was able to use those words to describe the three of them.
“It’s not a trick, Jacob."Series
- Part 3 of it ends or it doesn't
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Jake realizes it's not fair, anymore. The secrets he's kept from his wife. He loves her, and that's half the reason he hasn't told her. But he's going to try to be honest.
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The problem is, Amy doesn't know about any of this. "The past is in the past" had been his thinking, until his thinking turned and now all Jake wants to do is curl up in a ball and wait to die.
So he tells his therapist. Who tells him to tell Amy.Series
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Jake cycles down into a depressive episode and Gina tries to help.
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They'd grown up together, Jake and Gina. And she remembers every instance of everyone telling her, "He's.. sensitive. You need to look after him."
So she's here. Looking after him.Series
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Ron is struggling, and though he knows he's not alone, sometimes it feels that way.
“I’m sorry. I know it’s late.” Ron can hear the whine in his voice. He knows how small he sounds, knows that his voice betrays everything his family believes in. He hasn’t felt brave in a long while. “I just...” he continues cautiously. “I’m looking for something... to help.”
“Help with what?”
“Please, George.”
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Freshly fallen Castiel learns to cope with being human. He moves in with Sam and Dean at the bunker. Each new day he learns more about humanity than he did in his centuries of watching them.
Post season 8, not season 9 compliant.